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✨Basina✨

@sobbingmusouka.bsky.social
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They/them・30・Canadian 🇨🇦 大阪に住んでカナダ人 ❤️Plushie Oshikatsu, Linguistics, V系 music, Good Brain Scratchies 📝日英翻訳, Live2D, Music Vtubing Acc @droomkraai.bsky.social Links: sobbouka.straw.page

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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
I fear that eating regularly has had good and positive effects folks... ...I'm the most clear-headed and naturally pain-free I've felt since maybe right before I got nasty sick in May. Like the vehement lack of dissociative feeling has me in shock rn Big day for me, hopefully many more to come
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I got a 1am snack of little sammich and potato salad... ...I think I've been having carb withdrawl. My body is so damn fussy. Like here I am worried about pre-diabetes/type-2 diabetes...and I'm a whore for bread, pasta, and potato... The most bread I've had in the last month were english muffins
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I'm slowly finding my motivation to make money... ...because if I have money, I can spoil my friends better. Now the problem is making money without killing my soul lol 🥲 bc fr financial stress has been the no.1 reason why my dreams died and now money scares me bc it's an absurdist nightmare to me
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Tim Gaedke @timgaedke.com · 26/09/2026
talent is a lie
a cartoon picture of a frog throwing a crooked looking clay vase with the words “talent is a lie, just do it anyway”
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
what the fuck are these grifter ass bots on Nothing screams grifter and likely scammer like the word "kids" causing me to get a DM request within 0.3 seconds of posting and some other account reposting my nonchalant ramble to promote a vague "family in need" y'all are gross for this shitty grift
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
I'm doing some fine tuning on a project rq and I feel like I'm experiencing a taste of the band teacher life The choir/band kids are noticeable and I appreciate them so much 😭 and now I know what I need to give clearer directions on for non-choir/band homies
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
...so upon researching more about hypoglycemic conditions... I may have been drinking too much sports drink this summer without any food. Which could be why I have highly reactive hypoglycemic episodes now I'm entering my nutritionist arc fr ig
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
If anyone living in Japan is having issues with J:COM service right now, you should be able to stabilize your connection by manually inputting "8.8.8.8" into the IPv4 DNS address. Apparently this is a common issue with their servers as it's a solution that seems to go a few years back. jcom ジェイコム
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Man. I appreciate JP Twitter in moments like this where I can't get info on my internet outage- and then check jp twitter to see people either @ ing the company to politely complain or cursing up a storm. So definitely an unscheduled outage. Maybe a major server location was damaged in chiba
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
Ok. So. I just had a super scary sugar crash and thankfully someone recognized what it was and got me settled. I've been worried about blood sugar issues for a long time but now that someone else has given me a point of reference... I think my exhaustion lately has been hypoglycemia.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I'm like extremely in my feelings rn mainly bc I'm echausted but also I feel safe enough to feel my feelings might also be monthly hormones too because those fucks have way too much sway goddamn biology But I was def on a decline bc I've had minor hallicinations for the past few days 😮‍💨
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
One of my coworkers really likes chiikawa and in talking about it I realized I like Momonga bc that's what would free me- being a loud needy brat bc it's hard for me to do that ok it's taken me a long time to be the kind of person who can even accept help let alone being seen as any ounce of need
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
🥲🥲🥲 When you hit that point that you notice old patterns emerge and just scream inside. I'm really glad I'm in a place where my mental illness coping ideal of "if i erase all traces of myself and isolate so no one can lord over me, only then will I feel safe" leads to 'holy shit no lets not???'
