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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 9h

Love white out fog outside instead of in my brain it's beautiful to have a clear mind and my headmates back. Psych meds where not for me. I'll take the braking my arm from running into faux doorways any day over how bad those pills made me spiral.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I love the silent hill style white outs I get here where I can't even see out the window I LOVE FOG

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I'm not supposed to be here I should be dead 100 times over I'm living on borrowed time but the reaper loves me and it's a good friendship so I'll be here for a long time still

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

CW IRL NSFW INTERSEX TRAMA Having dick and balls knowing I'm a boy from the start yet being forced to grow up as a girl was a very strange lie I lived and I'm glad I'm free from that

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I get urges to stream or film again but all I'd do is carve jade and rockhound maybe sew stuff all super boring repetitive shite

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

My first childhood crush was mecha king gidorha and gigan. Also king gidoras mom she was super hot too.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Something I've noticed from hrt my fingernails are thicker and grow way faster

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Can't wait for they day I can bend over and not have cysts burst from just bending over bottom surgery is so close I can't wait to be cyst free

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Was up all night because my overie cysts can't wait for bottom surgery in spring and to be csyt free

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I was believed when I told folks I was assaulted and branded by a priest when I was 7 those folks I told then continued to sell me to more pe*os for thier next drug fix. Believing rape victims isn't enough something more needs to be done. Being a head of a church shouldn't keep you above the law.

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𝔰𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔪 ☾ @w0lfertinger666.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

bunnytaur doodle (he/him)

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I hate that people keep calling me a trans woman I'm intersex and a man bigenital does not mean woman

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

CW IRL NSFW every time I make a plushie it ends up with at least one sph someday I will make a sfw plushie someday for now I'm stuck with my nsfw weenie dog plushie

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I love being on hrt it's saving my life but I hate that it took me getting on it to get basic rights as a human.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Realized yesterday why I love music so much. My dad is the one who'd always play music and when I was around him I could garentee I wasn't getting trafficked or sold under his watch. Music signified safety. Same reason I love road trips. Being near My dad always ment I'd be safe from being sold.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Now that my boobs are shrinking (went from a eee to a bb) from t I notice the burn scars Erin Jager gave me on my chest and how deformed it makes my right boob. Definitely getting top surgery if they can work with that amount of burn scar tissue. I will forever find it funny the person who burned

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

It has now been a full year since I became 100 percent bladder incontinent hopefully by this time next year I'll have it back and be recovering from surgery the fact the cervix pain stopped at all is a sign I'm finally on the right type of treatment. For me it's transition or die. I refuse to die.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

This day last year I went critical from my two intersex conditions killing me today I have treatment and surgery is upcoming spring. came a long way from being constantly sick and on the verge of death thought for sure I wasn't going to be here today

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Two jade pendants I made for myself from yesterday's batch of jade pendants

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I want to ride but broken arm says no oh how I miss sitting on my 1849 western saddle with the jade horn

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Telling me to love the parts that are rotting and killing me is like telling a someone to love thier cancer.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Afab parts aren't gross mine are gross to me because doctors refused to help and they're rotting inside me killing me now and it makes me grossed out at the doctors who saw my parts rotting and told me to get pregnant. The fact I was allowed to get this bad is gross.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I'm allowed to think my parts are gross because they are literally rotting away inside me and it's killing me and that's OK. I'm allowed to hate the parts that are causing me to die and waste away. I'd rather hate what's killing me then hate myself.

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Shinxcess @shinxcess.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Pcos cysts are so bad rn my ovaries are visible from my back because of how swollen they are with cysts. Broken arm is nothing compared to this. Would rather have string of beads in okami not in my ovaries

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

The birds that sound like deku scrubs are back. Fall is here.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Want to make robot dog with floppy discs for ears

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Sometimes my voice will get so deep so fast by the end of the day I don't even recognize it. I already had a very deep voice (always got called masc terms by folks if they've only heard my voice) so I'm not surprised that hrt made it drop so fast

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

There's more rockhounds here then I expected and everyone of them that sees my lapidary shop wants me to teach them how to carve I wish I felt better so I could because the more jade carvers the better and the fact I inspire folks to make art brings me joy

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

The lapidary dog Fursuit made by @ritzcostumes.bsky.social Jade pendant made by me

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Jade dog tag done! Makes me think of lady and the tramp Fursuit by @ritzcostumes.bsky.social Jade pendant by me

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Dispite my broken arm the jade dog tag is done

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Every one around me is horrified that my cervix cysts hurt worse then my broken arm uh yeah no shit broken arm is nothing compared to organs my body is rejecting and are actively rotting inside me

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Broken arm is a cake walk compared to my cervix cysts this time next year I won't be dealing with cysts soon bug, soon

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I often think about that furry artist who tried to be pro trans but ended up being intersexist by saying bigenital folks don't exist and futa art is wrong because intersex isn't real it's all trans women. Meanwhile me a bigenital intersex person in real life right now

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Broken arm pain is a nothing burger compared to cervix cyst pain cyst pain will always be the worst pain I've even known and my pain tolerance it through the roof I've run into a wall broken a tooth didn't even flinch by cervix cysts are hell

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

As long as it's not thier money being spent on it folks will just tell you to do dumb expensive shit like we're back in the time of penny candies

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Last time I broke this arm everyone was adamant I just walk it off let it heal on its own put it in a sling call it good I'm doing that again and now every one's like "no go to the er" WTF

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

CW IRL NSFW ADULT TOYS BROKEN BONES Been gone because I broke my fucking arm with a metal door frame and a 30 lb bag a dildos lesson learned silicone HEAVEY

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

When the internet is out so you play Minecraft irl with your dad's pick axe and dig up a pocket of black jade in the yard I call it the rumia pocket because it was getting dark and I was humming her theme when I found it

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Guess I'll just get high with the soul eater pumpkin bong today instead of functioning because my fucking intersex condition is making me blood poisoning intoxicated and thc nulls the drunk feeling

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Stress causes cysts to form and burst which makes me feel drunk from blood poisoning which makes me pissed off which makes me more stressed which causes more cysts to form and burst this is why I've gone critical twice I HATE PCOS

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Accidentally got my card locked yesterday because I was pcos drunk from cysts bursting and poisoning my blood stream I HATE PCOS I don't drink alcohol I hate being drunk but I keep getting drunk from blood poisoning ughhhh

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Found a pice of jade I picked up rockhounding the yard over 20 years ago holy schiz I had an eye for the good stuff even back then! People keep telling me they love my new hobby... I've always been a rockhound lol my old rock collection I just found in the barn proves it

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I just learned this week that most afab folks don't start growing facial hair in 8th grade and that I was lied to when I was told "everyone gets facial hair afab folks just pluck thiers" growing up because folks didn't want to tell me I'm intersex.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

CW INTERSEX DISABILITY found out my urethra is angled way more forward then it's supposed be so either way I'd end up needing phallo or meto to fix it because it's easier to add then take away and resculpt my pelvis to make the stream go down instead of up and upfront of me like it does now

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Really feeling the effects from yesterday's hrt today feels like there's something in my throat and my skin is noticeably thicker

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Faince gave me a joint last night right after I hit it my t kicked in and my voice dropped permanently. She gave me the weed that makes your voice deeper.

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Sorrelhaze lap(idary)dog @terpeneteckel.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Sacrifical schizo stereotype is stupid. I'm not going anywhere.

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