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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 13/10/2025

I love being so fucking depressed and suicidal that if I just disappear nobody would care lol

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

I love struggling and waiting for an hour with the crisis line with absolutely no help. Sick👍

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

Im fr gonna delete all my socials. No point having this shit anyways.

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

I adopted a cat named Corned Beef. I love him sm😭

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

Whats the point of making a new line of laptops if you can't even make replacement chargers lmfao. Why did my ex get me this piece of shit

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

Fr crazy for an artist to ignore you instead of saying something lmfao. Whatever.

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

Silly little art I got done on etsy of Esker. Absolutely love itt!

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

I wonder if theirs furry artists that do surprise commissions. Like I wanna throw all the art I have of Esker and just be like here surprise me with something especially like headshot pieces I can use for pfps cuz I hate thinking out details for this stuff lol

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 20/04/2025

I feel like I'm giving up my last shred of dignity and having a mobility aid now to help me walk. I give up fighting with doctors. I'm tired of just isolating myself because of my mental health and the body pain I have.

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 06/04/2025

You know its crazy seeing people wanting friends especially on tiktok or apps but can't even make the effort to start up convos. I am honestly so sick of having to be the one to ask to do stuff or start a convo. I make an exception for one person but thats cuz we talked about it,

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

Honestly might delete social medias. No point having them lmfao. Hardly have friends or anyone that interacts with my posts for here or twitter.

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

I got 3 new piercings today. Mantis, bridge and the right side of my nose done. None of them even hurt. Am I crazy lmfao?

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

Man gotta love relationships not working lol.

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

I hate I have to just tell people I'm trans(ftm) when really I just wanna be seen as a mushroom/clown gender(s) plus humanthing lmfao.

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

Fr need a sugar daddy. So sick of working lmfao. Worried I'm gonna be homeless in the summertime because I don't make enough for a 1 bedroom and probably a private room lol. Mental health is in the trash. I feel like a zombie. Everything's great :)

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

I hate that I'm just stuck with Axel as a preferred name. Getting yelled at by people cuz I apparently change my name too much(Axel is the 3rd time I've changed my name). And not finding a name related to possibly clown/mushroom/horror that I like. Guess I'm just stuck with this and being unhappy :)

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

Being a gender collector and having a love to learn about so many lgbtq terms is a curse. Going down a rabbit hole to learn more terms and I'm finding more mushroom and clown genders. Please send help, its fucking 3am lmfao.

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

Its great things are actually getting better. Happy for once. Yippee✨️

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

My little creature I got comissioned that I fucking absolutely love. @floraldeath.bsky.social did it for me :))

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

I've gone down a rabbit hole and finally found mushroom related genders and pronouns but my problem is also wanting compliments that are mushroom themed that people could use on me😭

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

Have a collection of stuff, my friend did for me on my strawpage lol. @deathrabbit.bsky.social

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

Art I commissioned and forgot to post! Wanted to do the line trend that was popular on twitter. @floraldeath.bsky.social is the artist :)

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

Its so funny leaving little doodles for people on their straw page and completely forgetting I can decently draw but I just gave up with being an artist. I wonder if I should start practicing again🧍.

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Spore @stinkytrashratx.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

Im just now seeing this lovely spongebob drawing on my strawpage and I would like to show everyone else especially because idk who drew it :)

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