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If a job is important for society you can guarantee that they’re not gonna be in the 1%. 99.9% of the most important jobs in society have horrendous issues in terms of pay and conditions.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 15h

We gotta pull this one on him. He made a career off of criticizing children on deviantart. He’s cringe as fuck for thinking his opinion holds any weight.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 15h

He made one good video about corporate art styles and that’s it. Man of one good take. Anybody who thinks that art has to be amazing to be able to say it’s better than AI slop is cringe. Literally this fucking comic. He made a career off of the back of insulting children he’s fuckin cringe.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 22h

Purpose made ASMR sucks compared to old school asmr when it comes to actually being relaxing. A complicated roleplay with layers of immersion just cannot match up to some random lady reading Frankenstein in her kitchen in 2013 to me.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 22h

I don’t wanna go on and on about how ASMR is better when it’s unintentional or DIY and not super polished but yeah it is because it mimics actual unintentionally relaxing situations irl.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 22h

This was before people even did binaural videos. I miss 2013 era asmr it was so unintentional and had this DIY flavour to it that makes it inherently more relaxing to me because it’s just some random person whispering about stuff. It has that magic in the bottle.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 22h

I’m shaking my walking stick. I remember when this was just niche and it was called “whisper videos” and it was just girls (and sometimes the odd guy in there) whisper reading their books or showing us stuff they owned or pretending they’re cutting your hair by holding scissors to the mic

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

😔🙃 no anime butch for me there huh

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I’m just sayin I think he knows how to treat somebody

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I’m not into self shipping or yumeshipping but if I was…

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Flambae as sailor moon is everything

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I absolutely love the little freckles on cats noses so cute 🥺

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I’m playing the urbz ds and looking up lore on the console games and they’re so deliciously mc bling early to mid 00s era

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

How long would I be a rotting corpse for? It’s kind of a scary thought at times

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Huh sometimes I wonder if I suddenly died in my flat would the people around me notice

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Despoina [Commissions Open] @desdarkdesigns.neocities.org · 06/10/2026

I think at this point it would be healthier for everyone to disingage with "That" trend, people, a lot of people are actively doing ragebait with it and it's actively harming y'alls mental health. Just unfollow and block, give yourselves a break from all of this.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Idk navel gazing is something I seem to do a bit too much at times.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Tbh I think I learnt quickly in higher education to lower my expectations. I had potential and then I got sexually assaulted and it just went kaput if I took it back or I changed who I hung around with who or what would I even be now? My life is so defined by struggling against it now

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Maybe I just hold myself to the standard of people who aren’t mentally ill sacks of shit and are consistently competent even tho I’ve never been that way I’ve just had to try and pretend I am

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Idk maybe I’m just feeling sorry for myself but i feel like my potential compared to my peers and my siblings is just like decimated by the fact that all it takes is a couple of bad days for me to start to break apart again and again

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Idk I don’t think a lot of people really get that embittered sadness you feel when you clock that you’re probably too mentally ill to really get super far in life no matter how intelligent you are or how hard you try at something

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I don’t understand the fuckin vice grip this series has on people. Like are people so unwilling to let go of something? I don’t get it…

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I don’t get people who are like “my favvv artist” your fav artist is a rapist. Your fav writer funds hate campaigns against marginalized folks. Your stubborn refusal to let them go says worse things about you than if you stopped entertaining them altogether.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

The way she responded to it made me so mad, it was fucking personal too like I’ve dealt with sexual cooercion many times in my life I’ve dropped people for much less in the past too.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Adding to this I think some people just cannot rip something away from themselves. I don’t fully get it given that I literally threw away felonie fartinez the moment I knew she was a wrongun. And it hurt, it really did but what she did was so fucking bad

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I won’t lie I cannot relate to people who say they can’t unpin anything Harry Potter from their lives. I don’t bother with it, haven’t bothered with it meaningfully since like 2016 when that beasts movie came out and it’s not left enough of a mark for it to hurt me ripping it away

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I would argue that The Hunger Games left more of a mark on me as a person than Harry Potter. Even then it’s more the zeitgeist of dystopian fiction and having to study Brave New World in school that made it more impactful on me

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I read Harry Potter in the summer of 2015 when I was really depressed and had literally nothing else going once I’d left that summer behind it never really left much more of a mark on my life

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Surely by now the culture has moved on? Like have these people in the fanbase genuinely not moved onto other shit or got into making their own shit?? Why in the big 26 do we care about a novel series that was showin its age in 2006?

