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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Have we considered being less stupid? Just like, as a collective. I think it would be really beneficial to all parties involved if we would just use our brains even the slightest bit more in life

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Fuck bro, how am I too anxious to come out in my OWN DREAMS?? It's literally in my head, just fucking make them accept me 😭 (or better yet, just make me already transitioned or something)

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Of course I have dysphoria keeping me awake specifically when I have a final exam at 8:00 AM tomorrow 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

My sister got baptized this morning 🥹 (/pos, I'm very proud of and happy for her)

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

There's a bit of skin peeling on my arm, and it's definitely from my chem lab yesterday, but I can't tell if it's because I accidentally leaned on my arm in a fume hood or if I accidentally got precipitate from some and on it bc I was checking my arm after the first thing and forgot about my gloves

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

They had too much call traffic, sent me to MyChart, and then didn't let me sign up for MyChart 💔 Maybe tomorrow :(

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Only maybe because I don't trust myself not to forget again 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Sooo this had to be rescheduled because it conflicted my class schedule, and I lowk still haven't called to do that... I'm gonna maybe do that today

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

As a kid, one time I heard about some cis-male celebrity getting chest reduction surgery and just that idea in general, and I remember thinking, "Why would you want to do that? It's not that big of a deal for a guy to have a big chest." Upon further reflection, I understand why I thought that lmao

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

To be clear, obviously, trans rights are human rights. I really hope this doesn't read as me being a trans grifter. I'm just tired of hearing fearmongering about us on the news instead of actual progress on literally anything real

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

If we spent the time that we currently do on featmongering around trans people and/or other culture war nonsense on real shit like not making getting a job or house near impossible, maybe we could feel like a functioning society again 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Why is it so hard for people to understand that sports leagues already have strict requirements for trans people to compete to make it fair for cis people? Like, this bs doesn't need to be brought up in every political interview or debate. It's just culture war bs that's literally already solved

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

It went from really sunny and hot to rainy but still humid, and despite only being hit by like a double-digit amount of rain drops yesterday, my entire body has given up, and it's only getting worse 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Eating plain salad greens with my hands like a damn rabbit or something because I forgot to grab a fork, and I'm too awkward to turn around and get one now

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

My dad said he sent me with "a whole 12 pack of water," and when I checked, it was half of the 24 pack that he had already opened. Like, yeah, it's the same number of bottles and stuff, it's just not what I expected to see when I got back to my dorm lmao

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

My mom, step-dad, and sister are the only ones who know, and they're trying their best, but they're also the only ones that I was sure coming out wouldn't go poorly with, and I was still too scared to do it so my mom had to ask because I kept dropping hints instead 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

The clothing part is lowk my fault for being too much of a wimp to just come out to the teacher/class (can't change it in the system bc my dad would see it through the thing he pays for my college from 😞) but like I'm too scared of being forced out of the closet to family that I'm not ready for yet

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Why do I have to give an introduction speech in my communications class? Like, I feel like that time would be much better spent constructing a real argument, and I'd honestly just prefer to do that over awkwardly introducing myself for 3-5 minutes in dress clothes that make me feel dysphoric 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

omg it's been like 2.5 years since my Little Runmo Any% Speedrun WR. time flies, holy smokes

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Marshmallows with like a bit of a salty flavor would be a genuinely tas snack

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

There were just 50gb in my recycle bin and now I'm scared that I deleted something important and forgot or didn't realize 😬

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

forgot my drawing tools (graphic drawing) at my dorm while visiting my parents for the weekend and I have an assignment that I need them for due tonight but my mother came in with the greatest clutch of all time and just had the things laying around

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Ig some people's goal with it is to feel morally superior to everyone with slightly different beliefs than them, but like for normal people with compassion the goal should be to make positive change and stuff

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

"Woke 1 vs woke 2" (when treated unironically) pisses me off so much because why are we arguing about what fucking version of woke we're on instead of just doing what we can do fucking help people?? Like, isn't that the entire goal?? What are we doing here?? It's just so counterproductive idk 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

College days feel so long that I'm going to bed at 9:30 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

