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Jess of Gerkenwald

@squarewave.lol
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She/her My body is a machine that breaks the machines my body is made of Failing the Turing test since 1983 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️

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Olivia Artz Modular @oamodular.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
This is the Kickstarter for our next module. Please check it out: www.kickstarter.com/projects/oli...
kickstarter.com
Patience for Eurorack
Lowest frequency oscillator.
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USER WAS BLOCKED FOR THIS POST @blockedforthispost.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
I'm sorry, do you honestly think I'm gonna read your lil essay about how it's okay when Carney does the same things Harper did? Because the nebulous ends justify the rightwing means? That's just pathetic. You're supporting a rightwing political party, the least you can do is grow up and own it.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 30/07/2026
uh, wtf. chalk this one up to poor sample size i guess
Network alignment chart for Squarewave.lol

The vertical axis is mogging to gooning and the horizontal axis is from chill to harsh.  My point is the upper right corner, labeled “chaotic mogger”
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 05/07/2026
i decided to organizer my entire photo reel for reasons and came across a clip of me talking to one of my kids in 2020. i sounded like i was talking from a bottom of a cave or something i have never been gendered correctly for my voice by it was heartening to hear just how far I'd come
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 05/07/2026
this northwestern crow hangs out on mine and my neighbours roofs and the fence between our houses pretty much every day. it waits until my asshole neighbour across the street leaves for the day and rips the shit out of her yard looking for grubs, it’s great.
A photo of a north western crow perched on a cedar fence.  The crow is centred in the photo with the cedar fence in the foreground and the windshield of a car and some trees and bushes in the background.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 01/07/2026
be me, join new local trans discord server. server is all new people with no connection to any one i know, nice server is big on voice chats and i have a horrible dude voice that i haven't been able to train anywhere femme, sucks ass voicechat compression just obliterates my voice, i hate it
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 25/06/2026
it’s usually pretty hard to get pics of the birds around my house because of the density of the bushes but i managed to get one of a pair of black-capped chickadees making an absolute racket in my plum tree
A zoomed in photo of a pair of black capped chickadees hanging out in my plump tree.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 22/06/2026
day 10 "Vacation²" vacation summary: threesomes: 2 existential crises resolutions: 2 new modules for synth: 2 successful allergy tests: 2 bbqs: 2 trips to glorious costco business centre: 2 ngl, day one had me thinking this would be the worst vacation i've ever had and it ended up being the best
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 13/06/2026
day 1 of my vacation and I’m already max level stressed. cool cool cool
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 25/05/2026
i'm glad that i'm so allergic to grass that a high pollen day can cause me my throat to start to close up in the middle of the night. now i get to play the super fun game of race the antihistamines against the swelling and hope i don't have to pop an epipen and go to the hospital
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 18/05/2026
going to my first solo rave in two and a half years. i will have fun at this party and not get a panic attack if someone tries to talk to me.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 16/05/2026
*excited round of self high fives* this evening i made myself a huge pot of absolutely sublime beef and barley stew and DID NOT destroy myself by immediately housing half the pot. i put it in the fridge like the forethinking smartie i am so that future me can have the honor
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 03/05/2026
anhedonia doubleshot fuck, I’d bet on that horse every time
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 01/05/2026
after dragging my feet forever, i finally submitted my name and gender marker change i originally wasn't going to do the gender change just because it would cause less overall friction in my bureaucratic interactions if that marker matched how people generally perceived me
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 02/04/2026
be me this morning having to explain to the commissionaire employee taking my finger prints that yes, my middle name will actually be hamantha I wrote it down and she still asked “did i not spell it clearly?” “no, please read out each letter”
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 31/03/2026
i found out today that i was a big inspiration for an acquaintance in my wider social circle to come out and transition as a somewhat intentionally invisible, non-ironic brick, that is a wild thing to think about
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 20/03/2026
middle of the night roof leak during an atmospheric river is exactly what i wanted in my life this is clearly because i had a brief glimmer of hope today that the material conditions of my life might improve over the next few weeks, nothing like a fresh calamity to shit over all of that
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The Vertlartnic @thev.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
Why Do Some People Still Wear Masks In 2026 And On A Completely Unrelated Note Why Is Everyone In The Office Sick Right Now Apart From The Guy In The Mask?
A woman in a mask
Headline:
Why Do Some People Still Wear Masks In 2026 And On A Completely Unrelated Note Why Is Everyone In The Office Sick Right Now Apart From The Guy In The Mask?
Story from Jerk Wingley and Terramin Defishunsee

