iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

i also don't anticipate any of this being 'soon', but i'm not abandoning it. too much work has been put into it at this point, i refuse to give in!

it's also my intention to try and get several chapters ahead before i start publishing again. i want to give myself some leg room, and this doesn't feel unachievable at this point which is nice ig!

also i'm still not close to finishing but i'm feeling good about mentally sorting out where I'm headed so i can visualise what need to be done more and have everything be a lot more digestible for me to deal with. and also, frankly, for people to read.

it means i'm fully scrapping my original 12 chapter plan, and no longer overthinking structure so much. the story just is going to be what it is (a FIC) which can be as long and rambly as it needs to be.

positive steps forward in the mental preparation of what originally was the 'next chapter' of plan bee. known for years it would be too long to post as one chapter, so it's getting separated out (probably into more sections than this!), and this feels like a useful positive step for me

✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

This was June's effort, which is certainly not Nothing! Despite how busy I've been. 5,565 new words, taking my total for the year word count up to 43,990 new words.

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✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

in case you missed my midnight posting - I actually updated! 🔔

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✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

time again to see what anthony and kate are up to in aubrey falls! (and it's kinda Sad TM) chapter 8 (pt 2) is now up on ao3 for your fic reading pleasure archiveofourown.org/works/429727...

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It’s like I forget how to write as soon as I log on anywhere. My brain shuts off and just hands it over to vibe

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it's actually so funny that i'm a fic writer and put so much effort into fics and then i log on to social media and have yet to successful publish post that's not riddled with typos that render a sentence nonsensical

it is sad and emo but at least it's also a horny briefly. hope kate rebuilt the walls of that house to be thick and reinforced. when did they invent soundproofing

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also in advance sorry that it's a largely sad emo chapter

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i want to post the next chapter of this today. holding myself accountable here first for the bsky homies, you will know before everyone else if i manage to do it 🥸

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Overall year word count so far is 38,410 words. All that and I haven't published since January.

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Love how I said I'd do this and then I didn't. May was good though!

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her heart just goes oh he's a hero and i'll secretly hold a flame for him forever 😭 and like wdym she's just a little kid and she falls in love with him bc she just thinks wow he's the best person i know 😭

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like it appeared after she heard about him jumping into an icy pond to save his brother from drowning and partially lost his hearing for it & she's intrigued and compelled but then she accidentally sees him standing up to Danbury that day and it cements what type of person he is to her and it's OVER

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not to emo about my own fics, but ETABR Kate really does make me emo if i think about her too much. the idea of her childhood crush on anthony is soooo

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✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

This makes me happy ❤️

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all this for my least popular kathony fic. but its ok cos the ppl who get it, get it, and they're my crew 500% and you're all precious to me. i will FEED you i promise

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✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

them: have you abandoned this fic? will we ever see it updated? do you even write any more? me in my drafts, every damn day:

✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

i should honestly should be locked up. wdym this was originally meant to be one single chapter

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◢ RED ◣ @rrh-art.bsky.social · 18/05/2025

Remember when she funded an anti trans bill, then when it passed, posted a picture of herself with wine and cigars and bragged ‘I love it when a plan comes together?’ That is literally where that money for these games go. Buying her trash, funds anti LGBTQ+ laws.

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peterkwells @peterkwells.com · 18/05/2025

"Police have been issued guidance on how to search women’s homes for abortion drugs and check their phones for menstrual cycle tracking apps after unexpected pregnancy loss" "...police could bypass legal requirements for a court order to obtain medical records..." observer.co.uk/news/nationa...

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Police could search homes and phones after pregnancy loss | The Observer

New national guidance suggests officers look for menstrual tracking apps or abortion drugs

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✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

enjoying reading my draft chapters for plan bee and getting to the end/unfinished sections thinking how do i get more of this and then realising -

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martyfive @martyfive.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

i wanna love tomorrow, but i love what’s left #kcd2 #hansry

a digital painting with three characters from kingdom come deliverance games standing one before the other: lady jitka, hans and henry. first comes lady jitka of kunstadt standing with her back to us. she is dressed in a dark reddish dress with white rim that slightly opens her shoulders, and a white waistband. she has black hair and warm skin and looks very delicate. next, standing face to face with her but looking sideways, is hand capon, her almost husband. he’s highest of the three of them, dressed is almost all white, with yellow hues. there’s somewhat lost look on his face. he holds jitka’s right hand in his left one up, but it doesn’t look like he’s doing it willingly. behind him, almost lost to the background and to the figures before him, stands henry. he’s holding his sword in his left hand, wearing a red glove. the blade of the sword stays between hans’ and jitka’s shoulders, not letting them come closer to each other. henry’s face is barely visible behind hans’ shoulder but he’s looking at jitka. not with hate, not with jealousy, more with acceptance and awareness. henry’s holding a wreath full of flowers and a red ribbon in his right hand. hans’ right one, instead of holding jitka’s, has found the wreath without having to look, and his and henry’s finger are
touching. jitka knows. she’s looking down, trying to reach them with her fingers, but alas. that heart is already full.

there are herbs’ silhouettes in the background. according to the list of plants with symbolism on wiki, here’s their meaning. astragalus for hans (your presence softens my pain), heliotrope for henry (emblem of faithfully devoted love), and rue for jitka (regret, sorrow, repentance, grace, clear vision , disdain).

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Orientalld @orntlld.bsky.social · 16/03/2025

Why would you need a new sword every day, my lord?🤨 #hansry

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Anna Hollinrake 🌤️ @annahollinrake.com · 19/03/2025

my emotional support medieval knights #hansry #kcd2 #wip

A work in progress of a painting of Henry and Hans from the game KCD2

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Kasia Brz @avatarkasia.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

In the fields somewhere near the Devil's Den 😌❤️🤝 #hansry #kcd #kingdomcomedeliverance

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✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

they're a ship of all time, i fear (the hand clutching the cloak 👁️🫦👁️)

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ionomycin @ionomycin.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

i'll always be there to bring you back #kcd2 #hansry

drawing of my favorite bisexual knights from kcd2 on a horse. henry is once again saving hans from some trouble he probably got them both into

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to warn everyone here on bluesky of my new brainrot: im so sorry. the medieval knight yaoi has got me so good. i'm barely thinking about anything else

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i feel coo coo bananas about this

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I say this but after several years work I might /nearly/ have finished their first kiss???? That's today's aim at least 😭

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like my word count is SO HIGH on plan bee and yet i'm in my drafts trembling like okay but have i missed something, is this crafted enough, what about This character etc.

✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

do you know what's so absurd about my flavour of writing/slow burn, is that i can write 100k+ of a fic and still wonder as i'm writing something if i'm missing out on writing some dynamic/relationship and if i've dived into some plot or something too quickly

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i'm at that point in the writing process again where a chapter is like 75% of the way done but the well feels dry and everything i write i have no sense of whether it's any good or not

✨ @starksfelling.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

certainly a lot less for February 2025 than January, but this is better than zero! Almost all on the next chapter of ETABR. My overall 2025 word count is up to about 15,512 words ❤️