Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 29/09/2026i like em bright and sparkly and flamboyant and gay and faggoty 1290
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 29/09/2026i used to do eq on my iems but not on this laptop, i tried doing it again and all my music has new life again no need to buy iems for a bit 1160
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 25/09/2026I worked the courage up to post these so please say many things about it #nudes 1318517
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 25/09/2026i hope its ok if i just make sketches and shaded lineart and not more 5490
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 25/09/2026Is posting nudes here ok or will it compromise the integrity of this profile 4481
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 24/09/2026bumping this also for the time being the paypal got limited for getting too many transactions so please try the kofi for now 04949
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 23/09/2026thank you all so much for the donations, and the nice uplifting messages 4332
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 23/09/2026i wish i was a concept artist designing monsters that are also sometimes slightly homoerotic 0323
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 22/09/2026collecting iems is like collecting dildos 2453
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 22/09/2026shenny is less inclined to try anymore when she is surviving trying to meet baseline needs rather than living 1250
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 21/09/2026discord.gg/FSpuuAJxtV join only if you care deeply, do not join if you do not care about me and my life beyond my art, help to not make me feel alone anymore chat call stream idea discussion life things will get heavy i recognize i need deep personal connections and i am working on getting betterdiscord.ggJoin the Aspen's server Discord Server!Check out the Aspen's server community on Discord - hang out with 1 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat. 0191
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 20/09/2026i like guitar miming until my wrists get sore and hurt and pretend i am playing my last ever show playing for my literal life for a crowd that cares before the drugs take me 2332
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 20/09/2026i tried drawing something that isnt a stupid fucking sketch for once and make a cute serious effortful drawing and i fell flat on my face and now i feel like failure 4190
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 19/09/2026I never considered I may just be very cranky cause I haven't done my injections, but I've been feeling like this since Wednesday, and my injection day is Saturday so 4390
Reposted by Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closedShen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 16/09/2026gun #furry #furryart 81044222
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 19/09/2026paypal.me/PayUpPles ko-fi.com/snepause 69381
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 19/09/2026the most anyone will ever know of me is me spiraling and going batshit insane and saying retarded shit, other than my art, not even my vent art that most people probably just dont care to read and interpret to skip to the porn i want to be your friend, i want you to care, i dont want to be an artist 2482
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 19/09/2026but no one owes me anything right? its not your fault i was born into shit and now im making it everyones problem right? i cant force things i just wish i could have influenced what people remember me as, is that so wrong? after a lifetime of misunderstanding? who will i be to you if i died? 2221
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 19/09/2026and when im gone all they know is the loss of an artist, of snepause, not aspen, not shenny, no one will mourn for me, not friends or even family, as no one knows me for who i truly am, even if i tried and tried, until i become ash, in a place i dont belong to, among people i dont know 4340
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 19/09/2026I'm sorry, I was gonna give you all another chance but I deleted everything too soon, because she's right, and I hated that, and I did so impulsively 1150
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 18/09/2026no one will truly know me for who i am other than just being an artist on the internet, no one will know my life and just how fucking hard it all is for me right now, no outlets for me to vent to, no one to talk about life with, and if youre thinking, no, its too late, im too tired to let you try 1261
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 18/09/2026shenny wishes her life were more like her friends' 0230
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 17/09/2026Any activity online will cease across all public facing socials for a while, we will see after today's questioning with staff 3240
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 17/09/2026It's not your life after all, I'm the one living here, alone here, all I do here is to produce art, until I can't anymore, then I'll be no one, because no one understands my life, what I got myself into, what's happening now to me, and none of you will be able to influence anything, and I'll die 3160
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 17/09/2026I can't look at social media anymore, all my friends live better than me, all those artists that have the means to make cool shit I can't talk to my friends and get along with them anymore what the fuck do I talk to them about now, what use is there, what is my life compared to their, alone forever 0240
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 17/09/2026I was happy about coming here, I would've traded everything for privacy, if only I knew, I don't want to be happy anymore, because being happy always means I'll have a chance to have it all be utterly crushed, I knew it wouldn't be as good as I thought it would, I'm still naive,I still let it get me 1220
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 17/09/2026The room doesn't even have its own bathroom cause it's a smaller room so I can't put my shit in there now, floor doesn't even have its own kitchen, they put the locker up in a stupid fucking way I don't even have any place to put my things table is small no window space heaterdoesn't work rm hatesme 1180
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 17/09/2026I can't be happy anymore and draw cool kinky quirky things when all I'm forced to think about is me living in a shit hole with retarded animal creatures for housemates and being forced to think about what it has all become despite all the people that care about me online, none of you can help 0210
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 17/09/2026How can I be happy anymore when all I've got to think about is just how fucked up my life is, I'm literally living in a prison now, this is no different from a prison 1190
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 16/09/2026I've moved to a new location because of my roommate abusing me, this place is much worse in so many aspects I cried so much I don't know if I can keep up anymore the rest of my time will be spent in this dump and that sucks so fucking much I can't tell my friends cause they don't know how to help 1551
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 16/09/2026My retard ass injecting 7mg per week for 4 weeks before I realized I forgot to adjust my dosage to my schedule 1270
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 16/09/2026puritans that dont even follow me speaking about my content for me like they know 1460
Shen 🏳️⚧️ comms closed @snepause.bsky.social · 16/09/2026I can't take any more big changes in my life, I don't feel well, I think I've crossed the point of no return, I'm only going to get worse 3240
