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Saige | edsky

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Living disordered 24 | he/they ————— My internet diary

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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 4h
They should invent a way to die that doesn’t hurt and won’t make anyone sad
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 7h
Going out to brunch with my one friend who actually lives near me lets gooooo
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
If I took a shot every time I thought abt klling myself I wouldn’t need to cause I’d be long gone from alcohol poisoning
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I wish I had a video of my dad I want to hear his voice
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I’m such a lonely person
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Title 9 coordinator at my uni came in to do a presentation in my class and used the word “gooning” like 10+ times
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Idk if I look forward to having a wedding I feel like I’d just feel so lonely. Both my partners have hella family and friends and I have! Two people! Max!
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
partner is NOT on board with the “robot velociraptor ring bearer” idea for our wedding? Engagement canceled
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Every morning I check my emails in hopes that all my classes exploded and yet I have to go back 😒
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
I don’t want to kms I just want to die yk
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Every time I think my skin can’t possibly get dryer on Accutane it does
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
I went to all my classes and didn’t go home who’s proud of me (I’m going to tear my sinuses out of my head)
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
I’m so tired and my sinuses make me feel underwater and I have one class left and it’s literally abt starwars but I wanna GO HOME SO BAD
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Every night when I unlock the door for my partner coming home from work my brain convinces me there’s an axe murderer waiting outside the door ready to tell all his axe murderer friends that I just unlocked my door and everyone should come murder me as soon as I turn around
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Still have my period and a cold but it’s my birthday (going insane btw)
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
I’m on my period and I have a cold should I die or go insane
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
This girl has paced by me 20+ times. What are you doing queen
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
I turn 24 this Thursday
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Orange Cat Sitting Upright on Red Deck
ALT: Orange Cat Sitting Upright on Red Deck
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
I wonder if I’m gonna be passively suicidal all my life or what
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Worst part of polyamory is when ur partners are upset with each other and ur just sitting there. Something abt that triggers a childhood wound of making myself small and out of the way whenever my parents argued
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
I keep missing my ex best friend so I need to pick up a new hobby because I obviously have too much free time if I’m spending it missing bitches I haven’t spoken to in over a couple years
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Boyfriend made my buldak with the whole sauce packet last night (I’m white as hell okay) and now my asshole is paying the price
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Two more months they said.
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Man pretends to drink bleach
ALT: Man pretends to drink bleach
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
If I’m done with Accutane at my next appointment that means I can drink on my birthday
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Michelle Parker: Life Is Really Beautiful
ALT: Michelle Parker: Life Is Really Beautiful
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Damn guys losing ur dad rlly never gets easier cause wdym he won’t be there when I get married, he’ll never meet my kids, and I actually will never talk to him again. It’s been 3 years and idk if I’ll ever get used to it
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
My brother told me he loved me and I cried
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
Do I A) beat his ass B) kiss him on the head AND beat his ass
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
My boyfriend isn’t answering the phone and he’s supposed to pick me up. it’s been 30 minutes, I’ve called 6 times, and I’m pretty sure he’s asleep so now I have to uber home and I’m only A LITTLE mad
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Had a dream I texted my ex bff and I was so embarrassed abt it. I miss her but we’ll never be friends again and I’ve made peace with that
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
It’s my final semester and the first where being on campus doesn’t inspire a panic attack
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
So basically my options are take trazodone and sleep until 1pm or don’t take trazodone and wake up every hour until I give up at 8am and just wake up
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
I’m so grateful I don’t have a friend who’s fucking insane and secretly hating on me and trying to wear my skin
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
I’m so bad at having friends because I simply won’t keep in contact with them and then I’m like why am I so lonely PROBABLY BECAUSE U DONT RESPOND TO PEOPLE YOU ACTUAL LOSER
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
My boyfriend is on a trip with his family and my partner is at work so basically I have too much time by myself and I’m becoming *whispers* SUICIDAL
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
I miss everybody I have ever loved
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
The gym vs me who wins (the gym)
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
Boyfriend said it was weed or pokemon so we’re doing a tbreak wish me so much luck not to commit
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
Anyone else fight for their life not to gag or throw up when brushing their teeth
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
You can take the Saige out of the eating disorder but not the eating disorder out of the Saige
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
Thought abt driving and cried
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
I wish I had a sister sometimes. I have a half brother but we lowkey haven’t had a relationship for 10+ years outside of liking each other’s posts on Facebook. I wish I had a sibling I grew up with
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
I think I stressed so bad Wednesday that now I’m having this rlly sharp pain in my jaw on one side when I open it too wide
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
Cheating on your pregnant/freshly postpartum wife should be illegal and punishable by death
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
Randomly remembered how my comically evil ex used to make me be on ft with him while he worked outside pushing carts but it would literally just be silence I hated that shit LMAO
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
I sincerely hope I go to sleep and die there
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
I totally failed and I want to die so bad
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Driver’s test in an hr and I’ve spent all morning sobbing for an unrelated reason imagine I fail cause I can’t stop being miserable
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Went to the gym with my partner for the first time & not even a minute in they joke about burning more calories than me like HUH???? Not beating the “wlw” ana competition allegations
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
I miss restriction and I miss the grind
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Saige | edsky @stonerexic.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
I’m learning to drive finally because I’ve got one more semester and no one able to take me to some of my classes so my only choice is get my license even tho driving is actually the scariest fucking thing ever!!!!
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