Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 11/04/2026did not take a social media break despite taking a break from bluesky… also still being in my head about stuff and feeling depressed but at least i have a lot more also fun stuff happening through my studies. feeling exhausted but hoping u guys are doing well here 010
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 20/01/2026i think i should delete this app. i’m constantly writing here like it’s my diary but lately it’s been so bad and depressing that i don’t even press post most of the time which probably says a lot already about the content maybe i should take a social media break or something 020
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 19/01/2026after getting through the needle thing in the morning i feel like i bodyswapped with someone or something, bc the way that i’ve been just doing stuff like a normal person?? i’ve done more in the last 48h than i’ve done during the entire month 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 19/01/2026felt like i had choi minho lvl hours in a day today bc i made an insane amount of wontons, eight burritos & 2 other meals for freezing, cleaned the freezer, did laundry, did homework, planned another two dishes i still want to freeze, had 4h of meetings, went to class & yeah got my blood work done🧍🏻♀️ 100
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 18/01/2026*want to cry = am crying already just thinking about it I’M NEARLY 27 AND I WANT SOMEONE TO HOLD MY HAND WHILE I GET BLOOD TESTS DONE AND A DAY OFF AFTER IT, THERE I SAID IT i wish i didn’t ever have to have my veins pierced by needles idk why i’m like this 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 18/01/2026getting blood work done tomorrow morning and i literally want to cry and not go already idk how the fuck i’ll manage again it was so embarrassing the last time i went bc i nearly blacked out i hate it i hate it i hate it so much 110
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 15/01/2026just saw a picture of someone with absolutely perfect smooth and soft looking skin 😫 i don’t usually really let jealousy consume me, but i am always so so SO JEALOUS of people with beautiful skin, it makes my stomach lurch from feeling sick over such a thing. like damn, automatic pretty priviledge… 010
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 15/01/2026😭 not this happening to other people too! the way that i just haven’t eaten certain foods bc they were never available and i never got used to them 110
Reposted by Meda ♡depths of wikipedia @depthsofwikipedia.bsky.social · 15/01/2026wikipedia turns 25 today! the last unenshittified major website! backbone of online info! triumph of humanity! powered by urge of unpaid randos to correct each other! somehow mostly reliable! "good thing wikipedia works in practice, because it sure doesn't work in theory" - old wiki adage 92124483984
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 15/01/2026i hadn’t seen people talking about this here yet but had to do it when i saw it on tiktok when i say i’m a lover girl i mean it 😩🤚 lovetype.org/en/test 020
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 15/01/2026ALSO ALSO she said i need to try a weighted blanket and gave a strong recommendation for it BUT GUESS WHO BOUGHT A WEIGHTED BLANKET JUST TWO DAYS AGO!! THIS GUY!! for once i had great timing and also that blanket really is incredible, idek how it helps so much 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 15/01/2026also at one point she just stared at me after asking me a bunch of questions and just said that she will add checking (for more 😭) autism signs also to the pile of stuff and i was just sitting there like 😶😀👍 100
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 15/01/2026went to a doctor today and i was supposed to be there for an hour but she kept me there for TWO HOURS and i didn’t even notice 😭 like yeah that’s amazing that she really seemed to care and i literally cried in front of her already which was embarrassing but yeah, never done that before 110
Reposted by Meda ♡dove @dovebars.bsky.social · 13/01/2026happy birthday base, i love plagiarism <3 03230
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 09/01/2026i wish i could wipe my memory since it’s already bad enough 020
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 08/01/2026fUCK i forgot that jjk new season started airing today, i can’t be chronically online until i watch the first eps 020
Reposted by Meda ♡moon ‼️ @fruitgravy.bsky.social · 01/01/2026🎪 la comédie-vampirique my full final piece for @thevelvetcompote.bsky.social 's first zine, "blood & brocade." have some silly lestat and armand #iwtv 313462
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 06/01/2026omg sweetheart! realness tho poomang.com/en/t/wiki_te... 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 06/01/2026came back online just to say my gf got me into mo dao zu shi and we first watched the untamed and now we’re almost done with the anime and idk i’m just screaming internally at all times now 020