Photo from Adobe
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 04/03/2026
the extremely rare recorded and posted acid techno noodling session for #303 day. tb-03 and td-3 on baselines and the fr-777 doing lowly kick drum duty forgive the nose breathing into the mic, i had to use the phone audio because i still haven’t figured out how to multitrack record in linux
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erratrix or treats @chiptune.gay · 14/01/2026
alriiiiight I'm officially laid off from my job 🤷‍♀️ I don't have anything to offer anybody except for my 5.5 year old album, but if you were thinking about it, but holding off, now's a great time to check it out hypnogram.bandcamp.com/album/xiii
hypnogram.bandcamp.com
XIII, by erratrix
13 track album
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 24/01/2026
chat, is it good when you run memtest86 and get 5000 errors in the first 15 minutes? and here i was thinking things might be on the upturn
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it took an hour, maevey a day @maeveynot.online · 22/01/2026
look at him. where will he go repost to send him on a journey
1-bit drawing of a pusheen-like cat sitting in a pasta pot that i got from openclipart and edited. there are stars around on three corners because i'm using this to debug image rotation an esp32 device
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 12/01/2026
QOTD: What car do you want most, but know would be an absolutely miserable experience to own? I don't have a place to put one and I live in a rain forest. I'm terrified wasps and the places I'd take this to are full of them. However, bombing down an FSR to a bush party in this would be incredible.
An overhead 3/4 view of an open frame and cockpit car, the Ariel Nomad 2.  The frame and hood are red and the remaining parts are all various dark greys and black other than the springs on the suspension.  The car's body type is cross between a low slung roadster and a dune buggy.
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.meow @dotmeow.org · 19/12/2025
Hey! Hi! Hello! Our Kickstarter is... (drumroll, if you please) LIVE! You can find it riiiiight here: kickstarter.dotmeow.org But what IS .meow? Well! Let us explain... with video!
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 07/01/2026
finished what has been the most complicated DIY build I’ve done so far, an Erica Synths Bassline. still waiting on the as3340 so i can actually turn it on and calibrate. here in all its naked, janky glory and passably clothed in front panel
A close up photo of the control board, on the left, and the main board, on the right, of the Erica synths DiY eurorack synth voice module.  The boards are densely packed with ICs, resistors, capacitors, diodes, jacks, switches and potentiometersThe black front panel of my Erica synths DIY bassline euro rack synth voice module.  It has an array of shiny black knobs on the top half and a spread on switches and jacks on the bottom half. All craftsdwarfship is of the highest quality.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 01/01/2026
tfw when both caps work there way through all the New Year’s Eve fondue at the same time. this is going to be a night, lol
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 15/12/2025
all done. I’m totally windows free now. desktop and laptop on arch, media pc on bazzite and portable gaming on a steam deck. hope everything goes well for work tomorrow, lol.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 14/12/2025
yesterday was a success! *self high five* took care of all of the go/no-go issues and critical software(vm's and work, design and audio programs.) today is games, secondary programs and theming. if all goes well I'll be able to wipe my windows drive tonight.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 13/12/2025
i whisper "this is the year of linux desktop" endlessly while i switch my main pc from windows to arch to prevent myself from fucking something up
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bibliophibifemme.bsky.social @bibliophibifemme.bsky.social · 29/11/2025
Girls be like I don’t want to take meds I’ll lose my divine spark, and their divine spark is just casting eternal darkness upon Ten Towns.
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bibliophibifemme.bsky.social @bibliophibifemme.bsky.social · 23/11/2025
Loving this #WIP of a rainbow black hoodie ✨it’s been a pain weaving in the ends but it’s going to be so cool when it’s done
A stack of black granny squares ontop of a folded rainbow granny stitch panel A number of rainbow and black granny squares laid out over a granny stitch panel
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 23/11/2025
oh hey, it’s been almost a year since I painted minis and i built up the will power to try again. continued work on Clubber Laine from gaz minis i was going to do yellow boots and started with the requisite pink underlayer but might just stick with that and tone it down a smidge #nerdlings
A close photo of a partially painted Clubber Laine from @gazminis

