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I fall. It's like a dream. The same as when I'm just about to fall and suddenly my body drops. Or like I missed an extra step while going down a staircase. But that's unfair. I was just looking at the ground. I was looking straight down, at the soil. Why did I fall? I was so cautious.

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I hug her, and she hugs me back. Her hand reaches up and pats my hair. There's nothing to that gesture. It's like she moves on autopilot. That's okay... That's okay...

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You can do a cartwheel? "You can't? Dude, it's so easy." It's scary... What if I fall on my head? "Then tape a pillow to it." You could still break your neck like that...

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Oooooh, you're right! Extreme cartwheeling... Down a hill, down a bridge, down a roof... Heck, I'd watch that. "You'd be the champion." Aw, yeah! Wait, are you tellin' me to go roll off a roof? "It's okay, we'll tape a pillow to your head."

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My own pathetic figure writhing on the floor, crying for Tosya. The smell of gasoline inside a pitch-black body shop. A shattered window leaving painful cuts. Apologising to everyone's parents. My dad getting fed up with my hysterics. My mother's sad, embarrassed face.

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I need to hold my breath, I need to steady myself. Was this how I imagined it? The liquid in my teacup twists and swirls. Is this how it's supposed to be? The steam rises up to my eyes, clouding my vision. Is this what all of this amounts to? The tea smells nice.

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Hehe... I'm so lucky. No matter who wins, I'm getting a free soda. Being a wimp has finally paid off.

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I hug her, and she hugs me back. Her hand reaches up and pats my hair. There's nothing to that gesture. It's like she moves on autopilot. That's okay... That's okay...

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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I hug her, and she hugs me back. Her hand reaches up and pats my hair. There's nothing to that gesture. It's like she moves on autopilot. That's okay... That's okay...

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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Oh no... Oh no, this can't be...! That's cute! That's really cute! Ah, I should've expected this. I should've known the infinite universe would be infinitely cute. This world truly is wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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I thought about it as if I deserved it. As if I didn't have it good enough before. As if my life had any real problems. I was just being greedy, plain and simple. Getting my hopes up over some silly coincidence... It's all so stupid, I can't help but laugh. A-ha-ha...

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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So it wasn't just me? It's not just my wishful thinking? ...Haha. That's nice to hear. Even if I still don't know for sure... It's the most comforting thing I've heard out of Garin's mouth to date.

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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"I... I didn't do anything, really..." Ah...! Flustered... Ira's flustered. Is she flustered? Really? ...Haha. Hahaha. That's cute. That's just so cute!

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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- Anything else? - N-no... I mean, yes. I'm... I'm sorry that you got in trouble. - Huh? - Well, I figured you... I heard you got into a lot of trouble after that. You know, when Garin read my stupid poetry. I'm sorry for that.

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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Really, I'm no better than them. There is a trace of worry in my head, but it isn't directed towards Ira. Instead... When I first heard about her disappearance, the thought that flashed into my head was rather ugly. "Now nobody will come to save me." Gross.

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Hehe... I'm so lucky. No matter who wins, I'm getting a free soda. Being a wimp has finally paid off.

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[ Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ. Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ. Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ ] [ I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. ]

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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Sure, it's overall brightness index is nothing special. You could even call it underwhelming compared to other stars of its type. But even so, it works harder than most to shine as bright as it can. And I find that really cute.

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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Did you know that our Sun is a very unusual star? To start with, it's a yellow dwarf. Those constitute for just 7-10% of all stars in the universe. It's an outlier even among those. Most yellow dwarves are primarily covered with dark spots. The Sun isn't.

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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...But... I'm still a very greedy person. It's still not good enough.

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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It's none of my business. I'm not so delusional as to believe we're close enough to share something like that. That'd be nice, but it's not how things work. Things work like this: when Ira's in the room, Garin doesn't talk to me as much. When she isn't, I wish she would be.

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My eyes keep snapping to the doorway. It's empty, of course. What am I waiting for? Even if she showed up, what would she do? Mug him in front of everyone? ...Hehe. That would be really funny... Hey! Stop thinking that! Maybe he really did forget. Who knows?

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

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Maybe some onlookers — no, most people will think she didn't plan on helping me at all. And that's what I'm inclined to think as well. Yet... my unreasonable heart is still elated. And I'm getting some really silly thoughts.

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

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- Well, you two were pretty close, right? - (Their whole group chuckles.) We weren't... - No? - No, not at all. - Really? I thought you two were dykes.

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ASYA. @snowkeepsfalling.bsky.social · 04/12/2025

// you're so straight girl keep it up

Flustered... Ira's flustered. Is she flustered? Really?

...Haha. Hahaha. That's cute. That's just so cute!

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ASYA. @snowkeepsfalling.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

Guys... Yuri Gagarin... he- he was the first man in space...

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ASYA. @snowkeepsfalling.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

once i was told i looked like someone who likes Yuri. doesnt everyone? he went to space

ASYA. @snowkeepsfalling.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

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// FAKEST IDGAFER EVER

IRA: Write me a poem.
ASYA: ...Huh?
IRA: A poem.
ASYA: Um... Why?
IRA: ...What kinda question is that? 'Cause I liked 'em.
ASYA: Oh, uh...! R-really? You liked them? You liked my poems?

IRA: Why else would I ask?!
ASYA: Ah, that's- T-thank you very much!! I mean...
ASYA: Y-yes, of course! I'll write one, um... Do you want it to be about something or...? M-maybe in a specific metre =?
IRA: I don't care. Anything.
ASYA: A-alright! I'll think of something then...! I'll try!
IRA: Yeah. You do that.

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

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I hug her, and she hugs me back. Her hand reaches up and pats my hair. There's nothing to that gesture. It's like she moves on autopilot. That's okay... That's okay...

XIII. DEATH @fatecalls.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

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[ Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ. Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ. Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ ] [ I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. ]

ASYA. @snowkeepsfalling.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

// logging onto this account Hi I Also Write Poems

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xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

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[ Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ. Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ. Я ТЕБЯ ЛЮБЛЮ ] [ I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. ]

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

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Weeks passed. My life didn't exactly change. I went to school the same way, I sat through the lessons, then went to the store, then to the library or for a walk, and then, when it got dark, I headed home. Day after day.

XIII. DEATH @fatecalls.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

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XIII. DEATH @fatecalls.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

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I hug her, and she hugs me back. Her hand reaches up and pats my hair. There's nothing to that gesture. It's like she moves on autopilot. That's okay... That's okay...

Pjackk Quote Bot @pjackkbot.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

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Im a stupid Mada facka

xix. the sun @stillinthedark.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

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