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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 29/10/2025

I’m going to distance myself from the community in the light of the recent events with a certain company. I don’t like bad people doing bad things and I don’t like being disappointed in someone I thought was good for associating with said bad people… I hope everyone learns from this and this stops.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

ZANDER NETHERBRAND WHEN I GET YOU 🤺 WHY ARE YOU SO GORGEOUS ON YOUR JUNE BRIDE ART I CAN’T

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

I’m going on vacation 🥹 I haven’t seen the sea in sooooo long 💙

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

I’m happy I can sleep again but I’m also starting to fall asleep so early now 🥲 I barely sat through my class today.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

I started taking meds and I think it’s helping. But I also I think I caught a cold, and I’m on the road and can’t check my temperature rn 😭 Always take a thermometer with you when you travel, boys and girls.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 19/05/2025

Yeah… It’s a mental thing. Well, fuck. At least it can be cured, I guess.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 19/05/2025

Still haven’t found a cause for all this… Haven’t slept a blink today from panicking

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 18/05/2025

If MRI doesn’t help localise the problem now, it’s 100% just a mental thing…

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

I asked this person nicely to not send me anything with this ship I hate with a passion. So what does this person do a month after the fact? Sends me this shit and ruins my mood, of course. Like why?? Is it hard to discuss this thing with someone who would appreciate it instead of 🤮 in your face?!

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

I just want to share this somewhere because fear really got a hold on me right now. I’m so fucking scared that I won’t survive this. I need help, I can’t wait anymore.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

I want to travel to Asia but it’s so expensive 😭 The plane tickets alone cost like a grand. How do people do it?

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 28/04/2025

I don’t feel so good… I’m scared again. Going to a doctor tomorrow, really hope they’ll say I’ll be fine.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

试一试/试试/试一下 And you’re telling me there is no difference?! My brainnnn 😭

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

It’s like I shouldn’t have made a server of my own. So much bad stuff happened already because of it, but so much good stuff as well… I want to shut it down but then I also don’t want to lose some people because of all this.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

A quick update, then. I asked three of the people I keep in close contact with to tone it down with my NOTP in my server so it doesn’t trigger me again. One is a total sweetheart and she said she understands, and I love her infinitely for that.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 18/04/2025

Oh… o h. So that was a real anxiety attack. Okay… Yeah, I remember now why I left that fandom 5 years ago. But also it’s home to my most favourite comfort OTP of all time, and if I just don’t interact with that one thing, it should be okay… right?

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 18/04/2025

I talked to one of the people who brought up my NOTP yesterday, and I’m so happy she understood. I’m so used to people disregarding my feelings, I was expecting anything but acceptance and promise not to talk about this in front of me. I have to talk to another one tomorrow… Hope it goes as well..

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 17/04/2025

I love how I can trace every year through the songs I used to listen, just because if I like a song I listen to it until I’m sick of it lol

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wwxwashere.bsky.social @wwxwashere.bsky.social · 06/02/2025

don’t ever lose sight of what’s important in life (the two fictional characters in your mind that keep you going)

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

I know I must be overreacting, but seeing this one ship is triggering me. It was a good day, but why the f did it have to come up where I could see it?

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Voltaire Belmont 💅✨ Vampire Harlot @belmontbites.bsky.social · 04/04/2025

#Incubirthday2025 "Hey Boss? A certain Vampire has a message for you?"

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 09/04/2025

Zanny outdid himself again with the birthday VP, hotdamn… (Also I’ve been having horrible insomnia these days, and it’s so calming… I feel like I can go to sleep now 🥺🙏🏻)

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 09/04/2025

I hate dealing with local delivery but I just couldn’t pass on the Zanny birthday acrylic stand 🥰 I wanted a dakimakura so much too but I know it’s just not for me… It’d just sit somewhere in its casing and never see the light of day lmao. But I’m super excited about other Netherlings sharing theirs

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

I really hope I’m not going crazy and this is just some shitty generator fucking up my sleep. Let it be summer again, please. I want summer.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 23/03/2025

I may or may not be going to Dokomi this year 👀 I’ll have to think about it.

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もや @toatomooto.bsky.social · 25/11/2024

#Skeb おそろコーデ

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もや @toatomooto.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

リクエストありがとうございました！ #Skeb

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

Avallum at Dokomi… pls… someday? I need a reason to go 😿

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

I wish I didn’t have all these health problems… I just want to live normally and enjoy the things that I like, not spend my days worrying about this stuff…

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Yen @nchianty.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

I finally drew professor Zanny #Netherrizz

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## KIYO !! ⋆˖ ࣪⭑ COMM CLOSED @kiyosthetics.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

- 5 days till 3D !!! - our incubus has been working hard like always, let's give him lots of love 💜♈️ #ZanderNetherbrand #Netherrizz #Zander3D

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ERI @eriimyon.bsky.social · 08/03/2025

kitty lads🐾⭐️🍎❄️🐟 #loveanddeepspace

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ERI @eriimyon.bsky.social · 08/03/2025

🐦‍⬛

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Cass used to be in the military?! The ffffwhat now?! This elf, I swear, this elf… 🫶🏻 (this is me lovingly choking him, or him choking me btw, don’t misunderstand…)

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cres @cfeather.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

i did a polaroid for the #OdeToEpilogue event (JUNGDOKONPH) ^^ it was a lot of fun to draw!! i wanted to include the event venue and refs to the decor to make it feel more personalized but i kinda had to take liberties with perspective to make them fit in frame LOL #orv #전독시 #joongdok #중독

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 06/03/2025

I just found out that someone I’ve been quietly following for years blocked me on Xitter… I loved their content and never interacted with them except liking their posts. Why did they block me? I can’t even find out now 🥲 I’m sad…

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 06/03/2025

“You smell different when you’re awake” - Zander Netherbrand, 2025

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I really don’t want to drop languages I’m so passionate about but I think I’m at a point where I have to. I really don’t have time to learn all the new words, and I keep missing my homework. I can’t keep up with my groupmates anymore This sucks because I just paid for the classes yesterday lol

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Cass is so cute in his new outfit what the heck 😭

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

So the server for one of my OTPs… it’s like my mum’s food, so warm and comforting, and feels like home 🥹 I haven’t felt so seen and validated in this fandom in, well, never actually It’s inspiring me to start writing again

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

I’ve started watching a CN drama, and it has subtitles, and it’s easy enough for me to understand 🥹 I’m happy seeing how far I’ve made it with my Chinese in just one year.

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soft @softie143.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

This was supposed to be a good day, but why did it end with a drunk asshole attacking me and my mum on her birthday? Sigh… I hope he doesn’t follow us outside of the train…

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