Reposted by Meda ♡jonghyun pics @jjongpics.bsky.social · 06/01/2026happy 11th anniversary to "déjà-boo", jonghyun's first mini album title track! ♡ 03311
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 01/01/2026extra specially good new year to all pyeonghongmen btw 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 28/12/2025welp. i was car sick for nothing bc i had packed the envelope into my suitcase and i made it in the train with ten minutes to spare i swear i sweat years off of my life being this anxious all the time 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 28/12/2025like i want to puke and we can’t even stop or go back bc i won’t make it to the fucking train otherwise i am about to lose it i can’t have my privacy invaded and i think they would respect it but i am still so so fucking anxious about the possibility 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 28/12/2025i think i might throw up i had to leave in a hurry and now idk if i’ll make it to my train and my dad is driving like a madman and i left an envelope with personal stuff on the FUCKKNG table and idk how to tell my mom that pls keep it safe but don’t look at it i’m never writing anything down againnn 200
Reposted by Meda ♡Lidi 🥀 @heylidi.bsky.social · 27/12/2025It is exhausting beyond words to see people compare IWTV with HR. In what world are there any parallels between these two shows? The genre, themes, characters, setting, motivations, even the time period are all vastly different. These shows exist in AND FOR different worlds and audiences. 2296
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 27/12/2025idk i just feel like i want a bigger change in my appearance somehow to start fresh again, it always feels so cathartic 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 27/12/2025i want to do something to my hair SO BAD and the impulse is getting worse now that the new year is almost upon us… been thinking about blue, and now also orange due to joong, or about cutting it short enough to see some of my neck or bleaching the underside to get oreo hair,, 100
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 27/12/2025hongjoong had to remind me why i idolize him by slaying even harder than usual… thank u for the inspiration and motivation again king 000
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 27/12/2025MYYY CAPTAAAAIINNNNNNN!!!!!! youtu.be/QXaDflrLjc8?...youtu.beATEEZ(에이티즈) 홍중 'NO1' | ATEEZ PresentYouTube video by ATEEZ 100
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 25/12/2025fresh from sauna, skincare done, christmas and duties for the year over, chilling alone in the kitchen eating ham sandwiches dipped in gravy, while my bed, books and chocolates are waiting i’ve been WAITING for this moment, merry christmas y’all 010
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 24/12/2025t-minus two hours until all the gifts need to be under the tree and i haven’t wrapped a single one i’m giving 🗿 010
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 24/12/2025well wishes and happy holidays to all oomfies ❤️ 030
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 24/12/2025cashing in my free time now at 2am before the day ahead… time to scroll on tiktok and regret it in the morning yeehaw 010
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 22/12/2025is it bad that i understand alcoholism and other addictions now better bc i too would like to feel numb like this instead of feeling my fuckass feelings all the time thankfully i feel quite horrible after no matter what so that i won’t be hooked but yeah,, rawdogging life really sucks 020
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 22/12/2025us bonding over our traumas and fear of everyone and everything dying around us while giggling about the game and drinks skskskk 010
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 22/12/2025alcohol is not really a thing at our christmas but we just got absolutely shitfaced with my dad bc i didn’t wanna cry anymore and he doesn’t know how to cry, so now everything is just spinning cause i got to bed but at least i haven’t cried in multiple hours! and we also played skipbo so, good times 130
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 21/12/2025i’ve been thinking about how i can’t sit in my mom’s office anymore bc she won’t be there to curl up against my legs while i study, or sneak her treats or cuddle her and idk i’ve been just crying on and off the entire day and thinking about her little smile she always had on 210
Meda ♡ @theatredesvampire.bsky.social · 21/12/2025our family dog died this morning and she has been my baby for a decade now. sleeping on my bed through my high school years, bringing six pretty puppies into this world, outsmarting everyone always on everything and retiring on her later years to napping on the sofa our little moon, u were so loved 110