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@tearese.bsky.social
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 15/02/2025
hi friends ! ive been pretty inactive on this account oops thats bc ive been putting in actual effort to grow something ive always left on the backburner ive always had a passion for crafts & i love sharing it with people, so i made a dedicated IG for it (in 2022) <3 www.instagram.com/pearlspun
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 27/01/2025
a shitty poem i wrote after i went into a trader joes for the first time since moving out of my college apartment that was on top of one
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 20/01/2025
wishing i lived closer to my friends so i can host craft nights to justify spending $$$ on craft supplies and expensive tools in the name of community
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 03/01/2025
(late) happy new year !!! i made a private instagram last year as a life docu n it is one of the best things ever !!! last year i truly felt the happiest in my life n its all thanks to memories w friends which i look back on immortalized into 10 little slides each hehe here's to more this year !
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 01/01/2025
made bingo cards with 2 of my friends for the year, here's mine!! brainstorming a reward for us when we all finish a bingo/blackout, any thoughts?
image of bingo card with 25 goals in 25 boxes including:
read 12 books, design blind box toys, diamond in VALORANT, host a fiber arts 101 workshop, get drivers license, level up rollerskating skills to 4, make art for game, trip with friends :), complete a machine-sewing project, sashiko repair at least one item, 500k mastery points on Lux, go on 12 dates, host a 20+ person dinner party, make 12 reels for pearlspun, make earrings, twitch affiliate, hand make 6 gifts, spin yarn, project management certificate, 100-day streak on Lingvano, try to get diagnosed (again), 8 minute mile, learn 5 new recipes, table at a market, and self-draft a pattern
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 01/01/2025
what book tracker/review app is everyone using nowadays ?? would like to get back into reading this year
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 01/01/2025
redoing my 2024 recap post on insta bc it didnt capture the essence of my year ... will not be posted on time bc canva struggles 😪
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 27/12/2024
4 family members in the room and NO ONE tries to stop the nurse from entering the bathroom while im in there HATERS ALL OF THEM
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 25/12/2024
PLEASE THERE HAS TO BE A BETTER ALTERNATIVE THAN CANVA
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 17/12/2024
started playing infinity nikki yesterday and i swearrrr i can freehand a momo plush
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 14/12/2024
i've finally been found out a nurse asked me what grade i'm in, thinking i'm in high school unfortunately, i had to break the illusion and say i already graduated college 💀 we're probably closer in age than some of her colleagues since she's only been a nurse for 3 yrs now
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 09/12/2024
hateeeee drawing people so baddddddddddd anyways wip for a surprise gift to add to christmas card for a friend
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 07/12/2024
day late but happy 3 year anniversary to my baby, my brainchild, my pride & joy bear's bobaria zenuriken.itch.io/bears-bobaria
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 05/12/2024
missing my friends a lot lately so i made them a google form to fill out so i can know whats going on in their lives we hardly catch up nowadays bc of busy schedules and different cities my heart is so full ive been smiling ear to ear reading their responses i can hear their voices in their writing
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litchilovers <3 @litchilovers.bsky.social · 02/12/2024
so so happy to announce that the game i've been working on for the past month is finally out on itch! had such an amazing time working with everyone on this incredible team, and i hope you all enjoy the silly neighbors we've cooked up hehe viviennelin.itch.io/meowsteries-...
viviennelin.itch.io
The Many Meow-steries of Tiramisu Apartments by Vivienne Lin, coffeesprout, PurpleLilac12, reignofjane, ray 蕭, jenny, litchilovers
Inspect stolen belongings and uncover your neighbors' secrets through conversations.
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 02/12/2024
sister got me hooked on to good pizza great pizza its art style is so me hahaha
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radish @radishark.bsky.social · 02/12/2024
spent the last month doing a game jam with some cool cats 😼 i worked on programming and drew the cover image, 2 human(?) characters, and some props ~1 hour playtime (you can jump to start at different levels if you can't finish in one sitting) viviennelin.itch.io/meowsteries-...
Cover image for the game The Many Meow-steries of Tiramisu Apartments, made by MEOWGICAL. Digital illustration of a disgruntled calico cat squeezing out of a slightly open door.
