ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 16/06/2025youtu.be/ncNj33X_kbE?...youtu.bePunk Rock Shows in HeavenYouTube video by Apes of the State - Topic 120
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 16/06/2025This tattoo is over the spot where I had my first injection, in a weird gay bar in DC on trans night by what became my girlfriend for a while. Every piece of the person I am becoming is in part due to the people I have met along the way. Sometimes I don’t want to keep going, but I guess I have to. 140
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 15/06/2025Is tonight the night that I get drunk off fireball and break up with my girlfriends because I feel like too much of a burden and hate putting people through my bullshit? 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 15/06/2025Today I got my nostril, eyebrow, and belly button pierced, and got three new tattoos. They all kept me really positive and happy for a while but then I fell asleep and just woke up four hours later missing my girlfriends so fucking much I want to die. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 13/06/2025Finally did my first tummy shot by myself. @splitjawhc.bsky.social shirt goes hard with this entire pic. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 13/06/2025I am once again fucking BEGGING Chicago people to hang out with me. My mental health is in the absolute gutter right now and I’m really going to need it these next couple days. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 13/06/2025Sometimes I think I’m never actually okay, and that I only mask during spirals so people I care about don’t worry about me. I’m currently right back where I was two days ago, wishing I weren’t alive because my brain and my heart are constantly at odds with one another. I can’t keep doing this. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 12/06/2025I’m probably just gonna stop using this damn thing. Barely any engagement and I just feel miserable shouting into the void all the time. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 12/06/2025Any Chicagoomfs wanna keep me distracted these next few days? Both GFs are out of town on vacation and it absolutely tanks my mental health being alone. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 11/06/2025It’s hard for my brain to find any peace lately. It seems like no matter what I try to do, it’s not enough. I’m so tired of treading water to just barely keep my head high enough to only barely catch my breath. Giving up just feels so much fucking easier. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 10/06/2025Sitting at the end of my rope, it’s getting shorter every day. Tired of looking for that silver lining and hearing everything they say. Sometimes it doesn’t get better, the future’s getting darker and darker instead. And the rope’s just getting tighter. Getting harder and harder to breathe. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 10/06/2025More often than not, my brain isn’t kind to me. Maybe if I could rewind time and see how different things could be, Another day wasted, laying in bed Buried alive inside my own head Fingers worn to the bone, digging deeper to be free. But the view from rock bottom is the only thing I can see. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 09/06/20255PM beer for breakfast because I’ve lost control of my life. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 09/06/2025Curled up under a mountain of blankets because my brain is unkind to me. 110
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 08/06/2025I really need more Chicago lesbian experiences. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 05/06/2025Had a really rough patch, but came back with new hair. Who want me? Please, someone want me. 081
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 25/05/2025I’ve barely left the bed all day. I don’t want to be here. I’m about to just shotgun a garbage beer and take some edibles and just hope the world forgets about me. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 25/05/2025This is the worst I’ve been in a very long time. I genuinely don’t want to do this anymore. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 23/05/2025I really gotta learn to get over this anxiety or I’m never gonna smooch Chicago babes. 020
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 23/05/2025I’m high and no one is in my DMs. This app disappoints me. 020
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 22/05/2025I’m doing worse than I have in a while, missing the friends I never really had. Another day I can’t even force a smile, this feeling is killing me, wishing it were easy to just be dead 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 16/05/2025I have been absolutely feral since moving and don’t have nearly enough people to make out with. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 12/05/2025I woke up this morning in a bed with two amazing girlfriends in Chicago and I can honestly say that I never expected my life to end up here and I’m so fucking happy. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 08/05/2025Thrash Unreal hits me harder with my transition than any other song @laurajanegrace.bsky.social has written, and it’s all because of one line: “there ain’t no Johnny comin’ home to share a bed with her, and she doesn’t care.” It hits because I went out one night as Johnny, and came home as Jessie. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 07/05/2025If you see this post a ship that makes you happy 120
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 06/05/2025Hey @thefestfl.bsky.social, big missed opportunity on not pulling @blackguyfawkes.bsky.social. He’d be fantastic at The Bull, bare minimum. Give it a second thought for that wave two announcement. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 06/05/2025I drove twelve hours, got here in time for a shower and a change of clothes, now to work for eight hours. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 06/05/2025Nine months ago today, I had the biggest realization of my life, one fateful night at a dive bar in Philly. By the end of the week I’ll be living in Chicago, and I’ll be able to be with the people I love. I never thought I’d live this long, and here I am so fucking excited and happy for a change. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 06/05/2025This is the last time I have to make this trip in this direction. Friday I’ll be driving a truck full of my life to Chicago. I’ll be home, for the first time in years. 120
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 04/05/2025Y’ever just drive 600 miles to surprise someone that was having a rough week? It’s seriously the best feeling ever. 020
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 03/05/2025Chicago isn’t ready for me. One week, and I’m home babyyy. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 03/05/2025Feral Friday. Did my shot and got fucked up in the shower. 020
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 03/05/2025Who out there enjoyin girldick in they mouth? 030
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 02/05/2025She doesn’t fucking use this app, but Jesus Christ I’ve never felt this way about someone before and I can’t fucking wait to be in her arms. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 02/05/2025The grass isn’t always greener, that’s not what I want to touch And the air is seldom cleaner, but breathing you in is enough. I’ll put my foot to the pedal, through the fucking floor To get home, where my heart is pounding on your door. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 01/05/2025This is 39. Never planned on making it this far, honestly, and the gods know I tried not to. 020
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 01/05/2025Girlfriend FaceTimed me earlier, and as soon as I answered I noticed she had the phone pointed at her holding a guitar. I teared up because I knew exactly what was happening, and then she played and sang Swing Life Away for me. I cried for 45 minutes after because no one has ever been so thoughtful. 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 01/05/2025Can’t sleep, keep panicking awake. So much for getting high and just passing the in-game timer to tomorrow. Fuckin brain. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 30/04/2025In bed before 6pm. Popped a gummy and just getting it over with. Ten more days. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 30/04/2025Let’s go migraine! Anyone wanna lodge a bullet into my temple? 010
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 30/04/2025I genuinely do not know how I’m going to make it through the coming days. 000
ProblemAddictShitposter @thatbaddecision.bsky.social · 30/04/2025Today has been a dumb brain day. Going to bed at 7:30 sure is a vibe. Catch me buying time for the next week and a half. 010
