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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
bruised my hands polishing the hell out of this plate and I think it looks nice!
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
♥️
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
does the vibration plate do anything for you? it's the one thing on your list I haven't tried so maybe it'll be the one to cure all of my ailments
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
I COULD ask for more time off and maybe get it but I'm now at the panic and question whether there will be a job when I get back stage of fmla so I'm just suffering in hell
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
I keep having new stressful bad symptoms post op and I'm supposed to go back to work at the end of the month so I might just have to kms instead
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
took a break from complaining about my bad health online to really lock in and focus on having bad health in real life
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
sitting with my thoughts while in a new apartment with a recent procedure obsessing over home projects, chores, symptoms changes, potential health complications, medical bills and follow ups, potential apartment issues, noticing every sound smell and feeling 10x more than usual is,
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
AND I have to buy multiple pairs of new glasses!!!! and I can't watch tv comfortably! no tv, no projects. just sitting here with my THOUGHTS 🤢
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
apparently once again post op my eyes ability to focus immediately worsened which is annoying for many reasons but top is thinking I was going blind bc of a surgery complication until a neuro saw me to tell me otherwise. couldn't even watch basketball. cursed
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
brain healing is very nonlinear and annoying, one day I can be on my feet for hours then the next I'm bedridden, forced to just lay there suffering, thinking about the 100000 projects I want to do and the inevitability of having to return to work in a few weeks. truly a hell prison
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
chetanyahu today, the entirety of the israeli government tomorrow
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
I love seeing wemby tear up man I love him so much
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
I love when being a huge obsessive freak pays off. used LED tape to get an almost perfect match
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
iktr
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
AHHHHHH
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
hope its necrotic
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
spooning with your boy on the court in the middle of game 7 >>>>
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
please god don't make me end up having to root for the knicks
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
how many days did it take me because I can only lift my arm for like 30 seconds at a time tops? Well thats just not really the point
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
who is the strong genius professional plumber who removed my old horrible showerhead that was corroded to hell and fused onto the shower arm and installed a gorgeous stunning perfect one that's way easier for me to use? ME. I DID IT.
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
might I suggest..... wander the labyrinth?
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
okay I did like 10 minutes of work, encountered a single issue, then laid on the floor for an hour just staring at the ceiling.time to call it a day 😌
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
true freaks will understand me when I say I actually teared up when I got the lights right. it's IMPORTANT to me
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
You might be wondering, didn't u just have surgery and have a horrible body and need assistive devices to do the most basic stuff? Of course. Absolutely. This is a horrible idea. Unfortunately if I waited til I felt good to do stuff I'd never do anything
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
HOWEVER. I'm medically unable to leave well enough alone. So I'm trying a new form of self torture this weekend if my body will allow it and trying to fix the lights above too
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
Took apart corner channel to reuse, obsessively installed with velcro command strips instead of drilling this time, almost kmsed bc the gap between wall was slightly visible.took it down, thin strips instead, redid the whole thing.... half the lights died. Kmsed, did it again and now I can live w it
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
so I began the quest for overhead lighting. I tried a giant lantern and track lights positioned 10000 ways and hated every single one. So I thought why not make myself fucking miserable and want to die by installing a beautiful diffuser channel with LEDs from above? Why not ruin my life
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
after hating all the vertical lights I tried I installed a really pretty LED strip over a diffuser channel along the corner with a hidden lamp to add upward facing light behind this tree. It was insanely hard and took forever.well guess what gave me a migraine
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
I've been through so many lamps and fixtures and light strips but lighting is one of the biggest triggers for both my migraines and my overall neuro divergence so I'm on a mission
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
alright.time to create a bunch of problems by continuing my quest to perfectly light my office
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
Omg i didn't even THINK abt the points, incredible
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
THANK U. Im def gonna look into it i cant get bamboozled again 😭 plus your hair always looks so good
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
a resoundingly okay cut and color but the bleach placement was good and the cost motivated me to relearn how to bleach my hair for the first time in over a decade next time
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
wonder what will make me kms more, loving it or hating it
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
yday brainfog was going crazy and I decided that was a good time to find a new hair salon and schedule an appt and I uhhhh forgot to check the prices beforehand apparently, assumed it would be normal price, gave my credit card info and everything. welp turns out it's TWICE AS MUCH as old place
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
putting myself in inescapable financial ruin to get the most regular ass haircut and dye job imaginable
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
you are GLOWING
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
HELL yeah
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
update I love it so much it's incredible I used it all afternoon and evening and I ordered one to leave in my bedside table thank you :,)
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
it's just really nice to have an experience like that which very much reaffirms the decision to take every accommodation possible so I can actually live my damn ass life
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
there's a group of ppl my age who are sewing w thrifted fabric and she encouraged me to come and one of the students was there shopping and shared her projects w me and asked me to go to a class w her sometime and she seemed so normal and nice (I hope)
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
everyone was patient with my brain fog and the owner slowly showed me all the sergers I was interested in and ended up selling me a demo one for a huge discount and offered to personally teach me so much
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
did my first independent post op chore and carefully, slowly, somewhat pathetically took my sewing machine to the shop and everyone was so nice to me 😭 I'm so glad I decided to just look like a bozo and bring all my assistive devices and move super slow and be dressed like shit so I could manage it
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
This is extremely helpful! I feel like I should get one for just in case; sometimes I just get so disoriented, I think even just having it in my purse would be reassuring even just to lean on more than for walking. Ty for the advice :,)
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
praying it's just hiding for a few hours and you wake up and immediately find it tomorrow miraculously
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
I've been thinking about it sm lately. my issue is I'm not sure how much a cane would help when I get instability, like would lifting it be difficult vs say a walker/needing something I can push. Do you find when you're feeling weak a cane isn't too much to keep lifting?
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
I keep seeing people post confessionals about how actually they like the big light but they're just showing off a dim ass pendant paper lamp.fake ass big light fans
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
what if we as a society invented a giant bright overhead light fixture that isn't ugly or boring as shit
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suzzz.bsky.social @suzzz.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
when I placed the order I was like I can't really think of a reason I NEED it but I bet I'll wish I had it if I don't get it and since that moment like 2 hrs ago I've already had like 5 different times I got a little dizzy doing a basic task and thought damn, wish I had the grabber
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