The models skin is green and it’s wearing a crop style red leather jacket, purple skirt with ivory trim, turquoise tube top and shorts, and aggressive neon pink boots.  The model is blowing a bubble that is painted blue and wielding a large spiked club that is primed grey and it yet to be painted.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 21/11/2025
i think maybe it's bad form to invite a trans person to surprise gender reveal :|
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bibliophibifemme.bsky.social @bibliophibifemme.bsky.social · 12/11/2025
Visited the Ucluelet aquarium where everything is caught, visits the aquarium which is pumped with water directly from the harbour, and released within nine months back to where it was caught from. They release more creatures than they catch because sea life comes in through the pipes and stays.
Pink anemones in an aquarium A hermit crab rearing up with fish in the background A pink sea star on purple rocks A green anemone
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bibliophibifemme.bsky.social @bibliophibifemme.bsky.social · 10/11/2025
Take me to church
A cluster of orange mushrooms on a mossy stump The intricate web of roots of a massive fallen treeA moss covered fallen tree littered with fallen leaves and twigs White moist fungus growing on a log
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bibliophibifemme.bsky.social @bibliophibifemme.bsky.social · 28/10/2025
A good portion of the queer folks I’ve interviewed for my thesis cry in pride, excitement, or other positively affiliated emotions and I think that’s gotta be its own finding right there. Our stories and experiences matter.
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ELLEN OF GENEROUS @funnyposts.online · 25/10/2025
killing objectively evil people until the problems stop
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 23/10/2025
ah, the grip of panic sets in again, it's been a while.
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chelsea bridge 🩸 @secretaboutbox.bsky.social · 22/10/2025
repost if you support nazi suicides
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 15/09/2025
there’s something about the first time in the (pre)fall when the moisture in the air feels cold that is just sensory bliss for me every few days a little colder and darker . when you can go outside on a clear night and just feel your heat leach off into the void
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 24/08/2025
the other beaks has been built. this thing has me fucking giddy. i really wish i had gotten into diy modular ages ago, this scratches every hobby and music related itch i had for years. So many gleeful self high fives were given tonight
An overhead photo of a modular synthesizer on a desk. The case is white with light wood end caps and full of modules. From left to right the modules are MiaW Gris (MI Grids clone) drum sequencer, two MiaW Beaks (MI Peaks clone) multifunction module being used here as drum synths, WGD Peach unison VCO, WGD Gelato low pass filter, MiaW A D S R envelope generator, MiaW SITH sample and hold, Cre8audio Cellz voltage generator, Cre8audio chipz dual VCO & LFO, and finally a MiaW ASMR mixer. There are a rainbow of cables connecting the modules together.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 23/08/2025
getting this together has made me so damn happy. i now have a generative drum synth where I built every piece in the signal chain myself. serious unbridle joy at this and i still have another module to add in.
A somewhat close up photo of a modular synthesizer on a  desk. The case is white and there are several modules in the case that are black and silver. From left to right the modules are MiaW A D S R envelope generator, MiaW Gris (MI Grids clone) drum sequencer, MiaW Beaks (MI Peaks clone) multifunction module being used here as a drum synth, MiaW SITH sample and hold, and finally a MiaW ASMR mixer. There are a rainbow of cables connecting the modules together.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 20/08/2025
wave 2 of my decent into diy modular arrived today. a bunch MI through-hole reworks and some originals from sourcery studios. put together the five channel mixer today. if i stick to DIY i’m pretty sure this will remain an affordable hobby i think maybe probably not, but i can fool myself for now
A somewhat close up photo of a modular synthesizer on a  desk. The case is white and there are several modules in the case that are black and silver the majority of which are unbuilt with just the front panels in place in the case.  In the background of the picture are super gay pastel orange and rainbow keyboard and a blue soldering mat.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 17/08/2025
ma'am'd again at this costco this weekend. definitive proof that looking haggard with boobs, and bonus yapping teenager, is my pathway to not getting siired to shit.
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 13/08/2025
i got ma'am'd for the first time. my increasingly grey hair and my haggard unkept burnout look keep doing the heavy lifting on getting properly gendered by the random normies of the world. waiting for the day when my last hair turns grey and i ascend to babusya-hood
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mio suwen 🪶💚 @offseermio.bsky.social · 08/08/2025
think before you speak
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soup_ @estroclysm.neocities.org · 31/07/2025
hey everyone im testing something can you like and repost this thanks
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Jess of Gerkenwald @squarewave.lol · 28/07/2025
i have a relatively negative self image - mostly brain worm driven, yes - but the one thing i've always liked is having curly hair, with a minimum amount of work it could look real good i loved it and the past tense it will remain 'cuz it's started to straighten out in the last two months why
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