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v's emotions scrapbook – born may 31st, 2025

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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 1h
Someone so clumsy, so afraid of rejection, he doesn’t even know how to ask for forgiveness.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 3h
Because if you think too hard about where any of us came from, who we truly are, it sounds kinda ridiculous. Existence is chaos. Nothing makes any sense, so we try to make some sense of it. And I’m just lucky that the chaos I emerged into gave me all this...my own glorious purpose.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 5h
who is even going to hand me a medal for living correctly? like what would happen if i was just content but like no one knew and i told no one. would that still count? i think it would
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 7h
i hope death is like being carried to your bedroom when you were a child & fell asleep on the couch during a family party. i hope you can hear the laughter from the next room.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 9h
I liked you. I really liked you. I fucking turned myself inside out liking you.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 11h
What Jang Uk and I shared was the desperate feeling of survival and the earnestness of finding ourselves. Once we got what we wanted, we promised to part ways without looking back.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 13h
You know that you're really not a dancer Or good at reading other people's smiles So you make a choice to leave the good life To chase the palm trees swaying in the night What you see in your mind The bright side of dark light
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 15h
Although I hadn’t seen him in more than ten years, I know I’ll miss him forever. I never had any friends later on like the ones I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 17h
POTTER: Everyone is born in sin. Salvation is required by all. LASLOW: And if the need for salvation did not exist, the church would surely find its invention necessary.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 19h
The duality of art is an inevitable consequence of the duality of man.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 21h
Overcome the mountain pass and continue on the path Three steps forward, two steps back Beyond the wall of thorns are flowers in full bloom Let us go to them
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 23h
You have no idea what it is to be a woman, what it might feel like to have one’s entire life reduced to a single moment. This is all I have been raised for. This… is all I am. I have no other value.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I’m sorry, I must grow up.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I love this moment. It feels like “morning” itself is being loaded into me. The tinkle of the door chime as a customer comes in sounds like church bells to my ears. When I open the door, the brightly lit box awaits me–a dependable, normal world that keeps turning.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I love the outfit! You look amazing! And this sucks, and I’m furious! And I’m the happiest I’ve ever been, and I blame you!
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Mom, am I still young? Can I dream for a few months more?
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Your smile, your memory, make my heart clench If I cannot meet you anymore, my wish is That I’d never have had you
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
The fact that you’re the Master makes the game of karuta cry.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Stay strong. Keep the faith. At duty's end, we will meet again. We will. We will.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
POTTER: Everyone is born in sin. Salvation is required by all. LASLOW: And if the need for salvation did not exist, the church would surely find its invention necessary.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Perhaps we feel like that when we die and become a part of something entire, whether it is sun and air, or goodness and knowledge. At any rate, that is happiness; to be dissolved into something complete and great. When it comes to one, it comes as naturally as sleep.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Know that I’ll kill your god if I have to. Maybe even if I don’t.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
And I am relieved that I'd left my room tidy, They'll think of me kindly When they come for my things
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I find myself quite fond of Mikage Hisoka, and everything that makes him, him. I would rather not have another.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I have always been and shall remain a lover ever more ardent with the passing days
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I love this moment. It feels like “morning” itself is being loaded into me. The tinkle of the door chime as a customer comes in sounds like church bells to my ears. When I open the door, the brightly lit box awaits me–a dependable, normal world that keeps turning.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
If I can become like her, maybe I’ll be strong enough to save my Joy.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Words are born from a person’s mouth and die in a person’s ear. But some words don’t die. They go into people’s hearts and continue to live.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
The seat next to me that I always left empty is for you.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
The sensation that the world is slowly dying feels good.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Sorrows of the Earth May our tears of rain wash down to bathe you This is what life is worth When the fires still burn and rage all around
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Swords and arches, bones and cement The light and the dark of the innocence of men
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
If I can become like her, maybe I’ll be strong enough to save my Joy.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
There is no misfortune, however heavy, to which one cannot be Reconciled; and what at first appears to us as impossible for a man to accomplish as it is for him to swallow all the waters of the ocean, comes to pass by the mere strength of habit.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Why...Why couldn’t I have been born male? I want...I want to teach him a lesson. I want to beat him. I can’t accept the fact that someone like him is the Master. The idea that he’s the strongest person in the entire world of the karuta I love!
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
The reduction of the universe to one person, and the expansion of one person to a deity. That is love.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Mom, am I still young? Can I dream for a few months more?
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Remember that day we were with our parents? My mom kissed you goodbye and got lipstick on your cheek, and your mom rubbed it off. I don’t know why that was it, but… that was it.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
That hour had always had the exultation of victory, of triumphant ending, like a hero’s death–heroes who died young and gloriously
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I had never before looked up at the sky when there was not a familiar mountain ridge against it. But this was the complete dome of heaven, all there was of it.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
You crazy assed cosmonaut, remember your virtue Redemption lies plainly in truth
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Because I wanted that mom! Why does Patricia get that mom? If Donna Shellstrop has truly changed, then that means she was always capable of change, but I just wasn’t worth changing for.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Demons, haunted by past sins, rot and are forgotten with the passage of time Gather the dead leaves, sow the seeds, give water and wait for spring
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Paddle with all your might. You’ll get through the dark waters and see the sky. You’ll be able to breathe again.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
We’ve done this all before We were angels once Don’t you remember?
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I do love getting my picture taken. It’s proof I exist.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Intellect was once our pride. Overnight, it became our shame. Our works monuments to futility. Immortality, our greatest invention, became a source of suffering. Rather than suffer on, many chose to unmake themselves.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I love this moment. It feels like “morning” itself is being loaded into me. The tinkle of the door chime as a customer comes in sounds like church bells to my ears. When I open the door, the brightly lit box awaits me–a dependable, normal world that keeps turning.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
KODA: You fool! The weak die and the strong survive. That’s the way of the world. AKIRA: Then you’re on the wrong side.
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🍯 @tatsuariver.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Your whole life is full of these pieces that don’t quite fit. But at some point, you start to think it’s you. You’re the piece that doesn’t quite fit. And you spend so long with that feeling that the feeling becomes your home.
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