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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 2h
memories
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 19h
imagine if it was on a CRT...
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 20h
first render in 4:3
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
Simple, but necessary.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
My watermark has been out of date for like 6 months by this point but it's a bit nostalgic for me, so I'm keeping it.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
"Sierra-G184, seek immediate medical attention."
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Writing my own halo short story would be sick.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Rosenda making a snow angel
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
"Shhh... Phantom inbound."
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
other pov
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
I like to think of the main mjolnir gen 3 HUD with the Halo 3 elements on my spartan team makes it look like they're running a beta version of the gen 3 platform.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
First-person spartan smile
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
"Shut up and get behind me...ma'am."
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
An extra Rosenda render for good measure.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
Edited the destiny 2 beyond light artwork to have me in it
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Now with extra miasma
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
My attempt at a first-person render (14 minutes since start of Operation: GLASS SLATE)
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
I love Rosenda's armour design
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
The answer is yes lmao
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Made this to cope with everything going on in my life
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Childhood is a privilege. And I'm livid because of that. I want justice.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
I'm tired of fighting to have my needs be met. But it's all I know what to do. From debating with myself when I was age 7 to choose between eating a meal right away or waiting, to now, as a legal adult, abandoned by her own family. It was gonna happen anyway. Being transgender was the accelerator.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
(3/3) When I wanted a private moment I just hid in the bathroom...until one of them told me that it was an emergency and tell me that I was suspiciously being too long in there and ask me what am I doing, in which I lie all the time. And that's just the tip of the iceberg.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
(2/3) But I felt like it was done that way to keep me out. bc every time I entered, my sister would question me and my mom would be the one to tell her to pipe down.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
(1/3) I'm used to making sacrifices. I moved 9 times in 10 years. In those moves we had to move between varying sizes of apartments, a lot of which were one bed apartments. The bedrooms in those apartments were made feminine bc it was 3 of us (mom, sis, and me, which I didnt mind
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
And if I can do anything positive for trans healthcare, then you bet I will.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
I want to continue studying public health so that I can attack the root causes of social and economic issues and solve problems that have to do with poverty. So that others don't have to go through what I did. So that everyone can have healthier lives.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(13/13) If I could just get some fucking support from at least one person, I would be eternally grateful for another chance at not just medical transition but just a stable life in general. I don't want to suffer anymore. I don't want to be on the losing side of a battle anymore. I want to survive.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(12/?) I don't wanna lose what has been basically my fucking lifeline. These hormones that I poured my blood, sweat, and tears into is now at risk of being taken away from me too. I'm struggling to even find a reason to live anymore. But I refuse to give up. I don't want to. I don't want to lose.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(11/?) Everything's slipping away from me. I feel like I'm losing everything that I worked towards. A future where I can be closer to my friends and especially this one friend of mine I want to be closer in proximity to because she's been the only person who's gotten to listen to me about this.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(10/?) I transmute the feelings of anger and injustice towards this life that has been thrust upon me into my blender renders, as a way to distract myself from the fact that at any moment, if I fail my shot at college, I'm at risk of starving again. I'm at risk of a life-threatening scenario.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(9/?) College has been a last bastion of a safe space for me. It's not just the place that I attend classes and talk to people, but also the place where I have the only form of stable housing, food, water, and all the things a human needs to survive. But I had to take out immense loans to stay here.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(8/?) She said I was soiling and disgracing the body that God supposedly bestowed upon me and that I was no better than a devil. She banished me from returning home. She took my insurance away. She took everything I had in order to have a stable transition away from me. I feel so fucking angry.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(7/?) I wanted to believe my mom changed. That she wanted to accept me. She wanted to call me by my chosen name. Refer to me by she/her. Everything you could possibly want. But then that day in early August, she just switched up as quickly after getting angry at me for pursuing HRT.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(6/?) Before I even knew I was trans she would always spew transphobic rhetoric towards everyone in the living room, primarily me and my sister, who ended up becoming transphobic towards me as a result and used me as a scapegoat for all her issues. I felt extremely isolated and alienated as a result
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(5/?) All my life all this bitch ever tried to do was control me to the point where I wasn't even allowed to go outside unless it was for school until I turned 17 because "people are harmful" and "you can only trust family bc family is priceless". For a time I truly believed her.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(4/?) My suspicions were proven correct when she suddenly tells me on the day that would end up with me losing contact with her that I had a $600 bill from her mailbox under my legal name because she quit her job and therefore deactivated my insurance but I don't believe that bullshit.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(3/?) My mom has been vehemently unsupportive of me and only ever tried to trick me to thinking she accepted my trans identity all because she didn't want to lose contact with me. We talked for months and of course I didn't tell her I was taking hormones because I had a feeling something was wrong.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(2/?) It's no secret at this point that I'm struggling both financially and mentally for a huge reason. I cannot afford HRT reliably. nor can I pay for a medical bill that has to do with blood work from the lab during my first day of taking hormones. There is a reason for this.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
(1/?) I hate to be talking about this shit on the internet publicly but I feel like I have to let this out my chest and have someone see this or something because I'm so sick of having to deal with this in my mind 24/7 and never being able to have fun in my life without this dangling in my head.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
This is my actual ko-fi page btw for those viewing my bsky profile at the moment. All of this is true.
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andy !! | semi ia @kazuiisms.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
hi there! a friend of mine is struggling to pay for her hrt and medical bills. she has very little monetary support because her abusive family has cut her off. she does halo renders in blender if you're interested in supporting her. any repost or contribution helps! ko-fi.com/soldelity to donate
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Oh she's ascending-
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
just kidding here's the real final part.
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sora @syrenfang.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
part 3 and final part to the birthday renders, phone wallpapers!
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