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I’m supposed to make tacos tonight but I’d really rather just have Taco Bell if we’re going the taco route. I’m so tired and so hungry.

We made the mess at the apartment, we should be the ones cleaning it, not my parents. I’m just…the whole thing feels so wrong.

I feel really bad bc my parents are over at the apartment cleaning it up so they can list it online and sell it, and I’m at the new house laying down borderline falling asleep. I told them to let me help them clean but they said they don’t mind. The guilt is weighing me down.

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Just spend an hour doing some more unpacking and I am already so worn out. I wanted to at least vacuum before taking a shower and calling it quits for the day but I just can’t.

The lemon dress is finished! 🍋 making all the lemons sook forever but it was so worth it!

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This is not the lemon dress but i made this last night and im really happy with it!

I made the lemon decal on the front which took an hour. Hardest part is over 😮‍💨

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Going to start making the lemon dress today, wish me luck!

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That looks absolutely amazing. Consider me jealous 🥴

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So much construction outside our house 🥴 thank goodness they don’t work weekends, I think I’d go crazy. I shouldn’t complain though, this living situation is so much better than the previous one 🙏🏼

I’m out of the house visiting my grandma for the day, and I cannot shake off the anxiety I’m having. I keep thinking I’m going back to the apartment after this but then I remind myself that I’m going home to a big quiet house. I dont know why I can’t get that through my head.

It’s incredible how much lower my Xanax/gummy intake has been since moving. I would take one of each almost every day before. The last four days, I’ve taken one gummy and that’s it. My anxiety level is so much better.

I’m going to make a lemon dress in dressmaker and nobody can stop me!!!

I have my bf and both my parents texting me and I just want to be left alone to color. Ughhhhh

I’ve missed coloring so much…💖

I might! I definitely want to make other Pokémon inspired dresses regardless. Thank you! I was afraid it didn’t look good tbh 🥴

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I tried to create a dress based off Leafeon! Took me about three hours to make 🍃

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The dress I made last night! Im very proud of it. Lavender & sage vibes 💜💚

So most of the houses in our new neighborhood are still being built, so there’s a shit ton of construction going on outside. It’s pretty loud. I’m pretty annoyed even though I expected this. But I’d still take this a million times over our old neighbor at the apartment. 🤷🏼‍♀️

We have internet! Thank goodness.

I just made my favorite dress so far in dressmaker but I can’t upload a proper photo bc internet 😓 tomorrow! I really love it.

It’s literally a five minute drive why am I such a coward

My mom’s making my drive to the grocery store tomorrow and it’s kind of ruining my night bc I’m so scared.

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I want somewhere to put my fairy lights but my closet doesn’t have an outlet 😔 maybe I’ll string them along my coloring desk once i get one

I sounded pretty good in there if I do say so myself 😋

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Bf laughed yesterday when I came out of the bathroom and said “yo the acoustics in our bathroom are fire” after singing in the shower.

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Dressmaker is my newest hyper fixation and I’m not mad about it.

I get to reschedule my psych appointment bc I’m so happy from the change of environment that I don’t need any med changes atm!! Instead I’ll he getting my hair done with my mom 🥹

Bf went to work and I’m by myself in the house for the first time. It’s definitely kind of eerie and strange being alone in a bigger space, especially since it’s quiet here, but I’ll sure I’ll get used to it.

The past 36 hours have been absolutely blissful. Peace and quiet, spending quality time with the parents and bf during the move, and just overall settling in has actually been really fun. 🥹

A closet for a princess 👑 (it’s me. I’m the princess)

Unpacked aaaaall the art supplies. It’s going to be a good week 😅

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Bf has been playing Mario superstar baseball for two hours and he’s so into it, it’s very cute.

Unpacking my art supplies and oh my god it feels so good to even just see this stuff again. I can’t wait to color this week!

Dressmaker is so fun!! I couldn’t upload a proper screenshot bc no internet 😓 but this is the best one I’ve made so far!

Scratch what I said earlier about sleep. I’ve been trying to sleep for four hours and haven’t slept a wink. I think I’m still riding the high from all this moving excitement and it’s got my mind racing. It’s no big deal, I’m in the living room playing dressmaker until I can sleep.

We managed to get a very weak internet connection so I’m downloading dressmaker! It’s taking forever…but I’m excited to play tomorrow 😅

Realized I can’t download dressmaker and play tonight bc we don’t have internet until Tuesday

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