Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 07/10/2026I just don't see anything in myself of value for anything really 010
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 07/10/2026the concept of following a north star is something I wish I had I guess, I feel like having an idea to focus on, something to guide you along, is super important but everything I've tried to follow feels so pointless when my own self respect is close to nothing 130
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 07/10/2026I feel like when I was younger I was a lot more inspired and stuff, But nowadays I just feel tired and numb. I keep thinking things like "I wish I had desire" because I don't want anything anymore I've just given up 130
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 07/10/2026how am I supposed to make anything meaningful when nothing I make means anything to even me? 130
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 07/10/2026I can play around with ideas all I want but it's hard for me to even make myself happy it sucks, I can't understand what I want, what I like, what I love. It makes me feel so incomplete and I feel like such a waste of a person because of it all 140
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 07/10/2026So often I'm in this state of nothing feeling enjoyable anymore, I really would probably be twice as good at almost everything I toil with if I was just not like this as often 170
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 07/10/2026Sometimes I feel almost a sense of guilt for how often my own sadness or anxiety gets in the way of me creating anything at all. Like, thinking about how much better of an artist and a creative I'd be if I wasn't so sad all the time, I'd be making things more often, and be way better than I am now 1170
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 03/10/2026When my birthday happens soon I might wanna just take like a week off or something again if I can 090
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Back to work after a break but immediately feel like i'm about to get sick and get a headache haha 170
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I've been working like crazy lately and not getting to play as many games as I'd like, for some reason it's hard for me to really take a break for more than a day or I feel a sense of dread 1180
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 26/09/2026Apotheosis specifically? Not really, But I did play The Future Past DLC and it was AMAZING and I wish it was a part of the base game 000
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 25/09/2026I did in fact beat the normal route of Apotheosis and now to prepare for the secret route 140
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 25/09/2026I never actually completed all the DLC especially Apotheosis in Fire Emblem Awakening so I've been replaying the game- I finally reached a point where I can tackle the normal route of it and these are the units I got decked out for it after lots of grinding and planning 190
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 24/09/2026I may have shared this already in the past but this song is so nice www.youtube.com/watch?v=lJI9...youtube.comShower dutyYouTube video by Meaningful Stone - Topic 130
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 20/09/2026are people like embarrassed to have their game feel like a game instead of a program? I don't really know what started the trend for every game ui to look the same but it still makes me sad to see it, I actually wish it was something people talked about more 0172
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 20/09/2026I'm thinking, for a long time i've hated a lot of modern video game UI/HUDs for being super minimalistic and boring where it feels like i'm scrolling through Hulu instead of an inventory but Persona 5's UI was so highly praised and yet I rarely see any games even attempt to imitate it 1181
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 18/09/2026I'm thinking how much I loved Act 2 in Inscryption back when I played it and how badly I wish there was like a spinoff that's just Act 2 and it's suuuuper long with more balance 090
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 17/09/2026I was watching this Youtube video for Fortune's Weave and this had me burst out laughing 180
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 28/08/2026There was an ATLUS survey and I was getting excited at just the very thought of SMTIV and Apocalypse getting releases onto Steam, Same with Etrian Odyssey Nexus and IV 060
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 24/08/2026www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGxB...youtube.comElegyYouTube video by Mild High Club - Topic 030
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 24/08/2026www.youtube.com/watch?v=PH0M...youtube.com長谷川白紙 - Freeway (HAKUSHI HASEGAWA - Freeway) [Official Audio]YouTube video by 長谷川白紙 HAKUSHI HASEGAWA 130
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 24/08/2026www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvJZ...youtube.commoon_childYouTube video by ruiniur 130
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 23/08/2026I miss the niche it had, not a lot of stealth games out there with that sorta artstyle nevermind mixed with platforming. A lot of stealth games are like assassin games or military style, I really liked the comic book style violence and dumb cartoon logic fused into the stealth and platforming haha 050
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 23/08/2026I still miss that series it's kinda sad I think, It was a game series I loved a lot as a kid but it's been pretty dead for like a decade 120
