iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 15h

I think I'm starting to get the hang of this!! They still need a bit more work, but I really like how they look so far.

Three painted Daemonette of Slaanesh miniatures

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 20/09/2026

Undertale Symphony! I am filled with DETERMINATION!

Selfie of me in a high balcony seat with the stage in the background.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 18/09/2026

It's fucking stupid how happy this deer tail makes me. Apparently you can buy happiness, and it costs $14.99 USD + shipping.

A mirror selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a grey tank and blue skinny jeans) showing off my deer tail.

A selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a gray tank and blue skinny jeans). Behind me is a mirror showing my deer tail.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 26/07/2026

About to brave the outside world

Selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a black tank, green cargo pants and black boots) in my living room

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 20/07/2026

Girl who is so over having to dilate 3 times a day.

Selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a black tank) laying in bed

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 30/06/2026

How I feel hanging with my pre-transition guy friends I've had since college. It's pretty special to have a group of friends who can make you feel like "one of the boys" without making you feel like "a boy". (tagging #deltrarune because spoilers I guess)

Screenshot form Deltarune Chapter 5. Flowery is saying to Asgore "You're with the boys. Even when some of them's girls." while gesturing to Seth, Aqua, Yellow, and Green.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 23/06/2026

3 month post-op appointment today!! Hard to believe it'll be 14 weeks as of tomorrow.

Selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a black tank and red/black plaid shirt) on a train

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 04/06/2026

I should be doing gay shit, not working >.<

Selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a green tank and gray beanie) sitting at my desk. I have VSCodium open on one monitor, and I'm listening to the Black Mages version of Dancing Mad on the other.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 22/05/2026

The cute receptionist at the mechanic said I was pretty and she liked my aesthetic. Excuse me while I ride that high all day!!

Selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a gray tank, red/gray flannel, and grey beanie)

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 21/05/2026

Local deer forced to work and go to meetings. Feel bad for her.

Selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a dark gray tank, red/black unbuttoned flannel, and a grey beanie) sitting at my desk. I have VSCodium open and I'm listening to Quixotic from the Lies of P soundtrack.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 07/05/2026

First time driving since the surgery!!

A selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a black tank and hoodie, and a gray and yellow beanie) sitting in the driver seat of my car.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 13/04/2026

I did the thing!! I was gonna try and avoid duplicates, but there really was no avoiding it.

About Me: Video Games

Favorite Game: Bloodborne
Best Story: Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers
Favorite Art Style: Transistor
Biggest Personal Impact: Final Fantasy VII
Best Combat: Bloodborne

Overhated: Dark Souls II
Underrated: Control
Overrated: Dark Souls III
Needs a Remake: The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind
Criminally Overlooked: Ender Lilies

Favorite Protagonist: Final Fantasy VII
Favorite Antagonist: Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers
Best Soundtrack: Final Fantasy XIV
Best Multiplayer: Left 4 Dead 2
Not Usually My Thing, But...: Heroes of the Storm

Turn My Brain Off: 7 Days to Die
Best With Friends: Borderlands 2
Best Retro Game: The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
Nostalgic Childhood Game: The Legend of Zelda: Link's Awakening DX
Game Everyone Should Play: Undertale

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 07/04/2026

At my 3-week post-op appointment and I'm feeling pretty great. I think I'm finally past all the horrors now!!

Me (women with red hair in a beanie, gray dress, and black hoodie) sitting in a waiting room with a rainbow patterned mutual behind me. Most of my hair is still knotted and tucked inside the beanie. I have two small braids of the hair we managed to free.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 27/03/2026

How my recovery feels right now

A screenshot of the web cartoon Teen Girl Squad. Whatsherface is wounded with a possum gnawing on her leg. She exclaims, "my blood hurts".

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 22/03/2026

Replaying Half-Life 2 for the first time since transition. This woman gave me so much gender envy and I didn't even know it at the time.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 22/03/2026

I miss my lizard child. I hope I get to see her again soon!!

A bearded dragon curled up and sleeping in a pair of red pajamas in the floor

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 21/03/2026

Ugh, 3 nights in this hospital and my hair is such a matted, disgusting mess. It's gonna take forever to get these knots out and I still can't shower till Tuesday 😭🫠

A selfie of me. My red hair is a giant, disgusting tangle. You could probably lose a small animal in there.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 20/03/2026

I thought going into this surgery as a DRK would be easy, but my mitigations aren't working, WTF!!

A selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a hospital gown) trying to press Final Fantasy XIV Dark Knight mitigation icons.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 20/03/2026

Me waking up this morning from GRS feeling fine vs. me now that the pain has set in:

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 19/03/2026

Damn, I'm still pretty cute even after just having GRS the other day.

Selfie of me (woman with red hair in a hospital gown) giving the V finger sign. My eyes are pretty tired but I still look cute.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 18/03/2026

Surgery time baby!! Let's get that pussy!!

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 16/03/2026

Last year I cancelled my bottom surgery two days before. I wasn't ready. I never even got on the train to NYC. Well I'm on that train right now. By this time Wednesday I'll have a vagina. This is happening!!

A screenshot of Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring. Sam and Frodo look at each other in an open field. The caption is of Sam talking and says "This is it. If I take one more step, it'll be the farthest away from home I've ever been."

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 15/03/2026

Bottom surgery in 3 days!! It's really happening!!!!!

Dawn of The First Day
- 72 Hours Remain -

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 06/03/2026

My 9 Games (bottom 3 subject to change at any minute) my9games.com

9 games in a 3x3 grid. From left-to-right, top-to-bottom:

Bloodborne
Hollow Knight
Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers
The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
Dark Souls
Kingdom Hearts II
Resident Evil (2002)
Metroid Prime
Control

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 18/02/2026

I can't think of a captain, but here's a pic of me I don't hate

Selfie of me (woman with long red hair in a black tank and skirt)

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 17/02/2026

Yeah this'll surprise exactly 0 people lol

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 31/01/2026

AIVU MY BELOVED!! 💜🐉💜🐉💜🐉

A section of the original comic, cropped to just show Aivu (small, purple Havoc Dragon) sitting atop the Knight Commander's head

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 27/01/2026

Not sure how much PLD/BRB fits me personality-wise, but dang does it look like a fun build to play.

D&D Class Test

Results:
Barbarian 75%
Bard 15%
Cleric 45%
Druid 50%
Fighter 55%
Monk 55%
Paladin 75%
Ranger 70%
Rogue 50%
Sorcerer 70%
Warlock 65%
Wizard 65 %

You were tied between multiple classes

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 26/01/2026

Well it took 6 years, but looks like my cold resistance has returned

Picture of me (woman with long red hair in a green tank top, jeans, and a grey hat and gloves) outside in the snow, shovel slung over my shoulder. I look pretty hot if you ignore my lack of hips.

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Tara 𐂂 @taratheredmage.tarab.gay · 25/01/2026

"[I] can be intimidating", she says, as I bake pretzels in my deer kigurumi and apron, listening to the Cyberpunk 2077 soundtrack, being the least intimidating dork who ever lived