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Claire Obscure

@teleporttohome.bsky.social
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Claire she/her, amateur virologist (read the hot zone in middle school), can cook well enough for my roommate to put up with me having an ashtray on the balcony

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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
theyre going to just run back to twitter screaming for nazis to comfort them anyway might as well really give them something to cry about
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
we werent cruel enough to people who played hogwarts legacy
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
not gonna pat myself on the back yet but also been a couple days without cigarettes did end up being a case of getting nauseated after one too many at once and since it was the end of the pack anyway i just elected to avoid the corner store for a while so i dont feel tempted to buy more
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
been so frustrated at the job that i contemplated quitting asked for a raise with the intention of saying ill walk if i dont get it to give me an excuse got the raise and some glowing praise on top of it
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
just keeps proving my point
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
kind of just zombie shuffled through this week dont think i did anything other than the bare minimum to survive
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
nearly two months dry havent missed it
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
weekend of good food put me in a better mood at least she and i went camping and making different meats over a fire is a lot of fun
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
in a state of regretting taking the promotion because these hours suck compared to my four tens i used to have but i cant deny the money has been nice think im just burnt in general
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
month and a half dry as well guess i couldnt be a real alcoholic if vomiting once got me to kick it without looking back just an alcohol enthusiast, weekend warrior type
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
smoked myself sick this week choosing a weird time to take a month off of it with this coming month being busy as hell
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
one of those days where im accomplishing fucking nothing beyond sitting at my desk with a splitting headache if i had an office with a door id be asleep rn
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
for future reference, life, just because i CAN afford a sudden $600 bill doesnt mean id like to have one dropped on me out of the blue
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
slept the weekend off mostly had pizza and beer with her, crashed on her couch and ended up staying there all weekend roommate wasnt here when i got back so i hope hes with friends or family
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
had to take today off because spent all night dealing with police since she tried to break in and apparently had a loaded gun on her not sure how close the roommate or i just came to dying but im not dealing with clients bullshit after that
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
finally told them to either take it outside or jump from the balcony she stormed off, roommate is clearly drinking in his room and it fucking reeks of smoke in the living room and now im clocking in with no sleep
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
got back to the apartment and the roommate has been having a shouting match with his girlfriend ever since i just wanna sleep
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
dad made cocktails last night and i didnt want to say no and say it was me going dry so yknow not counting that as a relapse especially since I didnt get buzzed or even really like it
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
home for the weekend glad the parents are ao understanding and let me crash there without much warning brought them burgers from a local joint too which im sure helped
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
i think i just miss the 3ds too can talk forever about inflated budgets with all systems being hd/4k now but also miss how ubiquitous it felt on campus
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
finding myself nostalgic for college a lot recently even if its where I was sexually abused, the parts that werent that were really nice
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
work was surprisingly not a pain this week everyone locked in and did their job and kept their dumbass ai opinions to themselves
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
i know I just started but given how often I was buying $40 bottles of booze, its nice looking at my credit card statements and having them be a hundred dollars less
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
its been a nice weekend we got food, saw the odyssey, got more food and i ended up spending the night and the bulk of yesterday at her place
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
therapist brought up cpstd with my response to certain triggers even ten years after leaving the relationship where i was sexually manipulated for years guess thats a new thread to pull at
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
went about as well as it could have no sex happened but told her im interested in deepening this relationship and its been a long time since ive done so so im anxious and she was cool with it so seeing her on friday after work for dinner
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
sleeping today off as well between drinking myself sick and being stressed about where this relationship is going i just need a solid day in bed without playing games or reading or anything beyond sleeping
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
first time ive vomited from drinking since college like fifteen years ago, fuck
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
ugh, finished the bottle off in a week instead of a week and a half
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
maybe its the dysphoria hitting itd be so much easier if she could just fuck me instead of me conquering my anxiety to stay hard
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
they should make a version of weekends where you feel rested and ready for the work week afterwards
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
whatever bought two packs and a half gallon
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
like throwing myself into booze and cigs isnt any sort of long term answer but i dont know what is
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
sleeping at all the wrong hours so im going into work on two hours of sleep or having woken up ten hours prior and being so tired when I get home that i sleep immediately and cant get anything i want to done
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
i think i need to bump up my meds
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
havent eaten anything tasty in a bit roommates been eating out more often since hes been busier lately so havent felt the need to cook anything fancy
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
evergreen
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
oh wow the nazi is a rapist who couldve seen this coming
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
not sure if its just not having any booze handy but first time in about a month ive felt like a could go for a smoke
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
ugh went through 1.75 liters of whiskey in ten days
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
anyway its painfully fucking hot and i take back any time ive ever complained about the boss keeping the ac on a little too high in previous years every moment where ive considered wearing a jacket in the office in summer was justified for this particular one
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
i get surprised when my account is still alive when i go on anti-ai bender posting after three whiskeys
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
my ultimate take with politicians lately is that if theyve declared me an enemy and that i have to be eliminated, they're not good, obvious dems, please stop also being that party.
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
we kissed a bunch after usa won im not even really into soccer and i dont know if she is but i think im going to give this a real attempt with how she makes my heart sing unlike anyone else has since covid kicked in
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
oh, tenor died, there goes the workplace gifs between this and kosa, maybe i shouldnt have thought the internet was more than a passing fad as a child and bet my entire life on it
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
cant fathom cbt i can get a lot of other painplay stuff but taking a shot to the grapes just puts me out of any mood for a while even if the hottest person alive swatted my balls id probably be too focused on not vomiting to get erect from it
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
been avoiding the balcony ever since well i dont think quitting is the right word but since my last cigarette a few weeks ago
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
maybe I should, huh.
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
about three weeks without a cigarette and only had a craving once on a nice day
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Claire Obscure @teleporttohome.bsky.social · 26/06/2026
we have texted and occasionally hung out over the last couple months just not anything important enough to skeet about
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