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 23/08/2026Though because of that game I never had that issue of "What's an R3" On the PS2 controller, I'd just think "Oooh like pinging a waypoint in sly" 110
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 23/08/2026I have a core memory of playing Sly 3 on the PS2 when I was a kid and not being able to read the auto scrolling text box tutorials cuz I couldn't read fast enough yet 111
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 23/08/2026I find it funny a lot of my favorite video games came out before I was even able to read very good 180
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 19/08/2026I also just think the price of games is absurd but I always felt that because DS/3DS games were seen I guess as 'less graphically intense' perhaps that might be enough for them to be willing to ease up on the price of those too? I don't know, I remember most games just being like $40 or so 020
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 19/08/2026I know the Switch lite was an attempt at a more affordable console but with the AI issue It might be a real long time before the switch 2 gets a 'lite' version. I can't help but think just making a handheld that's cheaper to produce because it demands less would be a good idea... 120
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 19/08/2026I've been replaying a lot of random DS and 3DS games these days and I can't help but think about this over and over, People say the switch is a handheld but it's not priced like one at all. And then I think about how the 3DS/DS Library is so huge and has so many good games and they're just stuck now 120
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 19/08/2026I'm just imagining the kinda home I grew up in; Not a lot of money, lots of kids, Everyone would want their own Switch 2 nowadays, There's couch co-op games sure but not a lot- It'd be hard for 5 kids to share that every day. The DS line was always cheaper than buying multiple consoles and TVs 130
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 19/08/2026I keep thinking about how much I wish nintendo would make a clamshell DS again, RAM is expensive, Storage is expensive. But the 3DS never used a lot of RAM or Storage... they could make a HD DS and just make it a little stronger with like 1 new feature and that'd be enough for me 1160
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 07/07/2026I know it's a really common thing for people to say but I really really mean it when I say I just truly hate my life, I really wish I was born as someone else very often, even just being the average person, and having the most common occurrences in my life would be better than this 0110
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 09/06/2026I would need so much help to make it real but I'm already proving to myself that I can spend years dedicated to something every day so I'm sure I could do it all eventually given enough time I just hope I don't die too soon 0140
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 09/06/2026I'm too busy with studies but sometimes I do daydream about the game I want to make one day I'm still sad no one else has thought to make it, I just want that kind of experience to exist. 1160
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 20/05/2026I like pokemon crystal clear as a romhack but I wish there was one for the unova region games that also had a really easy to use custom trainer spritesheet maker tool thingy like crystal clear does. It's so fun making your own trainer 0130
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 04/05/2026I do wonder sometimes if id be happy in a relationship because I pretty much only really tried to be in one once but it went pretty badly. I feel like there were two other times in my life I kinda wanted to but nothing ever happened with those people in the end 0170
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 03/05/2026I've been playing this game a bit lately and I really like it I recommend it! store.steampowered.com/app/2436940/...store.steampowered.comSephiria on SteamSephiria is a top-down action rogue-lite game with pixel graphics. Go down the tower, meet various animals, and collect various talismans and artifacts to become stronger. 0100
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 02/05/2026sometimes I feel sad not being able to share certain games or things with friends because it's only available in english 090
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 28/04/2026My anxiety has been really hard to deal with lately for me but as much as I try to ignore it, it's still making me freeze up and have difficulty even speaking with friends at times 0180
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 28/04/2026I really don't like to talk about it much but the idea that a bunch of people I don't know would genuinely kind of copy me either on purpose or without realizing it did a lot to kind of hurt me slowly over time 1150
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 28/04/2026I used to be like, shamelessly myself but then people would kinda copy me on social media and I didn't like that but sometimes I wanna express more of the abstract side of myself more again cuz it's been so many years 1260
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 28/04/2026soundcloud.com/johnguscott/...soundcloud.comde Blob 2 - Paradise IslandComposer, Sound Designer, Audio Director in the video games industry. 020
Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 25/04/2026There are so many things I'm grateful for... things really can always get worse, be grateful while you can 0130
