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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

I’m back up the 139lbs and I feel like my world is crashing down on me I just wanna be 120 again why is it so fucking hard

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

What happened? Why don’t I try anymore? I hate my body and wanna loose weight but I’m not doing anything to change it. Why? It used to be so easy for me but now I just don’t care. But i also do? This sucks I just wanna loose weight

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Ok guys i officially have two months off of work i now have no excuse to not lock in i will lose 5-10lbs i know i can make this happen

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

Really really depressed and miss my ex this morning

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

Every time I feel my thighs rub together I want to rip my hair out and shave my fat off with a cheese grater

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

I need to start counting calories again I need to lose weight so bad

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

So my best friend isn’t my friend anymore and I feel like my other one is about to leave too I actually don’t even feel like a real person anymore

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

I feel like I’ve eated so much today I’m so sad :( (I haven’t, but I have meals planned out so like i will)

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

I CANT WAIT TO GRT A NEW JOB

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

Also have no boyfriend and my best friends hate me I think I’m a horrible person!!

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

I took laxatives because I’ve been so backed up and oh my god I can’t stop peeing out my butt and I have therapy in 10 minutes 💔💔

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

I can’t stop binge eating 💔💔💔💔

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Update: managed to gain 5lbs back what if I shoot myself in the head

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Update: things still suck like super duper bad

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

Took shrooms like an hour ago I don’t think they even work but also like I haven’t done them in over 5 years so I kinda forgor what it’s like

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 06/03/2026

Bruh yall know im mentally ill rn cause I NEVER post this often

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

Did he cheat on me? Yes. Do I still see myself wanting to date him in the future?…. Also yes..

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

One of the people I work with said to me “are you dieting, it looks like you’ve lost weight” IM WINNGINGGG

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

Changed my layout for the first time since I’ve made this accounttttt

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

I feel like I’m going to die

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

I’m going insane. I keep going from app to app to app to distract myself but it doesn’t work. And if it does it’s only temporary. I just want him to talk to me.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

Literally my first thought I think to myself once I clear my head is simply “I want to die” and it won’t go away

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

Every morning I wake up with a panic attack. I feel so broken.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

Since we’ve broken up I’ve lost 10lbs 😝😝😝 at least I got one thing going for me

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

Even though he cheated on me. I keep trying to tell myself, things can change and get better. And maybe we can get back together. But, I know that can’t happen. Even though I want it to more than anything in this life.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

I’m sorry for going mia after my last post thank you to the people asking if I’m okay. But in all honesty I’m so far from okay. I’m even worse than I was.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

I think im gonna attempt tonight. Not even trying to seem like im seeking attention it’s just I have no one to go to. I don’t wanna live anymore.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

Can I just get some one to talk to me please. Just one person. I’m begging.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

AYYY THEY FINALLY ADDED A DRAFT BUTTON LESSGOOOOO

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

I’ve been binge eating for like two weeks and I’m so scared to check the scale I know I’ve gained an unimaginable amount of weight

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

I really thought we were gonna be able to work together and work this out why couldn’t we.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

God my gluts and my thighs are in SO much pain

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

Called out of work and went on a hike this morning today has been really nice so far

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

I hate being greasy little freaky goblin

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

Omad was dinner at Red Robin 🫩 did I eat every last bite? Yes. Was it also delicious? Yes.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

Watched iron lung last night and ngl it was a little confusing but otherwise i thought it was a really good movie!

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

2026 goals - eat less fast food - go on more hikes - meal prep - LOCK IN

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

It’s the way I’ve gained so much weight back I can literally feel my thighs rub together when I walk and it makes me wanna take a bullet to the temple

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

Guys… what are the best diet pills. My black seed oil only works so much I need something more

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

I binged so bad yesterday I feel so horrible about it why is it so hard for me to stay locked in

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

Yea we’re back together but this is everything I wrote down that I still feel the need to talk to him about…. Lol

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

So we’re 100% back together but idek how to mention it to my friends cause I know they’re gonna be so disappointed and upset with me

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

Even tho we both agreed we wanted to be together I don’t know if it’s confirmed that we are back together at this very second. Especially because he said he wanted to talk more about it tomorrow and he still needs time to process everything.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

My boyfriend and I broke up last night. But I can’t go through with it. I need him. I can’t loose him. I’m gonna message him once he’s off of work.

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

I feel like I’ve had a set back today. Today’s the first day I’ve ate two meals in the same day in like a week. It says I gained two pounds but I hope that’s not actually true

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

This is the year of quitting my fast food addiction and lowk it’s getting easier and easier at the days go on. The cravings are almost non existent

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Guys…. I’ve gained 14lbs in 3 weeks is this real or is something wrong how the fuck is this possible

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dia🎪 @sm0kebreaks.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

Maybe 2026 will be the year i actually lock in

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