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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

writing material for his new refsheet, albus is canonically supposed to be skinnier in present day for Lore reasons, and yet my brain keeps going into autopilot mode and drawing him chonky like

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

avoiding learning how to draw masculine/middle aged men like the plague for the past 15 years because i am way too les for there to be any possibility on earth that i would ever want to draw one. well guess what this stupid bitch idiot slur slur slur is struggling to do right now

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

it's okay, he'll (probably, surely, maybe) be fine 🪽

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i hate to sound so dramatic but shit's rough man. hopefully my feelings magically change, it's certainly possible. maybe ec is so amazing that it will inspire something! otherwise i'll be sona-less for..god idk probably forever. i'm never going to have a character like albus ever again.

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i'll probably *eventually* limp my way towards finishing this refsheet and posting his story for all of 3 people that are interested in seeing where he's at these days. and..maybe that will be my sunsetting of albus. a goodbye kiss of sorts. it would be on brand for his current whereabouts i guess

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

it freaks me out to think that i'm drifting towards the answer being "no". idk. life happens i guess. but i don't know how i'm going to feel as an artist if i lose my one truest most special important basically sona (i won't rant about all the reasons for that or else this will be 50 posts long)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

do i..even still care to finish that project anymore? do i still care about albus. hell, do i still care about ffxiv? sure, i've been enjoying other fandoms lately but my love for either of these things *should* be timeless. i know albus is extremely important to me but..is he..?

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

a really scary thought just dawned on me. i'm not sure how noticable it is that i've sort of drifted away from drawing albus this year and that my connection to him has been..not the best. i've been working a lot behind the scenes on a whole new refsheet and story overhaul but it kind of just hit me

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

this is my new favorite post on this site ASKFHSDJGSJDHSJ I WOULD DO THAT TOO

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

new cherubun design for myself 🌻🪽🪺 (not all white? jokes on you, this is bluebird albus who is also ♀️)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

it's okay king, this world isn't ready to gaze upon your crown 👑

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

visual representation of what's going on inside his head #expedition33

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

sleep tight my little leech, you'll get your new refsheet someday 🦟🪽

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

i couldn't accept what happened so i went back in for redemption 🍭 was very funny to level up 10 times (did this at lv5)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

further context: i started a new file to get specific screenshots and then i realized i can do a really stupid challenge and fight a beginner trap troll boss but as early in the game as possible. i got it down to near 1hp and then i choked the literal last parry 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

sorry to post on this game but im so mad!!!!!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CHOKE ON THE FINAL TURN AFTER 40MIN OF BEING IN THIS FIGHT!!! I'M THE FAKEST GAMER ALIVE AND I LOST THE FUNNY VICTORY SCREEN!!! (this ss is taken way earlier in the fight, this is just the point the fight became play perfect or die)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

back on my bullshit (of not working on real fanart) #expedition33

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

this creature looks familiar..(albus slop my beloved)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

i know i said i was going to let myself be personal and cringe on this account but inb4 i nuke this account just like i always do because i exploded from shame and embarrassment for committing the Crime of Having An Emotion in front of 5 people on social media (nonironic, this is hard for me)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

i don't know how obvious it is but albus has literally just become my emotional dumping ground for all of my eating problems/unhealthy relationship with food (or lack thereof). unfortunately that's gotten worse this year so starving animal albus will be the only form i draw him in for a while 💦

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

derusting my old jrpg chibi style in prep for a project. this one looks more like an enemy encounter than a player character 🤔

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

same with any 5'11 vs 6'0 meme. literally any of them

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

this feels like something a max height lala would post about 0 height lalas

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

if nothing else, it has a side effect of forcing me to try and get better at drawing specific expressions/body language for him. jury's out if i'm there yet skill-wise, but i still like to believe that yall can understand what's going on (albus himself doesn't have very complex thoughts anyways)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

i do find it a bit ironic that albus is a character that wears his heart openly, never pretends, doesn't know how to be deceptive really. but his speech being reduced to just animal sounds (which i try to convey through scribble text) unintentionally makes it so that everything he says is obfuscated

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

he's doing a peekaboo, i think

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

i attempted to make a Cool fanart concept sketch; it probably isn't readable to anyone but me 😂 (ignore the shittier less refined version i posted earlier)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

also to clarify, the actual thing that got me to rage quit alliance isn't just the crystal df players(tm) but the constant totally coincidential dcs that just. always happen. coincidentially. and i have to fight with my party to kick the player when they've been gone for over half the duty 🤡

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

this guy has no idea that this is the first time i've even stepped foot into alliance raid for 3 entire months because of how tired i got of "the crystal df experience" i want to frame this on my wall

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

last minute af attack 🩸🗡️🌻

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

i give up, i don't understand perspective or lighting yet 😭

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

i am holding the e33 fanfic community legally, morally, and personally responsible for destroying all of my art productivity (i'm going to force myself to get work done now though sorry for the delays everyone 🥀)

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cloud bullier in 7r cope jail @swilldump.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

That image is so Honey though 🥺

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

this is compounded by the fact that this was the very first ex trial that i did on release/min ilv and what a way to prepare me for future exs 😂 everything after that feels easy

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

me: i have literally 0 emotional attachment left for ffxiv me: *listens to queen eternal fight track and rips my shirt off and breaks into tears*

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

wip of a new refsheet showing off all his different forms but *throws this into the endless wip void*

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

i have been itching to continue working on some of my wip albus clone cs designs but...they're all lowkey winter themed...and how am i supposed to be in the right mindset to work on them when i'm melting into goo from summer heat ☀️🪦

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

but yall have no idea how many physical merch projects i have in endless wip, like that is my most TOXIC artist trait 😭 i used to make so many acrylic charms and sticker sheets for myself/friends and i still have that dog in me. my old ass just don't have the energy to keep up with me spirit 💀

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

in other words, i *need* to have him in my inevitable photos at the eorzea cafe when i get all the sch stuff (was i just talking about unsubbing a few days ago? yes yes but shush, i still care about this game in spirit)

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31 💤 @sunwheats.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

GRRRRRRR I NEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET SOME KIND OF PHYSICAL MERCH OF ALBUS (aka make my own) because..oh i feel so weird talking about my personal life but..i finally bit the bullet and booked a trip to japan..! i'm finally doing it!!! and i want him to experience the adventure..

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