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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

I think I might legitimately be the smartest person in this state and that is BAD

Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

Now I have a fast food place trying to say that a coupon for their location that SAYS THEIR ADDRESS is for a different location. seriously just nuke this entire state off the face of the earth with me in it I can't take this shit anymore. every job I have, every "professional" I speak with, <90 IQ

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

retaliation employment lawyers telling me they don't know retaliation law fuck this state, every motherfucker here is a grade A dumbass it physically hurts me to live here it hurts trying to have a conversation with anyone how is EVERYONE this goddamn stupid

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

I thought venting here to no one would help even just a little but I feel so much worse now. at least I tried I guess

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

how much is it to ask that I meet a single person after the hundreds or maybe thousands of people I've met who cares about me even a little tiny bit.

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

I'm doing really, really bad right now but every person I even try to talk to just keeps talking about themselves, cutting me off, never asking me anything just on and on and on about themselves. "you can talk to me about it" is always a fucking lie. no one gives a shit.

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

the last time someone invited me to play, they were drunk and just trauma dumped on me the entire time and then ghosted me after. do people just not consider me to be a human being? what the fuck am I here for? it really feels like my only role in life is to suffer, suffer more until I die

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

to the point that someone I knew for over a decade would always tell me they're busy and can't play a game, and then start playing that exact game MOMENTS later with someone else who I was also friends with. and they had the gall to get mad at me for being upset about it

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

like there's being lonely, and then there's being forcefully ostracized from every social circle you've ever tried to be apart of and everyone actively trying to avoid you no matter where you go, no matter what you do. I've tried being a different person just to be liked and still I'm just ignored

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

my own family have completely fucked me over and my immediate family's response was to give them a shit ton of money to "keep the peace". am I just a blight on everyone's life

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

no one ever invites me I have to either invite myself or just feel like I'm begging for any kind of human interaction. I'm always last on everyone's mind that I've ever known. no one reaches out, no one messages me first. decades of never being important to even my own family.

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

when I finally try to open up about my mental state and health and I just get completely ignored, yeah thanks that'll help me open up. that'll make me trust people.

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

I feel like considering the fact that over 14 years of trying to do this, not a single person I've ever met has encouraged me or believed in me including "friends" I've known for nearly a decade or more, maybe I should just stop trying. If I still suck this bad why do I bother

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

hey reminder folks, "you can talk to to me about anything anytime" is always a trap never believe it

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

I'm so pissed off and stressed out I feel like I'm going to throw up

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

How can everyone I'm trying to rely on for getting work drop the ball over and over and over again yeah don't worry about me just going to be homeless soon assholes. no need to do your job and get me working LIKE WE ALREADY AGREED. just fuck me over every way possible GREAT THANKS DICKHEADS

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

Words have just lost all meaning apparently. Just say whatever nonsense and get mad when people don't understand

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

how can people be this stupid it's painful

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

I need to move far away asap, this place is killing me

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

I don't know what possessed me to think I could suddenly succeed at something I failed at for years and years

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

This is why I don't stay in contact with people, nobody gives a shit about me. It's like I'm not human to people, just something that exists

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

You know how when you're going through a tough time and feeling really down about yourself and everyone around you agrees that you're worthless and shouldn't bother trying Friends are so amazing glad we can all encourage each other to give up

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

Being a man is so cool no one believes in you or supports you or says anything good about you so great

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

Not really sure what to do now

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

Over 10 years trying to build something, no one ever giving any encouragement or believing in me. No one ever giving feedback worth anything. They must have seen I had no chance from the start and never had anything good to say about what I was doing

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

How many times do I have to fail at something before I understand I can't do it

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temmie @tuyoki.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

I carve a loaf out of wood

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

happy new year, I don't really have any new plans but continuing previous plans in a big way. probably going to finish this dnd campaign playthrough this year see how many jobs I end up having this year I do really want to move far away again too biggest thing? gotta pet a cat this year

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

If my power didn't go out yesterday I would have slept

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

My only solace is that I definitely would have forgotten to save and would have lost everything if I had started working earlier

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

Power outage right when I was going to start working on computer based things friiiiig

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

holy shit what a week so far. I've never been busier despite no job

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Nimi Nightmare 💭 @niminightmare.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

Today all I want to do is play Hitman so that's what I'm gonna do! (¯▿¯) www.youtube.com/live/10_il9J...

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【HITMAN】 I'm playing my favorite game today and no one can stop me

YouTube video by Nimi Nightmare

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

next week gonna be crazy

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

I can't even get summoned on this character what the hell is happening

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Spibby @spibby.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

why did fromsoft put the elden ring dlc behind the most unfair optional boss in the game, and then let people turn off summoning for certain areas. NO ONE WANTS TO FIGHT THIS BOSS I CAN'T SUMMON ANYONE

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