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 02/12/2024
OUR GAME IS OUT NOW! The Many Meow-steries of Tiramisu Apartments is a team submission for github's Game Off 2024 game jam viviennelin.itch.io/meowsteries-... play it here! and lmk what you think 😊 i was one of 3 artists on our talented team i did backgrounds, some items, Fern & the transition card
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 01/12/2024
hoping to someday befriend a filmmaker so i can help make short films i dont have anything to say myself but i can MOST DEFINITELY help someone else realize their vision to a tee I also dont have any experience in filming except ONE social media IG reel (that i'm still proud of)
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 01/12/2024
HELP FINGER DRAWING IS SO HARD HOW DO THOSE PHONE ARTISTS DO IT
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
want to try doing powder's makeup tonight but i gotta catch up on work 😮‍💨
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 19/11/2024
hot frosty is so funny, bless the sheriff friend who asked if the scarf is seed stitch or rib stitch
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 18/11/2024
very glad to be doing a game jam rn bc its giving me something to focus on outside of recent family health issues
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 15/11/2024
some favorites from my shoot the noise filter hates to see me coming
blue-toned photo of girl wearing a striped dress and sash that reads "it's my birthday" posing with a pointy hatblue-toned photo of girl wearing a striped dress and sash that reads "it's my birthday" posing with a rosephoto of girl posing with a lighter to light a candle in her mouthblue-toned blurry photo of girl wearing a striped dress and sash that reads "it's my birthday" posing
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 14/11/2024
i turned 22 yesterday i still feel 21 and 19 and 15 and 12..... anyways here's my homemade birthday cake pumpkin w cream cheese frosting
cake with cream cheese frosting on a plate
the cake is decorated with a candle and the number 22 in edible gold glitter and frosting
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 14/11/2024
decluttering old high school notes & papers and wow the amount of knowledge i learn and unlearn throughout my life is both incredible and very, very sad
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 05/11/2024
300 character limit sucks anyways, first look bts of hair, makeup, lighting test of last night's self-portrait photoshoot
screenshot of text that reads "i genuinely love my friends. they are so smart and creative. i texted my friend for tips on editing some photos i just took, and he offered to do sample edits and walk thru his process. like i could have just googled how to use lightroom, but the personalized experience is just priceless. i was able to ask specific questions for the direction i want to go and get answers in depth and in real time.
skill share is so important to community creating and sharing space with each other, feeling needed and appreciated for your skill, knowledge share and curiosity. to be open and be able to reciprocate energy. learning and growing is so much easier together
i feel so so lucky"grid of four blue toned photos, 3 of which are mirror selfies of a girl, and the last photo of sequins
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 03/11/2024
it is november and all i want is to make a nice warm batch of soup for everyone as we sit in each other's company and the music from my record player fills the room
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 30/10/2024
getting ready to teach my sister how to knit a sweater :)
DROPS Melody yarn skeins in thr colorway "brick" being winded on a yarn winder
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therese @tearese.bsky.social · 29/10/2024
was home alone a while ago so i watched i saw the tv glow not a review, just some ramblings
letterboxd review of "I Saw the TV Glow" by purple_lilac12
rated 5 stars

tears streamed down my face as the credits rolled. i felt hyperaware, the feeling of my clothes brushing against my skin, the uneven floorboards under my feet, how heavy my chest felt unsure if it had been like that the whole time. it was strange orienting myself again, like i overcorrected my glasses prescription and things felt too sharp. the wrinkles on my fingers while i brushed the hairs of my ikea shark that i could see each individual curl and strand. i felt so in my body and so grounded as if i had been just floating my entire life until this moment. this is the life i am living right now, this is my life, i recall thinking. it was as if i took an edible and i realize im in that state where i can simultaneously feel everything around me just tethered by the slightest thread, lest it breaks and i float away. i imagine floating away, hovering just a few inches above me. but i didnt give myself much time with that clarity, i let the numbness come back quick.

i would often feel that something is so wrong with me, there would be a feeling so bad inside my body, sometimes in my chest, sometimes in my gut that i want to claw at, the strongest urge to cut myself open and reach inside to remove and clean my organs to relieve the bad feeling. the movie felt like that sometimes. i don't relate 1:1 about the specific experience being told, but i feel so adjacent to it in my own way. to refuse yourself and your identity, pushing it down over and over, feeling suffocated by your own self, so utterly scared to claim it while wishing someone, somewhere can save you, force you to finally be yourself, initially refusing and refusing multiple times over because you're too scared, you don't think you're ready yet, hoping for a next chance for someone to force you and that you'll be ready then, but always too scared to take the step alone yourself. you're always just there, on the precipice, on the cliff …
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