iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I was 310 two months ago and now I'm 291! Almost 20lbs down! I'm so proud of myself and I love my new relationship with food! I can eat well and not heavily restrict myself. I can eat sweets without engorging myself. I love it!

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Got on Adderall to help with my Binge Eating Disorder and despite gaining a whole lot of weight before, I'm losing weight again. I'm taking care of myself and my health. °• In Leon We Trust •°

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

When I vented on twitter about my fears of being a pedophile and thats why im not around children, people acted like I admitted to liking children. I DO NOT LIKE CHILDREN. I AM NOT A PEDOPHILE. I was so upset and now I can't stop thinking about it. °• In Leon We Trust •°

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

I got officially diagnosed with binge eating disorder last month. This disorder has ruined my life and my health. I can't believe this. I hate this so much. ~ In Leon We Trust~

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

I cried from sheer joy bc i can finally be normal. Like my mind isnt racing with depressing and suicidal thoughts. I finally have peace 😭😭 °• In Leon We Trust•°

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

Im now 292lbs, bruh damn. Im trying to do better with my eating. Ive been kinda experimenting with fasting and I dont binge really anymore. So I think that im able to fast now without binging. ☆•° In Leon We Trust°•☆

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

I saw someone cut really really deep on twt and i wanna do it too. I dont know why im getting sh urges when everything is going fine. But it keeps ringing in my head now since Ive seen it. • In Leon We Trust •

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

I have a good plan that I have implemented. I want to get in the habit of tracking what I eat and how much. I really do need to lose weight. I downloaded milkberri bc its super cute and I think that ill be able to keep up with it bc I have friends on there. ~In Leon We Trust~

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Bro how do I make the rest of the food come up. I only got the last thing that I ate and not the others. I just stopped and took the L, tbh. Also my lip is swollen, idk what's up with that. ~In Leon We Trust~

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

I ate a whole pint of Ben and Jerry's ice cream and i didnt want the cals from it so I purged it instead. But I was not prepared to practically piss myself. Very odd. 😭 but I got most of it out tho!!!!

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

My eval went great! She was very nice and I ended up being prescribed Lamictal for my mood cycling. 🩷 I think i may finally get a chance to be normal.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

Is it weird for me to be excited about this? Because ive been wanting an eval for so long in order to get answers, but idk.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

Getting my psych eval this Thursday yall im excited...

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

Took Vivi out again today. Luckily I did before it started raining again. I actually like going outside now. Its strange...

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

Remember when I said that my stomach and liver are swapped...okay so what they DIDNT tell me is that my whole internal organs are swapped. Like I have Situs Inversus bro. I guess they told me the stomach part because thats what was relevant.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

My baby Vivienne outside today! Since getting fired, ive been laying round the house and not exercising, so im using my cat as an excuse to leave the house.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

Ive been drinking more water too. Having less cravings for soda is so wonderful bruh omg. Damn i really hope that I keep being on this bruh.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

I havent been eating excessively and I dont have an urge to purge or anything. Bro its only my second day on the dose inrease but its already doing wonders omg😭😭

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

Omg yall im actually sleepy again!!! I can go to sleep without thinking that there's something watching me😭😭

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

Im still having the depression thoughts. This sucks man. Also my therapist wants me to do a bipolar assessment.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

Now its 20mg instead of 10mg!! Unfortunately im fat asf tho :/ I weighed in at 288lbs AND my blood pressure was high.😭😭

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

My Lexapro will be bumped up!! Yayyyy

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

I know that I've gained so much weight because of my excessive eating. I can't wait until I get back on Lexapro so I wont binge as much anymore. Hopefully the doctor ups my dosage

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

Changed my handle because I wanted to

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

Honestly I forgot how stress free edsky is😭

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

I successfully purged again today. I'm not gonna get addicted I swear.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

I made art instead of cutting myself. Im not getting better, I just dont want to deal with hiding my scars.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

I changed the layout to Leon because why tf not. Also my mommy practically called me an obese whale because "my legs got so big" like no shit im depressed and I eat and sleep all the fucking time

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

♡ I don't know why im on edsky anyway, it's not like I'm gonna lose weight♡

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

Attempt didnt work. Im still alive (unfortunately). Now ill go to the doctor to get my prescription changed

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

Im gonna attempt soon, I have a method. Hopefully it works🫩 Im so fucking tired of this shit bro.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

I just successfully purged!! Yippeeeeeee

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 01/03/2026

Ive been trying to kill myself for days now and nothing is working. I cant seem to hang myself right. I guess I dont want it bad enough.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

Everyone hates me. They all think im stupid.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

Im so stupid. I dont even have real problems

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

I want to cry im so disgusting. I should've cut deeper😭 Damn why do my arms have to be so disgustingly fat?

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

My fam knows im suicidal, so I have to be strategic in what I do and how I do it. Unfortunately I may have to lay low with my plans and gather up my tools needed until its time. I dont have a set date, but I need to make it seem like that im okay so theyre not suspicious.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

My thighs are so fat. I feel so fucking SAD

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

My therapist is resigning so I have to find a new one. Im very upset, but at least i was cute today

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

Imma stop self harming. Theres no point in doing it because it provides nothing for me anymore.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

Therapy appointment got canceled but at least I got to go shopping

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

Broooooooo! I'll look so much prettier if I was 80lbs lighter🫩 Why do I keep eating???

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

Is being groomed online considered as traumatic or just cringe shit that I did as a teen. Because I was groomed from 14-16 and I dont think its all that traumatic 🤔 maybe im just weird.

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

I saw someone cut to the artery and bleed out on twitter? 😭😭 lucky yayyy but I know that healing will be a BITCHHH

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

I got someone's progesterone instead of my Lexapro at the pharmacy 😭😭 I had to go back and everythingggg

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♡Val♡ edsky @stolenvalor666.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

Meow meow😔😔 meow meow meow. MEOOOOWWWWWW meow meow meow meow meow💅🏾💅🏾

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