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I did one of those vocal range tests the other day for funsies and... I hit a peak low of a solid A2 while reaching for a weak B2. I remember when I started practicing singing again in 2021, I could barely get E3. I'm so proud of myself :3
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
I slept so hard I had dreams about missing plans... and then I woke up to see it's 5pm and I was like 2 hours away from actually missing plans
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
Hey can people fuck off with using bots to mass follow ppl in a sad fucking attempt at marketing. When the whole charm of a site like bluesky is having a space for more genuine user-to-user interaction, bot usage sticks out like a sore thumb
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
...I just realised I had a dream about winning a new(?) ps2 in a raffle bc I saw a tiktok about a ps2 game and went "right! I have a ps2 now I can collect...games...wait a second..." 😭😭😭 Bitch I don't have a tv, let alone a ps2 atm. That was a DREAM.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
I am now a pro at tearing down and reinstalling rear wheels on city bikes with roller breaks. Like atp I wiped the entire inner tire and rim down too. My tire is on PERFECTLY. I'm retiring my patched up tube. I just need to make sure it's inflated enough. My whole issue probs has been air pressure.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
I had a dream where I took my allergy meds to help with my sinus issues... and then I woke up suffering and realised I haven't taken sinus meds most of this week and that's probably why I've been extra suffering rip
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
I over did it. Nothing like chanting whatififkingdeletemyself to really hit home that you're EXHAUSTED I did NOT get enough sleep and the main shoes I have that don't have the soles worn through are NOT meant for long walks
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
I think I've finally met a book that's my gateway to get back into the joy of reading. It's so good and the Eng TL reads so good- I've been enjoying it so much that I didn't realise it was translated.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Man. Genuinely had the worst fking asshole customers last night and while I've seen shit and can shake it off... ...I've definitely been left a little shaken and paranoid for it.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I'm meeting so many characters lately. I need to start writing a damn journal fr
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
I feel so incredibly fortunate. I feel like I met a true mentor today 🥹 I've very rarely met people who have a kind of life experience and professionalism that I'd consider someone who could provide solid guidance- I feel much more assured in my life after today and I'm genuinely so so so grateful.
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Bex @bexg93.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
🚨 The archived version of the suppressed Amnesty report into the anti-trans network operating to dismantle human rights in the UK has been "excluded" from the Wayback Machine. JKR is working very hard to scrub its existence from the eyes of the public. Thankfully, I kept screenshots.
A screenshot of the Wayback Machine page when trying to access the suppressed Amnesty report into anti-trans organisation and networks in the UK saying "This URL has been excluded from the Wayback Machine".
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
🫠 Holiday is over. I'm so tired. Socialized hard and pretty good. Got info about things I'm going to lowkey dread until its D-day in a few months. I think if I felt a little more secure (financially but mostly socially), I wouldn't be as worn out as I am rn.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
I think I just heard my bike key rattling in my laundry machine... ...that's like the 4th time it's ended up in the wash bc I forgot I shoved it in my pants pocket
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
I don't think I have social anxiety, just social dread. 🫠🫠🫠 Just another day of wandering the world, going outside, and asking myself why going out is so hard. It's not agorapobia per se, and I thought ig social anxiety- but the moment I speak with a stranger I'm fine. I just wade in dread
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
Nothing makes you face your own demons like writing dual JP/EN bc that's just how you function now when you don't know who's reading your msg and then the moment someone replies in English your gut response is "EW TRYHARD WEEABOO" and immense shame I'm so mean to myself and all for what😂
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
Holy shit I feel so sane Witnessing a place of work that has professionalism and standards after seeing a place in the same industry with...none. I feel capable and confident just breathing all of a sudden
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
Guess who changed a bike rear tire for the first time in their life on a bike with a fuckass roller brake- and it only took me an hour (most of which was cursing at bolts that didn't want to move) THIS GUUUUY yibbie. All the rubber dust makes me think I ran the old tube so thin it didnt keep air..
