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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

so i will not ask you why you were creeping in some sad way, i already know

botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

i have never known a silence like the one fallen here never watched my future darken in a single tear i know we want this to go easy by being somebody's fault but we've gone long enough to know this isn't what we want and that isn't always bad

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

winter worn me out like i was prada threw up on me when the night was through you can keep a dream in your mind only to find it's the hope that was killing you

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

and i wish i could say that the river of my arms have found the ocean and i wish i could say the cold lake water of my heart christ, it's boiling over

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

so i will not ask you why you were creeping in some sad way, i already know

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

she's gonna save me, call me “baby“ run her hands through my hair she'll know me crazy, soothe me daily better yet, she wouldn't care

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

wondering who i copy mustering some tender charm she feels no control of her body she feels no safety in my arms

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

ohh let there be damage ensued and tabloid news and that kind of love (that's the kind of love) (that's the kind of love) (that's the kind of love)

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

the last time it was heard out loud the perfect genius of our hands and mouths were shocked to resignation as the arguing declined

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

you know when it's twelve o'clock in soho, baby it’s gin o'clock where i wake up, i don't know

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

the paint on the walls come down like a waterfall the goal i was aiming for was the wrong one

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

it's not the war, but what's behind it oh, the fear of how men is near assignment and everything that we're denied by keeping the divide it's not the waking, it's the rising

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

it's a kindness, highness crumbs enough for everyone old and young are welcome to the meal

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

this life lived mostly underground unknowing either sight nor sound ’til reaching up for sunlight just to be ripped out by the stem

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

all that was shown to me, sunlight was something foreknown to me, sunlight, oh sunlight oh, your love is sunlight oh, your love is sunlight

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

some part of me must have died the first time that you called me baby and some part of me came alive the first time that you called me baby

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

there's no plan, there's no race to be run the harder the rain, honey, the sweeter the sun

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

bhfuilis soranna sorcha ach tagais 'nós na hoíche trína chéile; le chéile claochlaithe

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

you know when it's twelve o'clock in soho, baby it’s gin o'clock where i wake up, i don't know

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

come and get some skinning the children for a war drum putting food on the table selling bombs and guns it's quicker and easier to eat your young

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

honey, this club here is stuck up dinner and diatribes i knew it from the first look of the look of mischief in your eyes

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

each day, you'd rise with me know that i would gladly be the icarus to your certainty oh, my sunlight, sunlight, sunlight

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

one bright morning goes so easy darkness always finds you either way

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

play it from the bedside is “stella by starlight“ there was my heart, the drums that start off night and day

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

but whose heart would not take flight? betray the moon as acolyte on first and fierce affirming sight of sunlight, sunlight, sunlight

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

if it falls i would hold on for all it's worth the future's so bright it's burning

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

but you spoke some quick new music that went so far to soothe this soul as it was and ever shall be unearth without a name

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

i watch the work of my kin, bold and boyful toying somewhere between love and abuse calling to join them, the wretched and joyful shaking the wings of their terrible youths

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

you know better, babe, you know better, babe than to look at it, look at it like that

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

if the wind turns, if i hit a squall allow the ground to find its brutal way to me

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

true that love in withdrawal was the weeping of me that the sound of the saw must be known by the tree must be felled for to fight the cold i fretted fire but that was long ago

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

there's no plan, there's no race to be run the harder the rain, honey, the sweeter the sun

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

running with bulls working my miracles holding my world together with a boot string

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

there's nothing sweeter than my baby i’d never want once from the cherry tree cause my baby's sweet as can be she'd give me toothaches just from kissing me

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

i’d still know you not being shown you i only need the working of my hands

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

one time we would want for nothing (one time we had it all, love) we knew what our love was worth (when we had nothing) now we're always missing something (i miss when) i miss when we did not need much

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

with her sweetened breath, and her tongue so mean she's the angel of small death and the codeine scene with her straw-blonde hair, her arms hard and lean she's the angel of small death and the codeine scene

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

i would still be surprised i could find you, darling in any life if i could hold you for a minute darling, i would do it again, ah, ah

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

and darling, all my dreaming is only put to shame and darling, all my dreaming has only been given a name

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

i watch the work of my kin, bold and boyful toying somewhere between love and abuse calling to join them, the wretched and joyful shaking the wings of their terrible youths

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

dragging along following your form hung like the pelt of some prey you had worn

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

the memory hurts but does me no harm your hand in my pocket to keep us both warm

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

and it's worth it, it's divine i have this some of the time

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

drain the whole sea, get something shiny something meaty for the main course that's a fine-looking high horse what you got in the stable? we've a lot of starving faithful

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

and i wish i could say that the river of my arms have found the ocean and i wish i could say the cold lake water of my heart christ, it's boiling over

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

it creeps into the corners as the moment fades a voice your body jumps to calling out your name but after this, i’m never gonna be the same and i am never going back again

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

all that was shown to me, sunlight was something foreknown to me, sunlight, oh sunlight oh, your love is sunlight oh, your love is sunlight

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botzier @startcarving.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

be, be, be, be, be be as you've always been be, be, be, be, be be as you've always been (lover be good to me)

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