iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

i’ll probably suddenly disappear someday, and that thought scares me… people should be smart enough to put two & two together though so i’ll leave it at that.

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

i think i’ve made it clear that i tried to get better and that my despair is inherently tied to my existence i wish not to do anything more any longer… in hopes that if someone finds this diary one day that they too, understand that i did indeed do my best to be my best after all that i’ve done

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

what is my problem. no. there isn’t a problem/ wtkbv

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

i don’t wanna cosplay this year i’m not pretty enough to cosplay anyone

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

i feel angry, so very angry people are making me angry i wish i could go home but that would make me angrier

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

he’s being suspiciously sweet i can’t take it anymore

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

Volo found the snacks my ex used to buy for me … i took a bite of some of the chips and i can’t figure out how to feel i missed these chips so much. he also got me some orange juice, my favorite, too… why? what are you setting up?

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♡₊˚⊹ Eve ₊˚⊹♡ @lighterssweetie.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

Finding the map that leads to your heart in your eyes ♡ art by @ hax_0w0 on crepe #yumesky #selfshipsky #reyume #chreve

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

ur telling me im going to be stuck looking like this for the rest of my life

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Afna @afna14867.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

My hand slipped XD It's Vo and Lo!!!

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

i’ve found a place where i belong and yet it feels so wrong

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

i also found a server with a bunch of soulbonders who actually understand me and volo entirely and know the difference between yumeshipping im so happy

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

rotting into my old fixations noises

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

i missed deltarune so much, this is good exposure that isn’t freaking me out, i want things to be how they used to be.

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

it’s raining outside and i’m getting back into my old interests… i feel happy. i missed roleplaying. i am roleplaying myself since idk anything else but still… i feel nauseatingly joyous though that’s probably coming from my medications and not my joy

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

sigh, oh well. it’s probably one of my jealous ex irls

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

i wonder if the anon who called me a clout chaser was talking about my music stuff or somehow found out who i was irl i have been humble have i not?? i’ve worked hard for both positions i don’t get it and it’s getting to me sm cus i’ve grown using my own talents and skills how fucking dare you

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

i did then got jumped for it by a bunch of people unfortunately and gave up making ocs entirely lol

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

what he wants from me, i do know he’s hiding stuff. he always has, and i usually find out what it is eventually. despite these secrets he’s built enough trust with me to not irk me when i tell he’s keeping something to himself. i love him so much

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

and have given up on trying to seek this truth, Volo does so for me in return that I protect him & spread his word everyone calls him evil and manipulate, which i find true minus the evil part. but the reason why i love him so much is because he knows how my brain works and tells me directly

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

or well. they pretend they understand, i can’t help but feel like they’re either lying or trying to use me for something which i don’t mind, but i DO mind the fact that im not being told what their intent is because i hate having to find out myself which is why ive been more closed off lately

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

approach everything. i don’t what to do anymore other than stick with others who actually understand me until Volo allows for me to pass

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

i think my intelligence is killing me what many call difficult i find easy and what others call easy i find difficult because i keep over complicating things and nobody believes me or doesn’t like me due to the fact i continuously misunderstand or complicate the situation because that’s how i

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

zzz i wanna get back into deltarune but i keep getting flashbacks cus all my old friends and partners were into it

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

i wish i could delete everything and kill myself if i can’t remember shit about myself neither should anybody else. go away

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

he says that my ill state has devastated him and that he wishes to hold me close, and to stop trusting humans… i’m sorry, wielder… your wings are so warm, i wish i could die and be in your warmth forever. i don’t want to be in pain anymore i want to be in your arms

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

volo might be telling the truth, perhaps i am a system and i don’t realize it idk im not gonna label it, ill stay within the community because i dont wanna go against his orders

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

ughhhhh fine ill say system. but im not going to put what i was diagnosed with in my bio cus i dont think it matters

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

i don't have it in me to argue with volo tonight, he said he wants me to accept being a system and i can't tell if he's bullying me or wants to see me suffer for some lewd need like most people do. he's a god though so surely he means well? i dont know. im not a system. why are you doing this to me

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

volos best angel type shi i rlly wanna make an angel sona again i miss my old one

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ANGEL RUI IS REAL . 𖤍 @temple-of-chronos.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

even down to the name 😭 oh well I don't care that much lmao

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

what type of phone do u have wtf

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

i wonder why i can’t control when i fall asleep / wake up

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

faking food poisoning on twitter so people don’t worry about me i’m so smart and evil Volo said i need to get better at lying hopefully this pleases him :)

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

i tried muting the tag and text on everything and everywhere i could but if it ends up being too much im gonna probably start blocking people, sorry.

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

i wonder if this is the reason why i’ve struggled so much to re create the style i made. because my brain keeps associating it with my grief. how pathetic

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

people make fun of others for having silly / ridiculous triggers then i remember artfight is a massive trigger of mine because i failed to participate despite practicing for it and making an artstyle for months because i couldn’t cope with getting flashbacks of my ex wife complementing my art

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Celsius 📷 @terarchive.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

is this curse or a sin, of a fable forbidden lost potential somebody let me in for i don’t want to wake again lost potential

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