iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Desperately need to see more art of those things from that Big Walk game grinding against each other because cartoony null creatures are very hot. They look easy to draw, so I might make some art eventually. #bigwalk #nsfw

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The only things that make me feel truly safe and comfortable anymore are the gigantic plushies on my bed. They're always there for me. My greatest joy is seeing them still waiting for me after a long work day, holding them close and feeling their soft warmth. I love them.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I'm not sure I'll ever stop being confused about my sexuality. I fantasize about how hot it would be to love and pleasure a man every day, but I can never see myself actually doing that irl, or being in a relationship with a man the way I am now. Either I'm gay or trans, but clearly I'm repressed.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Bringing over a trend I've seen on Twitter because it helped me realize & define some aspects of myself & my dysphoria that I wasn't sure about before until now. Blue squares were ones I completely related to, & yellow were ones I partially relate to. There's nothing here that doesn't make sense.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I don't want to say which day it was to protect my privacy, but my birthday was this month. Each birthday that passes, I look forward to it less and less, and I feel worse with each passing year.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I saw a woman wearing a blatantly transphobic shirt at the store today. I wish I could stop existing so this mental pain would go away.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

One of the most disturbing recent trends that I've had the misfortune of stumbling upon is this weird, gross and offensive sexualization of Autism in tons of these AI Slop images. Who is this stuff even for? It just feels wrong to look at.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I would've liked to have played the Nights Into Dreams game. I know it used to be on Steam, but it was removed and is unplayable now, so I missed my chance to buy it. The main character had a very appealing design.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

It's always strange when an artist follows you and not long after you follow them back, their account suddenly disappears from existence. Hasn't happened a lot, but it's surprising when it does. Makes me feel like I did something wrong.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

There's apparently a swirly eyes emoji on some phones that I somehow didn't find out about until just now. Hypno fans rejoice. 😵‍💫

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

There used to be a really good tutorial an artist made on twitter for watersports, drawing liquids and how they interact with clothes. It would've been super helpful for making omorashi art, but I can't find it for the life of me.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

A nullified Pomni. Despite having no special bits, she can still feel pleasure down there, somehow. #nsfw #null

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

It's a long shot, but if there's a reference to or if trans Spiderwoman actually shows up in the third Spiderverse movie, it would mean the world to me.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Repressing the fact I'm trans doesn't work. Even if I go weeks without putting on some women's clothes or my breast forms, the thought is still in the back of my mind, constantly. That feeling of "this is wrong, I am wrong" never goes away.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

The Holy Bible in video form. youtu.be/HBUF7KKI1NI

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Saw a super high quality Ribbit x Pomni fan animation today. I love this ship so much, they would've been so nice together. This one. youtu.be/KD5u-zVJbRQ #funnyfrog

youtu.be

Lilypad (Pomni X Ribbit Theme Song)【THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS 3D FAN MUSIC VIDEO】

YouTube video by Cougar macdowall Va

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Hey everyone. I saw today that age restrictions were lifted in browsers for bluesky, so I don't have to use a VPN to lurk anymore. Mobile app is still blocked. I might go back to posting art again once I have the motivation to do so.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

This'll be my last post for the foreseeable future unless the age verification rule is walked back; I'm in an area of the U.S. where that applies. If anyone has suggestions for where I could make an account elsewhere, I'll use a vpn to read them tomorrow. Will only go to twitter as a last resort.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I saw too many aspects of myself in Jax, variations of past mistakes, different kinds of masks used to hide and suffer through years worth of repression. I don't know if I'll transition or not, but I do know I won't live long if I keep hiding and ignoring these parts of myself.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I'm not sure I have the motivation to continue drawing for the foreseeable future, not until my mental health improves. I can't focus on anything, and when I can focus to make something, I hate the stuff I make. I'm never good enough.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

unfinished art of pomni and ribbit I started last week. wanted to draw them cause I think they would've made a nice pair.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

if bluesky ever locks me out cause of age verification, then farewell.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I feel like I've cried more in this past year than the previous nine years combined.

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Dumbskull 💀🌀 @dumbskull.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

I keep thinking about Jax and then crying lol

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

I think the tadc finale kind of broke me. I've just been in a sort of dissociative stupor since rewatching it, and I have a lot of complex feelings I just have to sit with. Everything feels numb. I'm not ok.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

Hoping to get better at drawing anatomy someday. Doesn't matter if it's too accurate or too cartoony, as long as I can get it somewhere in between the two so it looks passable and appealing enough, I'm fine with it. Trying to achieve realism at my current skill level isn't a good idea.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Here's some super rough Butterfly Planetronika sketches I never got to finish because she's so perfect and wonderful.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Is anyone else noticing a bot liking random posts and replies at hourly intervals, or is this only happening to me?

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Back on my Pomni hyperfixation again, it seems.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

If anyone happens to have both the Pomni skin and the Hypnot-eyes emote for Fortnite, definitely post screenshots and gifs. I don't have the emote, so I can't do it myself.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

There's a hypnosis emote in fortnite????? I somehow didn't know this was a thing until now, is it still possible to get it????

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

Hypnotized to act like a chicken. <<< Hypnotized to act like a chicken while wearing a chicken costume. Barely any art of the latter scenario.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Is Kit the most popular furry character to come out of the indie space since Loona? She sure is everywhere.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

I love the vibe of Planetronika, it feels like a lost 2000s show from an alternate universe somehow ended up in our world. If it ends up having unapologetic fanservice and kinks like Totally Spies did, I'll support it wholeheartedly.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

I'm watching the Planetronika pilot and gathering reference images to study cause I want to draw Butterfly again, and there's actually a shot where she has spirals in her eyes!!!!!

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

1. A new character is revealed in a show, movie, etc. 2. "Ah yes, this is nice. But what if they had spiral eyes?" 3. Get ZONKED 4. ? 5. Copious amounts of hypnoart of said character. Profit.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

Needed to draw the girl from the Planetronika pilot with spirals in her eyes, she just looked way too hypno worthy. I'm on a roll today. #hypnosis

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

Hope I'm not too late to the party on this. Here's Cylinda Oyl being entranced by a pretty crystal pendulum! #hypnosis

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

Might use this to help draw more Midna.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

Class is done, so I'll work on more hypnoart soon. 𖦹

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

I find it kind of interesting that ever since I've fully gotten into and embraced hypno, if I see a character drawn with spirals in their eyes, they're instantly more appealing and beautiful to me. Spirals really do make everything better. Ring eyes are great too, of course.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

Sorry for venting. This is the only account I feel safe doing that on, especially regarding current events. I'll try not to do it too often.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Every month there's more news about how the regime wants to oppress trans people, more news of trans people being murdered just for living their lives, and I just think about how I'll probably never transition. I'll just repress the rest of my life until I'm dead, I guess. I should be used to it.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

I wish bsky had polls, it would give me some good ideas for what to try drawing next. Almost done with school, so I'll have more time for it.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

I've literally never heard of this character before now, but I absolutely have to draw her with spirals in her eyes.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

I wonder if there's an internet rule where if a character exists, then there's hypnoart of them, or if it doesn't exist yet, then there will be hypnoart of them in the future.

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SuS-N-꩜w꩜ @susnowo.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Received my gas mask in the mail, and I already love this thing so much, oh my god. It's perfect. I wish I could wear it all the time.

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