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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈

@sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social
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26 yo • vent acc ♡ 1 year in sh recovery! 𖤓 chronic illness, agoraphobia, ocd, arfid/ed & dissociative identity 𖤓 also a queer gal just some anxious girls in a body trying to make it as a nursing student.

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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I hate this stupid country
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
my two matching tats went really well and I love them both a ton! I’ve been staying so busy but it’s really good for me and I’m feeling so renewed
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
got a matching tattoo today with one of my oldest friends. I’m doing another one with a different friend on Monday. I am so fucking lucky to be loved like this
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
very happy to announce that today I’ve officially reached 1 year in recovery from c*tting. I can’t believe I made it this far, through nursing school and all the struggles and loneliness I’ve had lately. I’m so proud ❤️
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
crazy how this administration will be remembered as the time we had a p*do in office (who didn’t get impeached or investigated), the murder of wild horses, harmful vaccine and tylenol slander, and all our food being contaminated. lemme know if I forgot something
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
also I took an everything shower after MDD has been absolutely kicking my ass down a staircase, and while I’m feeling much more clean and comfortable, I’m also feeling so emotionally vulnerable. plus I think I nicked myself shaving :(
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
I am still cramping and the hormones from the IUD have been giving me so many mood swings :( I’m teary and irritable and I just want to sleep. thankfully I have a giant fuzzy cloak I can cocoon myself in
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
I’m genuinely dreading eating these days and not bc of my disorder but bc my food restrictions are so intense that I feel like I go insane seeing all the things I CAN’T eat rn. it feels like I might as well not even try
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
I have not been very active bc I’m trying to reduce my social media use but what a week! I am still in having cramps after my IUD appt on Tuesday, and I am staying home from a concert tonight to rest. I have to restart my low-fodmap diet bc I slipped up more times in a row than I felt kept it valid
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
I am not having a good day though sadly
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
MY BESTIE HAD HER BABY AND THE LIL ONE IS SO CUTE AND I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
oh and btw, now they literally only ever text me if they need something which I try not to be bitter about but we actually were really close before all this and it feels like that’s gone now and it’ll never go back to being what it was
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
i’ve been so insanely depressed this week. and antisocial. I don’t want to be around anyone at all
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
honestly really sad bc earlier this year my sibling really lashed out at me hard and said some really genuinely hurtful stuff (a first, btw. they’d never done that before) and I think it was coming from other stuff too and not just me but it honestly really aches
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
I’m going back to my hometown in a few weeks for a trip and I’m genuinely so scared bc last I heard, my abuser was still living there and I feel like it would be just my luck to run into them somewhere
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
yesterday was 5 years since my last attempt and while the day itself was shitty and stirred up some bad memories, I’m trying to be grateful
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
devastated to report that the highly restrictive low-FODMAP diet does in fact relieve symptoms and is, unfortunately, worth the sacrifice of everything delicious
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
I wanna know if anyone has heard what my ex is up to (bc he blocked me for confronting him about what he did to me, right after saying he wanted to be accountable about everything lmaooo) but I’m leaving it alone bc I have a feeling it would pmo
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
I cannot believe I’ve lost 50 lbs since my hw, I truly didn’t know how bad it was until I lost a bunch and looked like a different person. I can’t even look at pictures of myself back then, it’s insane
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
does anyone use the “housewarming” app? it’s a new social media but I don’t have a single contact that’s using it already which is surprising
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
really really bad mental space rn. panicking and my head is spinning bc I’m dissociating but also trying to resist being pulled into a flashback. would really appreciate some kind words rn
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
i’ve been slowly reviving a plant of mine that has been having some pest issues. I thought she was going to be dead (she was still v much a baby) but she’s very resilient and pulling through w some new growth!
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
felt off all day and I thought I was in the clear by now so I had some ice cream at the end of a hard day, and now I feel awful again :(
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
11 months clean from self harm today :)
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
also my most powerful curse is having a bf w a high metabolism that needs to eat as consistently as possible bc he always wants to eat breakfast around 8-9:00 and I don’t usually eat my first meal until 11-13:00
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
woke up feeling like I have 20% battery
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
feeling a little nostalgic and reading a book, drying my hair after the shower
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
sipping the most decadent hibiscus agua fresca of my life
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
hi it’s me, your chronically ill friend, who sometimes cannot eat a saltine cracker without 10/10 pain and nausea, and the very next calendar day can have a meal and a margarita and neither of us know how the symptoms will unfold thereafter
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
horrible health night, lost about 3 hours of sleep. I’m supposed to see a friend today and it’s stressful bc the plan was to eat and grab a happy hour drink but last night genuinely scared me so bad
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
I really don’t feel well today. I hate how dramatically my symptoms shift. one day I’m halfway decent and the next I’m awful
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
if I got a bottled water from church is it holy water? I think so
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
i may never remove the flag from my dn, I feel it is always pride month on my account
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
back safely from camping, hello everyone!
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
going camping, bye everyone! talk soon
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
30 seconds into waking up and I knew it was going to be an SI belt day. I hurt :(
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
it’s been a long and disappointing day and even my usual distractions aren’t hitting like they usually do. I think I’m going to just try and sleep.
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
sometimes I get really scared bc when my parents aren’t here anymore, I genuinely don’t think there will be anything left to stop me
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
me being literally sick from misery
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
it’s a rough time to be an american vegetarian rn
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
knew better than to try to eat snacks after dinner, now I’m nauseous as hell
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
I got my cat a really wonderful brush for her undercoat and she had such a great time. she loves being brushed so much, I kept going for about 20 minutes. she was too cute
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
it’s so strange being back to a state of relative normalcy after the extremes of my last term. I genuinely was considering emergency inpatient treatment, I was not doing well at all. deeply paranoid and I felt like I was bordering something awful
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
the credit score is so dystopian
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
I just made an account where I plan to post about gaming! (and maybe my other interests like live music and reading) if you wanna follow it :) @sunkissed-gaming.bsky.social
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
having an inscrutable and a chocolate ensure, it’s giving five years old
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
why does every single app need to have login streaks now FREE ME my ocd cannot fucking take much more of this
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
I feel like I’m always having to apologize to people for existing and it’s so draining
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
had a really good day and then someone literally completely ruined it by having an awful energy. thanks
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cat + camille 🕊️🏳️‍🌈 @sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
how I feel rn, except I can’t drink bc of my stupid flare-up
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