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@solatus.bsky.social

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،̲،̲ when does a candle become a blaze? when does a man become a monster? ——— 🔞 / cr: 1713tobe 𖤓

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I'm tearing up. I miss you.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

i wanted my writing to touch my rp partner but they didn't even react to that and it makes me wish i hadn't sent that. perhaps i should have waited. right now i just have the urge to delete everything.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

writing something emotional and sweet, only for it to not achieve the wanted reaction feels like an absolute failure.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

he didn't speak to me at all today and i feel so bad. i hope this awkwardness between us dies soon or i will instead

☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Next week I'm just going to over focus on work and avoid looking at him entirely.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I just feel so embarrassed and ashamed because he probably realized I like him and it's making me feel like crap.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I'm feeling so uncomfortable and a little down today.

☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

i don't want to come to work tomorrow.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

nvm I'm still delusional. this dude makes me soft.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

my dumb brain has finally given me a break from all the crazy and embarrassing scenarios i've been fantasizing with....

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

I'm so... tired my body aches and I've been sleeping 5/6 hours only. i wanna d1e

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

he called me beautiful woman I CAN'T BE FREE

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

a...

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

I'm so sleepy....

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Holy, I've been focusing on work all day so much I've barely even touched my phone 😂😂

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

not to be mean but ocs rarely interest me, especially when they push their "Oh yeah my oc and this canon character are very close"

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

some days I wonder if I'd be canceled for shipping spider*jean ;;

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

this weekend i'll change my layout. i'm feeling whimsical and want j3an grey as my pfp ( my gf mwah 💕 )

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

I can't help but panic at the idea of me dating someone irl because what am I going to doooo 😭😭 and how am I going to explain to them all the yaoi on my phone and the things I write for fun 😭😭😭

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

But in all honestly I hope this crush passes soon like all the others I've had in the past 2 years.

☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I can't believe I like a guy after 2973928393 years of being completely indifferent to men and mostly dating/liking women. This is why I hate labels. My sexuality isn't defined.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

like, i just want to look cute on my work days 😣

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

my hair's worst enemy is heat and sweat 😑

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

do people realize that sometimes their insecurities is what push people away?

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

es raro porque no considero que sea una atracción romántica como tal. no tengo deseos de besarle o llegar a algo más, simplemente me genera deseo de tener contacto físico.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

hay alguien del trabajo que me llama la atención y no sé qué nombre ponerle a esto pero me genera una sensación de confianza y de curiosidad por jugar con su cabello, agarrar sus manos o simplemente sentir su piel.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I wanted to be active on c*elus again but barely one or two people actually write with him.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

friend wants connection and then proceeds to criticize and get upset over dumb things that are way beyond their control. bestie, some days you're so negative and it's draining my energy. i miss my whimsy when being around them.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

she doesn't seem to want to speak to me today...

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

i don't want another 10 years dealing with this stupid man.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

these days when i don't feel included when I'm around other people, i simply prefer to be by myself. it's peaceful and i don't feel uncomfortable in my own presence. other times i can't rly find myself interested in what others have to offer and for that reason i also prefer to be alone.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

i was emotionally abused by people i appreciated and lied to by other 'friends' my first romantic relationship was based on lies. that person never truly liked me. they were with me out of pity.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

only when i was in high school did i manage to make friends i got attached to. we were so united. for the most part of my life it was me never feeling good enough or accepted as i was. i was also never rly someone's favorite friend.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

i wonder if my isolation is also a trauma response. some days i think it's just me wanting to protect my peace and energy but what if it has something to do with how rejected and casted aside i felt many times. since i remember, i always struggled to fit. i never rly felt a part of something.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

it's okay while i feel this way, i won't let the feeling get in the way or make me act like an asshole

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

like, what do you mean you have other friends? like what do you mean there's someone else you speak to every day? makes me sick

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

I'm feeling rather possessive for a friend and it's funny

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

i feel like i'm drowning.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

lately it happens often, never caused by a real issue. i just wake up and the smallest thing makes me sad.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

sadness has taken over me. i need it gone.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

i miss my friend.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

sigh.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

many engage in arguments about which is better: summer or winter, but i personally hate both. both make me feel miserable.

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

i rly feel like something's missing..

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

they isolate when they're having a hard time and people's words don't rly make them feel better. we haven't spoken in a few days and i miss them but i want to give them space. i know they'll speak to me once they feel better again. uvu

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

my friend recently lost their job and their dog got surgery bcs it has an infection and overall life hasn't been kind to them and i wish i could comfort them but my friend is just like me.

☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

MY BROH GETS IT

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

giggling kicking my feet

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

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☀️ @solatus.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

i need them injected in my veins