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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

No no that means you're assured of your identity and no longer get uncomfortable with stuff associated with the other gender identities. Like how cis men would wear skirts and heels and makeup and still assured that they're a man, instead of getting uncomfortable being percieved as another gender

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

You figured it out at this point, right?

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

If you still end up with the conclusion that you're cis, congratulations, you are now Cis+™

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I'm so glad I met you. You taught me that being loved the way I want to is possible and not too much to ask. That it's not hard to love me and I'm not deeply flawed.

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Rorrii 💫 (COMMS OPEN!) @cloudyrorrii.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

at last.. every member of Airtimer has a ref sheet ;;

A reference sheet for my highland cow OC, Maggie. They have a muscular build, with long locs bleached blonde and a black screw pierced through their right horn. Their outfits are all monochrome, and trend toward a dark academia style. The most prominent drawing depicts her sitting cross-legged with one knee raised up to their chest, with their body turned inward and arms wrapped around their raised knee. Three drawings on the left show him floating in space, walking with his arms hanging lazily, and frenetically playing the drums. Floating on the page also are a black rose, a black Nintendo DS, and a novel with a dark brown cover. Text in the top-right says "MAGGIE"

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meyo 🌸 @meyoco.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Fawn Polo is still available in sizes L-4XL! 🤍🤎 meyocostudio.com/products/faw...

Close up of a fawn fur print knit polo top

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I miss you, I love you. God, I love you. I love you, still. For what is a curse if not a blessing gone wrong.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

"some fires cannot be treated by the water you'd provide" preach as I will, yet I will mourn and despair over what could have been still.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

How humane is it to be so contradictory, so hypocrite, so easy to ruin something they have been cherishing for so long

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

How human is it to spend exorbitant amount of efforts to get something only to reject it the moment it is obtained?

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

You are so incredibly loved, by multiple. You yearn and yearn, yet you don't even realize that not only you are avoiding it, you're even rejecting it, in fear of it being alien and therefore uncomfortable.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

How sad is it for you to chase love and acknowledgement your whole life, only to be blind to it the moment it's given?

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

"you're perfect" clearly, not perfect enough for you to change

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

If you just want the benefits of dating and none of the responsibilities, then fucking say so. Not all men but always a man. Fml

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Tsk, thinking about it makes me even more agitated. If you're unsure about the polyamory thing you're already doing it? You're not even sure what you're worried or unsure about. I know I said I'll wait until the end of next month but man, what a flimsy reason.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Bleh. I hate myself again for letting this happen. I kinda have an inkling that's what's happening. Fucking annoying that I'm right.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

I feel led on, but it is also my fault that I allowed it to happen. Curse my blind trust to people who had touched my fragile heart gently, even if it's to gauge the effort to shatter it.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

"I'm happy with where we are right now" uh, yeah, of course you would be. You're getting all the dating benefits without any of the commitments. Ugh, I should really stop doing this.

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meyo 🌸 @meyoco.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

Ginkgo Cardigan will be restocked on June 6, 10 AM PT!!! 💛🌟 meyocostudio.com

Close up of two models wearing blue, green, and yellow gradient cardigan with ginkgo shaped embroideries

Close up of model wearing blue, green, and yellow gradient cardigan with ginkgo shaped embroideries

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

Sometimes I wonder when will I stop connecting my self worth with peoples responses (or lack thereof)

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

At the same time how many times do I have to go through this to learn my fucking lesson

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

How many times do I have to crashout until you lock tf in

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

Breaking news: Cis Man heard what I said, but did not listen. In another news, fork found in the kitchen. Fuck my life man why the fuck do I have to have the same conversations over and over and over and over and over and ov

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

Perhaps it is time for a beddy bye. FUCK that was from you too.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

You never reply to the groups, so neither did I. I wonder if you read them at all. God, I miss you, but I don't want to hear from you again.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

It's been over 2 years now. I wonder how you're doing still. My life is amazing for the most part, but on lonely nights, the what ifs with you comes back to haunt me. I really sincerely hope you're doing good, too, though.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

I know she will call herself hard to love before she calls you cruel

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

God, I hate myself. I try not to. I want to accept them. But goddamn girl stop making stupid decisions

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Hipocrisy? Yeah, my mom personally taught me that, thanks

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

I never really learn, do I? Why do I love avoidants so much?

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

Perhaps it's also a mix of unfamiliarity? My life has always been so chaotic and messy that every bit of kindness feels so... Intense? Like waiting for things to fail and burn eventually. But not really, at the same time

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

I don't believe I'm a good person. I try, I do my best to be one, but I often think about how awful I am and how harmful some of my past actions are

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

Like legit crying about it, I don't deserve any of this yet here I am accepting it all. I barely do anything to warrant such an amazing shower of gifts and affection

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

I'm usually so negative here but right now I just want to dump how grateful I am for my friends and their efforts of making me feel so loved and cared for

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

I don't think cis men could ever understand how detrimental being "neutral" is to sex offenders. They've never felt like everyone is against your mere existence and it shows

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

"Date cancelled? Let me take you out on that date instead then, look pretty💚" oh my god I love my friends

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Also the fun of vagueposting is not really knowing who I'm talking about a few months later because I have goldfish brain and it's probably some kind of insignificant man anyway

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Prolly boyriod brain talking but damn I want them to really mean it when they say they wanna spend quality time with me, not just out of "convenience"

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Forever jumping between "why won't they meet with me for the sole reason of wanting to meet me" and "they're making time between their busy schedule just to meet me" 💀 I never seem to learn my lesson

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

I fucking hate being in luteal phase and have PMDD. What the fuck do you mean I wanna kms after every minor inconvenience

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Having a large capacity to love means that I also have a large capacity to grief; for grief is an abundance of love with nowhere to go.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

I don't crash out after one mistake. If i crash out, you made multiple mistakes in succession. Reflect for once

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Meanwhile your reason was because you crashed out. BECAUSE OF A MISTAKE YOU YOURSELF MADE. If anyone who forgets it should be me. I'm the one being hurt, why the fuck do I have to be the understanding one?

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Is my respect and worth THAT low to you? To be so easily forgotten and to be so easily brushed off? To be so easily told that my thoughtful words are unreasonable and unacceptable? To be so insignificant, something important to me, to us, is so easily forgettable?

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

It's not even about that anymore. The fact that you forgot twice, had the audacity to ask me to remind you, replied to that clearly important question half heartedly, pointed out "see I've responded to it now" and even calling my CLEARLY COMMUNICATED BOUNDARY UNHEALTHY? yeah I'm crashing out.

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Oh but of fucking course it's just me overreacting. It's just me being dramatic. Being the unhealthy, unstable, unhinged one in the relationship. It's never really your fault isn't it? It's such a small thing it shouldn't be something I crashed out on. Just a little forgetful is all

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Primordial Thoup! @soupyboy.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Do you know how many packs of tissues i had to use to wipe all the tears and snot? Do you even know that when I cry really hard I hiccup because my lungs couldn't get enough oxygen? That my stomach acid burns its way all the way up to my chest and throat?

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