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God @thegodshow.com · 04/07/2026

I’m on this motherfucker like white on rice.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

I don't believe my son's father's DNA even tried 😂😂😂😂

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Just trying to be what they need 💚 I have amazing things happening with The Living Room, so that helps with the balance, otherwise I am afraid the dark would gobble me right up

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

I remembered you were a student of theology (...reverend?) and wondered about your take on this. It seems like a very specific message is being sent to a specific denomination?

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Super clingy, not eating, not interested in toys or treats or walks Dogs grieve too, and I wasn't prepared for Kash's hurting heart So we all hang out. Me, Kash, Sam. Kash presses into me, Sam stims and rocks in the corner. I know we'll be okay, but it sucks right now.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Yeah. I just am trying to be a model for Sam, I guess. Grieving-but-functional

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Oh, Shine. Babe I'm so sorry I didn't know and wasn't there for you. The best boy. My heart is walking alongside yours. 💚

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

I'm wrecked. Still. 10 days later. My son isn't okay either and Kash still won't eat. Grief is a bitch.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Thank you Dan 💚 The house feels so unbalanced right now without him providing comedic relief.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

I went in and got the bag with his paw prints and was just sobbing in the car. Grief was just erupting out of me. But I had to be able to sit down with Sam and show him and talk calmly, if sadly. So I opened the bag. Opened the box,and then immediately started cracking up HE WAS SO BIG 😂

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Dozer on his Gotcha Day 11.5 years ago I should have taken the clue that he would chomp my shoes for the next two years 😂 11.5 years wasn't enough, my good boy. Infinity wouldn't have been enough.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Which for those chips, might be worth it. Sometimes it is 😂

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

MAYBE a Shopper's Drug Mart but they're like a Walgreens or CVS and everything there is like $3 extra

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Toronto - you'll want to look for a No Frills or a Loblaw's!

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

ME TOO COME AND DO MINE AND WE CAN HAVE A SLEEPOVER

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

OKAY NOT TRYING TO DETRACT FROM THE EXTREMELY VALID FREAKOUT: But where in Canada? 👀

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

I've been away from social media. Please don't get freaked out by me stalking your profile for updates 😂💚 And she is!! She's barely eating, lays in front of his bed, gets excited for walks then stops, sits, and turns to look at the house and wait for Dozer 😭 I don't know why but I wasn't prepared

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

In the meantime My baby girl Kash is not adjusting well (like she isn't even eating), so: Operation Lift Kash Up has begun

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Yes. With all the stuffies and squirrels and bunnies. This might be the worst I've ever felt and I've had parents and siblings pass away. I know that makes me awful but Sheo, he was SUCH a good boy. He was such a good boy. He did not deserve the end he got. Look at his dumb derpy face.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

I will. Right now we are all just surviving. Kash - she's never lived a day without him. And she does not understand, as a dog, where her brother went. I was prepared for my and Sam's grief, but not hers. Not hers.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Sheo I don't know how to cope. He was my best boy

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

One week later, I'm not over his loss. In fact it might even be worse. Dozer was such, such a good boy.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

You were and are so, so, so very loved, Dozer. I hope there's lots of squirrels and bunnies to chase on the other side of that rainbow bridge.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

💚 You let me know what I can do to support *you*. This stuff is scary!!

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

This was the size of one of those 355ml mini cans of Coke $11 for a cucumber flavoured mocktail. $11 for juice $11 But it was an early birthday thing for me with The Living Room parents, and I wanted a fun drink that wasn't too fruity or sweet. So $11 of crushed cucumber and soda water it was! 🫠💩

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

You're so thoughtful. I don't feel forced... it's more like an attempt to own my birthday instead of letting my past own it. If that makes sense. It probably won't to most but I think it will to you

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

Been missing you too. The Epstein stuff drove me underground.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

I can walk you through it if you want. I get one annually for a few years now.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

EXCUSE ME, this is how queens slay

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

SHINE. I've been here and it's....it's... shitty. There's not a good enough word. When you do get mammogram results?

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

She tracks sounds within several miles and knows the patterns. Something is off pattern, and she's watching. I worship this sweet girl.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

She's built like a tank with legs.

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Strugglebus @strugglebussin.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

I'm so damn proud that Mark Carney is my Prime Minister. He spoke 3 languages in a press conference! Compare that to what the US boasts as their leader. He can barely manage his native language.

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