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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
why are we choosing to spend the couple minutes or hours we have to ourselves on feeling like shit and do nothing about it afterwards and continue to make it other peoples problem
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
literally how do these two have any kindness they treat me like shit every time i talk to them 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
hahaha i have to work my life away at 23 until i reach over 7k in savings goodbye all my friends that i worked so hard for and wanted to keep. time to become what ive always hated
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
what are my feelings anymore they just blow up and i go back to feeling nothing like everything is fine. threw up today when i got home because i didnt eat all day
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
yeah so if this tech job at my old college flops im blowing my head off
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
you cant have anything good when its not for yourself or in person with someone else
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
you are seriously making it hard to try not to take the game seriously B, you get mad at me for not making it on early enough for you and youre on vacation all the time and you take everything so fucking personally like im not talking to you dude.. stop standin on sumn that didnt need to be stood on
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
proud of what bro, what community bro, you dont even like boys, or even act like it, or look like it, in fact, you could just be trans and you could fix that huh! that would be great idea, going trans so that people like you even though youll hate yourself, yeah bro misery will look great on you.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
im so over whatever this is, this period, this loneliness. i deserve more than this, i hope to prove that. im tired of being left behind, you will listen and hear me when i have my fucking light.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
it really is like were fucking garnet dude maybe she is ruby, and im now sapphire.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
how am i supposed to react to this
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 01/06/2026
hey so basically me and my girlfriend are incredibly happy when we get alone time so if you have a problem with us doing that look inside urself, if you need time away from us then okay, but im not here to solve it for you.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
might get into cigarettes
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 14/04/2026
well, okay, i dont even know why i bother making conversation if im just judgmental and hateful, whys everythig so personal
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
what does someone do in this situation where its obvious that im holding them back but they finally got a life they dreamed for for so long, now they just dont know what to do with me? is this it? why am i a villain for just trying to be myself. why am i a villain for being kind and paying attention
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
im not allowed to show an ounce of affection to my friends while my girlfriend can go hang out with my ex and then cuddle with my best friend, and then talk about wanting to fuck one of our other friends. cool. i think thats really awesome, being cucked at 22
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
it was finally about to get better
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
im not doing this anymore shes being blamed, its not fucking fair. she is not taking the rap on this. not for me, not for ray. im so proud of her for standing up for herself. i need to keep my eyes away from other peoples business. focus on myself. my life outside of anyone else was finally better
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
how do i undo this reality. i am of no significance or purpose to people other than to fuck around. i wanted friendships where people felt okay to say their thoughts and where i felt okay to say my thoughts and now im just spewing out nonsense. i betrayed the people i love and i continue to suffer
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
there should be no medication out there that has the ability to make me feel this much hatred towards a xbox controller or my girlfriend giving me a hug. thats just fucking insane. i feel fucking insane
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
where can i put these feelings right now i really have no idea its so bleak and its gonna be like this for atleast the next 2-3 momths. im gonna be either crazy suicidal or im gonna get so angry that i do something drastic. and then i get to try more meds! how amazing and how awesome…
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
so yeah it turns out those meds would turn me into a psychopath monster asshole piece of shit who deserves no good in his life im so fucking angry all the time i feel like breaking my desk over video games and i make up shit about my friends and i just feel so fucking bitter
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
i want to know i can, not feel
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
i love you but the way you prey on my heart and body unknowingly while i suffer more and more by not breaking out of my shell or doing the things i love makes me feel like this is unacceptable. it makes me feel unworthy or useless even. i need meds and i need to see a doctor.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
weeks later, he killed himself.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
the people liked how beautiful and strong he was, but no one respected his ideas, his character, the love he had for those people. even though the dragon dropped everything and would change himself for them, they never cared for him.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
the dragon left everything one day, his family, his wife, his home, so that he could finally dedicate himself to what he loved. but the people werent receptive. he isnt natural, he cant speak like everyone else, he was just big, scary, beautiful, and curious.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
in reality, there was a dilemma in the village, some villagers were not afraid of the dragon, but other villagers knew what trusting this dragon might bring for the future. no matter how kind he might be. he showed signs of being “no good” from the get go. so they kept their truce with the dragon.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
he lived next to these humans for years, for years and years, they saw his kids grow up, they saw what love he provided for his family, his cave was a less than a 15 minute walk from the nearest village, but still, the people were afraid, or atleast thats what it felt like.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
the dragon stayed in his cave, and even though he had his dragon wife and his dragon family which is what he loved so much and did everything to encourage him to live more fulfillingly… he wanted something much different. he didnt want himself anymore.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
there once was a dragon, his scales were beautiful, he impressed some with his sheer talent and power, but he never saw it as much to gawk at, afterall, he was much different from the other dragons, he wasnt fierce, he wasnt scary, he wasnt even interested in fighting the humans…
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
i dont know what this is anymore
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 18/01/2026
im so fucking sick of you taking everything from me
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 14/01/2026
i love you but you are bleeding me out
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 15/12/2025
i wish you would just talk to us or me or anyone, you two are so quiet about everything, so were gonna do the same. we went to see the movie without you, we are probably not going to release a good date for the christmas thing for you guys, and youre gonna cancel last minute anyway… whatever!
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 14/11/2025
i just wanna feel worth any bit of time other than my girlfriends when i seem to try to make time for everyone
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 14/11/2025
were back to this i hate talking to my friends recently, they dont wanna play anything or talk or hang out and its fucking suffocating. work is bringing me to tears at overwhelming amount of noise and bullshit happening all the time and i just wish theyd fire this fucking asswad of a waiter. kmfsnp
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 12/09/2025
suicide particles tickling brain as soon as i try to speak to anyone holy shit i need to go to sleep
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 12/09/2025
ugh why do i have to feel like this after alcohol i hate this jfc my tummy hurts and my brain isnt happy i need to not ever drink again 💔
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 02/09/2025
useless
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 01/09/2025
i miss him so much idk i guess ill cry
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 15/08/2025
i worked my ass off for 3 days straight and even took time in the middle of that to pay for your meal and your friends meal and then hang out with you until 2am while you basically tried to convince me to stay the night for 2 hours. i do not get mental health breaks, i get you having a breakdown.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 15/08/2025
holy fucking shit you have got to be kidding me im happy to call you and talk about stufff but you shut me down immediately when i ask to do my own fucking shit that i had planned for the day. can i not be a day out of the weekend away from you. will i ever get time off for myself? selfish asshole.
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 29/07/2025
i am over this shit, i am tired of drugs, i am tired of shrooms i am tired of new experiences being needed through substances instead of exploring the sober world. smoke weed and relax after work everyday, i dont care, but taking shrooms to cope with your environmental dissonance and dead animals?
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 24/07/2025
now i cant even eat lunch without needing to be her stimulation for work. i have an underwhelming job too but you dont see me asking and begging for anyone to fix that for me. find a solution that doesnt rely on someone, use your earbuds and phone to fix that. or quit your job 🤷🤷🤷
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 06/07/2025
im so happy that my girlfriend acts like im the worlds worst person when i tell her no when she starts making me do shit i dont want to do or looking at my private shit without permission i love that so much
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 23/06/2025
mfw i overthink the slightest thing ever and i mentally crashout at work while doing dishes, mfw i think its most definitely from weed consumption, mfw its gonna be really hard to quit marijuana fuck..
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 30/05/2025
why do i still care abt u lmao im so fucking insane
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sux 2 b€ @sux2b.bsky.social · 07/05/2025
tara if you already snooped through this account which i kind of feel like you have, dw, i wont be talking to them anymore really, it makes me sad to do so. really really sad.
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