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I’m so outta the loop why are people even bothering with Harry Potter shit still? Like idg why one of the “biggest novels” in 2025 was a fucking door stopper length Harry Potter rape fic rebranded like outside of the terf shit why do people even care about that series anymore?

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Something something Karl Marx was right

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I wonder if the me staggering home after being sexually assaulted would foretell that it would lead 12 years down the line to me snapping bc hyper consumption is catching me in a dopamine cycle I don’t like being in? It’s like that domino meme

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

All I’ve done in 2026 is shop and go to concerts it’s bad. It’s bleak. That’s not all there should be in my life. There’s way more to me as a person than just spending money and consuming. I need a break from the hyper consumerism we have in life rn

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Like I barely fucking live my life any more outside of my job. I get home, eat and then just melt before sleeping to work again. I dont make nearly enough art, I haven’t read properly and consistently in over a year now, I don’t listen to music I have to force myself to concerts

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Like all I get from there is the compulsion to buy something for a quick dopamine hit or an article or post or comment that enrages me, Instagram I just see endless reels and get shit advertised to me or get rage propoganda thrown at me I can’t do it any more man

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I deleted fb and IG off of my phone, the constant advertising was too much for me. I have a genuine shopping addiction and I’m in debt because of it. It keeps getting worse by how much I’ve been seeing advertisements all the time. I need to take some time out to get away from the rage too

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Like irl I make hints to aspects of my identity *alllll the time* but I don’t outright say it

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

lol I hold my welshness like my non binary ness it is there but it’s really only something you can know or see about me if you’re looking for it specifically

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I went to see a welsh punk band I love tonight I’m feeling a bit patriotic. The longer I live in England the more welsh I become.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

All this to say that song they made us sing when I was 13 at the eistedfodd actually goes off now that I’m 31 lol

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

England was only there for me when I needed a Dr or an orthodontist. England didn’t do much of the important shit for me. By that measure I will always consider myself welsh. In my hometowns the signs were English AND welsh. We said hwyl fawr at the end of a school day and bore da at the start.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I am stealth welsh. I grew up there, I went through welsh schooling (which included welsh lessons I wish I’d paid more attention to and cared about) but I sound English. My parents are scouse (a lot of scousers take exception at being called English lol and I see it) England is my deadbeat dad

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Am I sat up listening to a club mix of Sospan Fach? Yea. Am I enjoying it like the welsh cunt I am deep down? Yea again.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

They also forget that lots of people hate it *because* they know how it works and that alone is enough reason to think it sucks.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Like it’s frustrating bc we’re told and sold that we have so many problems and then told and sold false solutions for said problems. Self esteem issues?? ITS BECAUSE YOUR SKINCARE ROUTINE IS LACKING!! I feel like the carrots get dangled in front of me so much these days

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Not to go all Marx on main but I feel like existing in the world these days is. Just being torrentially exposed to ads. The sheer amount of advertisements I see in a fucking day is actually eye watering when you stop to think about it and I’m getting sick of it

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Life literally just feels like it’s millions of different fucking businesses constantly seeing how they can squeeze money out of you

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Meeting somebody as an adult is hard, also when you throw in the mix of how much harder social interaction can feel these days it’s kinda clear that it’s a really hard time to get a date. A lot of meeting the right person is all down to chance too.

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Stadtmouse @stadtmouse.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

It’s a difficult dating climate atm on all fronts unfortunately. A lot of people are less receptive to romantic relationships partially bc the apps are a shit show and also 3rd spaces are limited. Try not to be hard on yourself about it, it may not be something wrong just a shit time to date

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