"Alright, I'm gonna start working at 5:00" turned into "well this video has one more minute left, might as well finish it" which somehow turned into 30 more minutes of not doing work 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

like, there's genuinely no need to yell. the phone is right next to your mouth, it can hear you 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I was gonna try to go to bed early tonight but my dormmate had other plans 💔 They're so loud on the phone from their room that I thought they were in the shared space until they sounded like they were genuinely right behind me even though they were still through a wall & closed door 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Okay also getting questions wrong because I assumed that the "y =" was gonna be assumed in EVERY question, not just some of them

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

doing basic math homework and realizing that high school deadass taught me nothing because why can't I do basic factoring 💔

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

3 episodes into Pantheon SMP and I fully stand by this claim lmao

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

"I just don't know what to do with myself" I say with an ever-growing stack of homework that I need to start💔 It's not even that I don't want to do it, I just physically can't get myself to for some stupid reason. Like my body physically won't move to get the homework and work on it😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I really shouldn't complain because I have autism/anxiety housing accommodations, so I have my own room & bathroom and just have to share a common area that I only have to go into to leave the dorm, but like, I miss home, okay 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I underestimated how long is would take for me to get homesick. I was gonna visit my parents on the weekends just because it would be a bit nice, but oml I think I'm gonna NEED that visit every weekend because I do NOT enjoy living alone in the little box that is my dorm room😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I hate when I have a banger post idea and then 15 other thoughts happen in the same minute and I lose it

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

If there's anything I've learned in the past few years, it's that people will wholeheartedly believe something that isn't true, and then be surprised when everyone else doesn't because, in their eyes, why wouldn't they? Ig that should've been obvious, but give me a break, I'm still young lol

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

"I've already used 2 paper towels today, can I afford to use a 3rd" is a real thought that I had today 😭 I'm not even running low or anything, I think I've used 5 total paper towels out of the full roll, I'm just scared about being broke and then not being able to afford food and stuff

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

The flu got me chugging water like I'm chatgpt 💔

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

I seem to have fallen victim to the old "one more game" trick, and now it's 2.5 hours past when I was supposed to fall asleep 💔

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

I've watched so many mcyt roleplay smps that I can just predict entire characters or their actions in a scenario atp based on who's playing them 😭 Ig it's not a particularly bad thing, but I kinda would like to be able to watch a character without it just being "yup, that's how ___ does characters"

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate the concept of ragebait? Yes, but I'm going to bring it up again because there is no limit to how much that shit pisses me off (unless it's like blatantly obvious to everyone involved that it's a bit, then it's like I guess bro)

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Hate being a critical thinker dawg, why can't I just be a mindless follower 💔 /j

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

I love spending ages trying to make a cohesive argument in a comment section and then I accidentally disprove my own point by trying to cover all of my bases and prevent people misrepresenting it 💔 (/s but I'd rather have that and realize than just double down on smth that I'm clearly wrong about)

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

Shouldn't have used the internet before bed. Now I'm mad about some idiot in a comment section being a public nuisance even though it had nothing to do with me 💔 Mfs will genuinely lose an argument and just double down for no fucking reason like why are we like this 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I hate being competitive at stuff but not having enough time and/or motivation to actually grind/learn to the point that I can actually be good (I'm like never a natural at stuff, I always need to grind games just to get average 😭)

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Sometimes I wonder how much of an asshole I'd be if I wasn't trans or if I didn't have asd or gad because I think those things have been the biggest factor in developing/maintaining my empathy throughout the years because I could relate to others' struggles through them

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

I genuinely think the best way to snap me out of a panic attack is to say or do the stupidest thing you can think of because wdym I was fully spiraling and my friend playing bedwars died to opening his compass and it caught me so off guard that it fully grounded me 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

I used to make videos about my rubik's cube comps, and I watched them back just now, and I'm a little mad that I used to be as funny as i was. Like, how have I fallen off since 'teenager trying to make their voice sound as deep as possible' 😭

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Astrus (she/her) @theastrus.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Like obviously saying some psychotic shit or like genuine cyberbullying or posting crimes is stupid and would be fair to judge someone's character on, but like, let me be a little openly stupid every once in a while 😭 (not that I've ever let that stop me before though ig)

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