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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

My friend just told me I deserve to have my human rights removed cause I’m trans fr 😭😭😭

Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

My friend and I collectively agreed that it’s too hot for going on a hike while we’re here and thus decided against the idea of doing one for the entire Spain trip. So anyways, we went on a hike today.

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☭Alejandrito - пизда бургер ☭ @boyofarc.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

The fact that this isn’t even a joke is killing me

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Leon Sex Kennedy saved the day today at the mosque cathedral in cordoba… He’s truly magnificent…

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Mosque cathedral of cordoba is kinda fucking sick actually

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Taking my friend out for dinner with my parents every day in Spain so far. They fucking love him. This is awesome.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

It’s sunny, a nice 27 degrees and I got me a beach chair to just sit back on in the shade. Possibly one of the best summers I’ve had ngl.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Just vibing at the pool with my friend while reading Frieren on my e-reader. I’d say life is pretty peak atm.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

I need England to lose I do not want to see that country win ANYTHING EVER. I need them to BURN in the World Cup

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

Gonna watch Haaland beat the shit outta the English today. So excited 🙏🙏

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Late night depression is hitting again. How fun.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Cause who the fuck even cares if I’m hurt. I just have to sit with it all alone again anyways. It’s not like I’m worth the effort to even care or believe. I’ll just have to be alone. It never fucking ends. It’s never me who matters. I’m always a footnote in someone else’s story.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I’m just alone in this shit show of a life. No one even fucking wants me. I’m just a useless and worthless stupid dumbass who deserves less than she has.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Only thing I’m good for is just being used until smth better comes around. Wonderful.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Tf is even the point of my existence. Feels like no one wants to be around me half the time idk. Thanks depression.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

SINCE WHEN WAS NEKO JAPANESE SLANG FOR A BOTTOM???????

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

I don’t deserve to live

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

What’s my purpose even. Cause it feels like all I’m good for is being used by other people. Nothings ever about me. No one ever wants to do anything with me. I should just fucking disappear

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Everything would be better without me

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

I’m a fucking waste of space, time and money.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Not good enough for my parents to even remember that I exisr

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Not even good enough for people to step up for me

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

I’m not enough for anyone. I’m just here to be discarded Something to be used by others. God forbid I ever have anything good happen to me. I should just fucking die at this point

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

Would be an entire lifetimes worth of fucking depression and anxiety if I just wasn’t here. That’s at least something. Maybe even preferable to whatever shitty fucking situation I’m in right now. The fucks even the point. No one’s going to love me anyways.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

I wish I didn’t exist. Would make life easier for everyone.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

i cant even have the fucking small gestures i show to my family be fucking returned! it's like i just dont even exist. Fuck! maybe i might as well not exist! the fucks the point even! it feels like everything i fucking encounter just ends in abandonment. like the fucks the point even trying anymore.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

how fucking DARE I want fucking ANYTHING in this shitty fucking pathetic life i'm living. I keep being told like "oh no you're loveable! you're nice!" well why the fuck does everything have to end in FUCKING misery and BETRAYAL

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

This entire fucking week has just been such a fucking shitshow. Just an endless struggle of feeling worthless and struggling to feeling loved or even just appreciated. I've had to deal with so much fucking pain over the last few months and it just feels like it keeps getting fucking worse.

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TinyStarSprout @tinystarsprout.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

Drew a fawn in class today, it turned out pretty well

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

I’m just such an ugly disgusting piece of shit.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

I just want to feel like I’m enough. I just want to believe in people when they compliment me about anything. I just can’t. I’m just a fucking broken mess. This year has not helped me feel otherwise. All I’ve gotten has been trust issues and reaffirmed fears of abandonment and being replaced.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

I feel so fucking useless and alone. I hate this. I wish I didn’t struggle to much to need feel a hint of appreciation. I feel like Im always on the brink of tears whenever I’m told someone’s proud of me or thinks I’m enough or smth I just don’t believe it. I don’t even know what to believe anymore.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

I don’t think I’m okay

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Wonder if I’m even loveable at this point

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

It sure is wonderful knowing I was never special in any regard. Like ever. I am so happy. So so happy. I want To die.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Thank you anxiety. Thank you for making me unable to sleep. I’m so happy.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

I just want to sleep. I’m so exhausted. Everything sucks. God forbid I have a good day.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

I hate family gatherings. They’re always so loud and full of people who don’t even respect me in any way. God forbid a girl has been struggling with depression her entire life without any support while being treated like shit by a fuck ton of people she trusted

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

So what fucking reason do I have to exist? Maybe I just fucking shouldn’t at this point. I don’t know what reason I have to stick around. No one will care anyways that this dumb mentally ill trans girl disappears at the end of the day. No one.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

I’m constantly scared people will abandon me. What reason do they have to stick around me? I’m nothing more than some stupid fucking idiot who has nothing to show for her shitty existence. All I do is be a financial weight on my parents. Not even my siblings want to fucking talk to me.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Every friend I had always left me in the end. No one ever tried to contact me and the ones I reached out to ended up ghosting me for god knows why. Everyone I talk to today I met within the last 3 years. I’m left almost entirely alone in my own country. I’m just so incredibly tired.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Despite that privilege coming with a skewed sense of love that’s felt conditional for a majority of life with a sense of expectations that feel impossible to live up to cause I’ve always lacked the capacity to properly do shit. I’ve never had any fucking help. I’ve always had to be alone

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

All I’ve encountered is temporary feelings of “safety” which is then broken cause god forbid I’m ever allowed to feel anything but fear, depression and anxiety. Cause why the fuck wouldn’t I. And what fucking reason do I have to complain? I’m the one who gets to at least grow up with some privilege.

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Maybe I just deserve to be abused like that Maybe I don’t deserve to feel the comfort of safety around people Maybe I just don’t deserve love in any capacity despite how much I crave it All I deserve is to be fucking lonely and to suffer. That’s already been my entire life. What’s another few years?

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

I wish I’d just disappear. Then everyone else would be so much better off. No more mentally ill sophie to deal with! Yippee!! This is what everyone wants anyways, cause god forbid I’ve been struggling with shit for years without proper help from anyone. All I get is people yelling and shouting at me

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Sophiii @sophiiieee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Why am I even here. I’m just a waste of space, time and money. Everything would be so much better without me.

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