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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

realizing that there are a lot of popular people on bluesky that i don't like

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

knocking boots, bumping uglies. knocking uglies, bumping boots. knocking ugly bumping boots.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I think Black and brown people in power should be held accountable for their terrible actions but it always feels weird when white people do it because it's like are you doing it as a way to be racist and get away with it?

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

you know what's messed up? i just remembered that i had to see my dad in hospital on what was effectively his death bed, read his eulogy, move house due to the landlady selling it, and just go to work in between. just had to carry on with shit.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

went back to my old house for the last time. stood outside waiting for a taxi home with the last of my belongings. last time i waited out in the dark, i was waiting for a lift to the airport to see my dying father. so much has happened since March and i dunno if i'll ever reconcile with it all

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

nope, not letting a white guy kill my vibe today

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

oh damn Lena deleted her account?

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Black queer folks get beefed sorted out quickly, one way or another. Quicker if they're Caribbean. None of this passive aggressive shit. Whether a misunderstanding becomes an understanding or there's a fight or blocka blocka, it's DEALT WITH

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

any time i see a reddit post where they post a picture and their feet are in it, i'm obliged to say 'free feet!' out loud lol

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

cancel me for this but i had a very clear example of low key confiding in someone about something and it became a whole thing that i didn't want or need and honestly if I'd put the same point into a chatbot, i know it wouldn't have been as much hassle and that's why people do it

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

back on my "i'm gonna be on my own" bullshit. it's a three way tie between not wanting more children, “oh, you're into Pokémon”, and misaligned politics that you don't find out until much later

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

every time i see young Black boys/men navigating this world, i pray in my head that they get to where they want to go and remain safe. it is incredibly hard for them because white people want them ground down to dust and their reactions to that will always be justified in my eyes.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

people talk about not liking labels but they'll cling to shit like doomscrolling, enshittification, and bedrotting like they own shares in them. giving something a name is one thing but you've got to act if it's a negative!

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

no more seats at the table. get rid of the furniture, the room, sell the building. don't even shake the table before you remove it. i've had enough.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

every day, an influential person shouts “why is the mainstream media, that systematically props up the worst people and their actions, not talking about the effects of the worst people and their actions???” and that's their idea of action and participation

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

not white people glorifying the CEO of ryanair. you lot will never see heaven.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

still clinging on because i have to and deep down i know there's beauty in the world to live for and enjoy but my goodness everyone and everything feels like they're conspiring to wear me down. and for what, if nothing is ever enough?

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

tired, depressed, anxious, lonely, horny, bereft, grieving, did i mention horny?

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

tfw someone you love is really into Hasan and you just ain't lol

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

why am i horny all the time? 😩

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I've been dissociating a lot more this week, this month, this year. i likely need therapy but it's such a minefield and the cost and i need a proper safety net instead of people saying stuff to make me feel worse

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

nope don't need another unattainable crush

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

work when there's a big meeting or client in the office: please be mindful of our guests work when there's a big meeting or client in the office but there's gonna be a dog in: sure the dog will be fine

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Uh oh i dreamt about one of you 🫣

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

shoulder length hair where they sweep it over the side does something to my heart and soul 🥵

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

overhearing a parent suppress their child's food as a punishment for... not eating food? i worry that i'm not doing as well as i should as a dad and then i'm reminded that i could be A LOT worse

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

acab includes chun-li but i'm having lustful thoughts about callina liang's portrayal

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I've had the day from hell and I just need my [redacted] [redacted] and to be held tight and for the people who have wronged me to face real consequences of the highest order. Is that so much to ask?

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

I'm overwhelmed and barely holding it together 👍🏽

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

was reluctant to go to sleep last night as i was worried that i wouldn't wake up or otherwise feel mentally crap in the morning (wide range, I know) and one of those things happened lol

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

not my sister pointing out my ongoing predicament of not being with my ex but still seeing her as if we are together and that basically stopping me from ever finding someone else should the opportunity ever arise 😩 it wasn't in a judgey way and i think about it almost daily but it was like daamn lol

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

I won't because I have to stay for my son but I hate how the thoughts come so strong

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

ooh, a flash of suicidal ideation. that can't be good.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I know some of those democrats saw Mamdani jumping in that pool with his suit on and fantasised about this, even for a split second

A white motel owner throwing acid into a pool with Black people in it

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

A lot of people don't understand how boycotts work. Or they don't care as long as they do it by their own rules.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

the only advantage to me learning to drive + actually driving is cutting down on journey times of which I don't do as many as most. I would hav to change my whole life, basically. Buses suck but I'll live with them

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

forever actively giving love more than i receive it

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

checking myself out in the mirror

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Just saw someone caping for Lush who joined Bluesky, went to look them up and they have a history of union busting and once tried to profit off the 2011 London riots with a product 🙃

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

I don't always like sharing stuff I've made because I don't agree to the social contract that I must take unsolicited advice or tips on making it better

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

unfollowed someone for using the phrase "lesser half" (as in calling their partner that vs. better or other half)

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

I don't have it in me to be patient with white people over Black cultural stuff or any kind of "discussions". It drains me and I don't care how earnest they are.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

men who don't stop talking about themselves, what they do, what they're gonna do, what they've seen, what they've heard, etc. etc. and doing it so loudly.

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

I don't mind taking the piss out of British people. I have a bigger problem when people conflate the experiences of white British people and Black British people. Beans on toast isn't a staple in (most of) our households lol

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sxvlkid @sxvlkid.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

“chin up!” thanks i'm literally okay about it

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