Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 06/09/2026It’s what I imagine wearing a fursuit is like, but sadly I never have :( 011
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 06/09/2026I have a hard time talking to new people. I also have a hard time talking to those I know. When I speak it’s like my mind is cluttered with thoughts, an exhaustion of having to go through the same process over and over, but on vrchat it’s different. I still struggle but I’m far more expressive. 211
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 03/09/2026It’s crazy how different the same song can free. Music just sounds a lot better right now 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 03/09/2026One of my favorite songs is social que by cage the elephant. Well I was listening to it I was drinking a milkshake and was going to pull away but the straw stuck to my lip. I created a vacuum in the straw, then accidentally slipped my upper lip over it with out breaking the seal 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 29/08/2026I <3 buttered biscuits and scrambled eggs. I just devoured a full plate after not eating enough in the last 2 or more days. It was heaven 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 26/08/2026I forgot to mention this but I had so much fun with beat saber. When it gets hard to do feel positive I feel lucky I have things that I can enjoy so much. I just need to do it with art to. I’m still so tired 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 25/08/2026I had a bad weekend and now I’m left exhausted. But I’m having trouble motivating myself to do anything and waking up is far too hard. I think I might be emotionally burnout and didn’t even realize till now. 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 24/08/2026I have been far to depressed lately. I need fluffy werewolfves right now to cuddle me to sleep. And lots of good food. I wish I could just scream when I cry, but I have to be quiet so others don’t notice other wise I’m not sure my body would let me cry. Where are them wolfers TwT 010
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 20/08/2026My arms are so tense from not having played in a long time 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 20/08/2026Beat saber!!!!!!! I’m coming back!!!!!! YEAHhHhhhHhhHh!!!!!!! 100
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 16/08/2026Talking to people is scary. I have a hard time talking to others online already. Can someone come break down my door and drag me somewhere to eat or hang, or take me to the cock gobber 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 15/08/2026From a fun little test in saw someone take. The PP!!!!! undertale.jadenthejaded.uk 020
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 15/08/2026Sometimes I just like looking through peoples profiles on dating apps and some just look plain ominous lol 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 14/08/2026I was going to look at clubs for my school and as soon as I saw the club I was interested in I went back to my dorms. I have no confidence ;-;. I need friends to help my but I’m in a different state now and I didn’t have many to begin with. I’m cooooooooooked! 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 14/08/2026I think there are just too many new things going on and I’m not in the right head space to deal with the sex stuff. I just need to focus on doing my work and making it through for now. Btw I’m still procrastinating drawling, but I have a stock of photos on my phone to practice, lots of cute stuff! 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 13/08/2026I milked it out my system. Now I watch anime before I sleep. I finished bleach and loved! Now I go and find new stuff to satisfy my cravings. 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 13/08/2026I don’t know how I should get sex. The horny part of my brain is getting stronger and more desperate. Times like this I wish I had mentor that would help satisfy and keep me from doing anything I might regret like putting myself in a risky position. I want a pack of sexy men too love all over me 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 11/08/2026I don’t feel motivated to get food. I’ve just been living off of snacks the last 2 days. Anxiety sucks and my depression is o my feeding into it. I’m gonna try to get a feast today of something like Chick-fil-A. I need more motivation for food. 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 09/08/20262 am and I’m watching bleach and eating sweats. I was not meant for the waking world 🐺 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 09/08/2026I’m home!!!!!! Settled and tired. I have to get things down on the calendar otherwise I’d be in trouble. I wanna Minecraft all day and eat Mac and cheese and Oreos. I had a really lazy summer :3 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Tomorrow I’m starting college frfr. I feel mentally like shit but I’ll be doing my best with what I can! I have much to pack but I’m so sleepy 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 29/07/2026There are two cats in my head right now. They’re both running in circles chasing after one another’s tail. I also really want ice cream 010
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 10/07/2026This time I really will start doing some art. I’m gonna make dumb gifs to focus on. I shall try and fast and easy so I don’t get so bored so fast and make it seem more appetizing! It’s the stupid things that will set me free!!!!!!!! 070
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 08/07/2026I’m trying to go on vrchat more but I have no memory of almost everyone I friended and I’m still scared as heck to talk to people. I’ve been making some good progress. I hope this will help me talk to people in what ever situation. Also I recently found an avatar I love! 070
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 30/06/2026I don’t know how to tell people that I want to just be a horny pup frfr 010
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 30/06/2026After have lots of dudes ghosting me and kept me waiting for hours I now know what a flake means. I download scuff and have been getting a much better experience. I love seeing the paw go up when someone’s typing and I’m excited I just want to woof >w<. Also I didn’t get that ass, I got ghosted :( 000
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 28/06/2026I recently got then cuddles and gonna get that ass tomorrow! Also I’m going to get back into pixel art. I made my pfp and some other things not posted anywhere, also have experimented with animating. Pixel art is a likely theme for future posts 010
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 14/06/2026This is gonna be different from the stuff I usually post, but I recently started college for the first time and I’m using grinder. Any advice for a young, no experience, extremely shy person wanting to have fun… maybe wanting to try cuddling too 👉👈 130
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 08/06/2026At some point I’ll be posting art here. I want to build up my skill while also working on my confidence. I would love to make creative stuff that others can see and enjoy! There are so many artist who’s art I love and I what to make others feel the same way :3 080
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 25/05/2026I want to post art here or something fun and creative but I can’t. I’ve stuck with this shity depression for such a long time. It’s only now that I’m remind of all the time and all the projects I could be doing and love doing that just doesn’t exist because simple existing is already so hard for me 0100
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 10/03/2026If I would have to say what my favorite song, right now I’m loving “They stay down deep” by Giselle. There something about it that reminds me of the digital circus, with it being light hearted about repressing one’s self and being whimsical. I like listening to it when I feel fucked in the head 090
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 11/06/2025Every time I have a straw near my face am scared to poke my eye 070
Spooky @spookybeans.bsky.social · 02/05/2025I’m just throwing some stuff out there too vent. I have been struggling with my mental health most my life. I’m young, still have so much growing and living to, but I have been stuck for so long. I’m getting better at a snails pace. But I have to get through this and remember all I want and love 050
