kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 17/06/2025some semi-aimless background paintings #artistsonbluesky 010
Reposted by kai 💫Jeremy ✷ @sangkalibutan.bsky.social · 10/05/2025👁 behold... my piece for the #1000xRESIST anniversary fanzine! Please check out everyone's amazing works too! download it for free here: 0x0ada.itch.io/blue-communion #artph @1000xrfanzine.bsky.social 35126
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 10/05/2025hi everyone i fully forgot i have an account here lol. i will be updating w my new stuff in the next few days 👍 000
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 03/12/2024its been four days and im still thinking about conclave. i love movie 010
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 29/11/2024i watched conclave yesterday and still thinking about it. highly recommend it, especially going into it knowing as little as possible, i was spoiled on the ending twist and it still made my heart soar. i am what god made me!!!💥 000
Reposted by kai 💫sacred field 𓃖 @sacredfield.bsky.social · 26/11/2024Godtomb Monk. The blue circle on his head is called a “Universal Disc” and represents both the Desert and its higher, inverted form, the Sky. His hands and face are stained with godflesh dye. 4503102
Reposted by kai 💫greaver @clownsaint.bsky.social · 16/11/2024Happy #IndieAnimationDay! Currently deep into production of my indie pilot Ersatz, in the meantime, here's some of my other work #Indieanimation 123161
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 26/11/2024signalis also has a cool one but fnv is probably my favorite iteration of it....iirc its right after you learn six's backstory or after you do something horrible so it very much feels like you're being sent to hell (i have no screencaps because of difficult that encounter was) 000
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 26/11/2024playing black mesa for the first time (REALLY GOOD) and its cementing the idea that every video game should have a diagonal freight elevator in it 100
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 24/11/2024anyway im very happy with where im at, and i need to remember its good for me to talk about it whenever I want to :,) fellow psychotic people i love you so much, i hope the world only gets kinder to us. 010
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 24/11/2024when i was coming to terms with it, i talked about it a lot, and i was overwhelmed by how many people were sympathetic or politely curious. and i don't need to be afraid anymore. every day i feel so blessed to have family and friends who understand and accept me fully 110
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 24/11/2024i never got into my more severe mental issues with my therapist as a kid because i was afraid of being institutionalized, never told the friends i lost touch with why i wasn't hanging out with them. but nobody should have to fear that!! its hard enough to go through, there should be no shame in this 110
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 24/11/2024what little of psychotic disorders is discussed in wider circles is so soaked with dehumanization and fear---even in neurodivergent/mental health circles, psychotic people are a common scapegoat, and even in popular portrayals that ARE sympathetic, psychotic people are still often seen as violent 110
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 24/11/2024sometimes i feel like i never shut up about being psychotic, and then i remember why i never shut up about it---that because i didnt talk about it when i was younger, it led me to be more isolated and MUCH worse off---and then i talk about it some more 230
Reposted by kai 💫leg @littleeyeguy.bsky.social · 24/11/2024You were consumed whole by Tykat, legendary salt kraken. #CavesOfQud 233
Reposted by kai 💫cerb (she/he) @cerberus.northsky.social · 16/11/2024raven's shiny perch 🚥 #art #formline #indigenousart 6339143
Reposted by kai 💫DaToonie @dattoonie.bsky.social · 22/11/2024mommies and daddies for my dear ol' OCs! 🗣️ imo, parents/guardians help define an OC, so i'll design them too 😌 (there are siblings in mind, but i ain't drawin all that rn) 422434461
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 23/11/2024kinda in a weird spot with my art right now but its okay. i will just chill and experiment and have a good time 👍 030
Reposted by kai 💫bogbody cecil @elysiuminfra.bsky.social · 21/11/2024recently had to go to the hospital and take time off work to recover from kidney problems. my upcoming paycheck is going to be real bad. i need money for food for the upcoming weeks. ko-fi.com/cknelysium not asking for much. if you like what i do i'd appreciate a hand or two.ko-fi.comSupport CECIL K. N. on Ko-fi! ❤️. ko-fi.com/cknelysiumSupport CECIL K. N. On Ko-fi. Ko-fi lets you support the people and causes you love with small donations 1510
Reposted by kai 💫Casper Pham @marcheriest.bsky.social · 20/11/2024the earth, the knots, the stone yard #pathologic 4384156
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 20/11/2024once saw someone say “Catherine didn’t do anything wrong” which like I get where you’re coming from but she did wear the face of a guys girlfriend in order to manipulate him. like I agree with your point and she literally had to do it but that was a little messed up :,) 000
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 20/11/2024oscillated rapidly between thinking about catherine and cutter while at work today...genuinely so much fun that two characters in totally separate stories have such similar ideologies (wrt their bodies + unsettling optimism), but from polar opposite experiences 100
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 19/11/2024i guess i should talk about it more, its a combination 2D/3D film about a construction company that values appearance over function, and that mindset's consequences. looking back on it theres a lot I would've done differently, but I'm still very proud :,) 000
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 19/11/2024i rewatched it today and remembered my thesis film is pretty cool and you should check it out 👍 youtu.be/lJXDR28THQA?...youtu.beCONSTRUCT [thesis film]YouTube video by starryguykai 100
Reposted by kai 💫Graham Yarrington @grahamyarrington.bsky.social · 16/11/2024“Woodland Portal” one of my newest paintings 🙂🌈 9730195
kai 💫 @starryguykai.bsky.social · 17/11/2024i should get a little badge that says "SOMA UNDERSTANDER" 100