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
I have one braincell and it's just trying to stay alive in the summer sun... ...I went to a damn home center and forgot to buy a goddamn wrench OTL WHY DID I THINK I HAD ONE IM SO DUMB GAH
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
I'm looking forward to this weekend so much I thought it was already Thursday, not Tuesday 😭 No work during the week of Obon is a welcome AF vacation The "I've been considering starting to smoke" kind of welcome AF
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Bruther Kamelot released a lyric video and it's such absolute AI dogshit slop I'm gonna vomit Like I've been coping they weren't touching that shit but nah, fucking sellout has a new meaning in this age and it's artists who use generative AI for creative works honestly sellout is being nice- TRASH
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
🫪🫪🫪 Trying to write a 自己PR and writing nicely about myself isn't as hard as it used to be but GODDAMN IT IS STILL HARD 😭 *shakes my braincells in a jar for a few more neuron firings before I give up*
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
I rolled over after napping and was like hmmm i should get up but im so comfy... and then i had a dream about a fictional version of my neighbourhood going up in flames. A bunch of apartment buildings toppling over. I get to check on mine and then my dream retconned it to be my old apartment biru.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
🥹🥹🥹 I would DIE for the grandpa who works at my go-to seven. The friendly aunties, uncles, grandmas, and grandpas who work konbini I will DIE FOR Y'ALL THE STRENGTH Y'ALL GIVE MY SHY STUTTERING ASS WHEN IM INSECURE AF AND CANT SMALL TALK FOR SHIT 😭😭😭
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
Aight kids. Unc had a good poop and now is a human being again. Don't underestimate what dehydration does to you folks. Get those electrolytes. Get those fluids. Get some fking ORS (OS-1 my beloved). One day I will learn how to care for my beater-ass car of a body.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
I just had the thickest, fattest sleep in a long ass time. I am alive again. Bwess
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
Holy shit what the fuck I think I'm dealing with low air pressure shit AND anemia now. I feel like shit. And my throat is definitely irritated after being around smokers a LOT last week. Bruther it feels like some Seasonal Depression shit rn and I hate it. I'm so frustrated. I feel limp & pathetic
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Love a good Chinese GL webtoon to make me feel like love is real and one day I too could have obsessive yuri in my life Also reminded me that I'm 1000% demi bc god could give me a hot obsessive woman who'd make me worse and I wouldn't do shit unless I was already imagining our future over 30 years
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 26/06/2026
wtf. There's been two earthquakes over level 5 in Kanto so far today. We got typhoons rolling in, looks like number 7 is threatening to floor Kyoto (Kyoto is prone to floods and Typhoon 7 seems to be pushing inland pretty strongly. Meanwhile I woke up to a loud AF thunderstorm at 5am in Osaka wtf
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
The way I'm shaky and always tired lately and it hasnt been improving means either 1) Im lowkey hella fucking stressed or 2) I've overdosed vitamins and my body is screaming at me to be fucking normal Betting more on the former than the latter.
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
I finally tried one of the sleep support potions...I just slept like a log and when i had weird dreams after slightly rolling over, I was vibing and...looking to go take a nap IN MY DREAMS. Like parts of my weird dreams included things that would stress me tf out usually, but I was so chill
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
I've taken too much psychic damage from actual fucking morons this past week. My mission this week: seek enrichment
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
I think I need to complain more vehemently about shitty ass mfers I'm suspecting my sudden health crash I've had over the weekend was stress induced and it was provoked by me having to fucking choke back from starting a fight with some shitstain yelling in my face about some gd MAGA-ass propaganda
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
**screams until mic peaks** I HIT ALL MY ALARMS AND FAILED TO SIMPLY NAP. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT. WHY TF CANT I SLEEP NORMALLY. I WAKE UP AND IM SO FUCKING SWEATY BUT I ALREADY TURNED MY AC UP WTFFFFFF
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
I felt like I was fucking insane for a few hours yesterday I was asked to give feedback on someone's video essay project and it was 90% AI slop. Got ridiculed for basically explaining a middle school essay rubric I'm never allowed to be mean to myself anymore when shit like this ends up being real
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
I may have lived here for a while but leaving my bike parked in a busy city area still got me STRESSED. 0.01% chance of smth happening but i stress nonetheless
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✨Basina✨ @sobbingmusouka.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
I did go outside today tho Nothing fun or exciting I had to get groceries and went to a new one further away and they had really good veggie prices!! And then the lady at the konbini asked my age bc i got myself a drink for later...and she looked genuinely surprised when I said 30 🥺
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