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BLADE BIRD

@skarmory.bsky.social
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i talk about whatever i want here

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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
“Wait but isn’t that a good thing” yes and also i feel like crying. I actively want to break down into a mess of tears right the fuck now
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 24/03/2026
stress spikes ur cortisol resulting in a slowed metabolism but fortunately if you’re stressed Enough it will make you too nauseous to stomach food and loop back around into weight loss anyways!
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
Better to cast me out than level with me and understand why I feel the way I do I guess.
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 28/02/2026
The truth is I’m doing very very bad but trying to make the most of it
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
Every now and then you identify the thing to say in a situation that would cause Extreme Trouble and you know better than to say that but a small part of you does want to!
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 15/02/2026
the little things, it really is the little things
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
I’m really struggling to trust others lately
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
Feelings so bitter, I couldn’t possibly swallow them
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 13/12/2025
to those who haven’t, i hope it was all worth it i guess.
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 28/11/2025
literally cant do any of the healthcare shit i need to until february
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 12/11/2025
“I’m normal about this” and other self affirmations
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 07/11/2025
some things are exactly as you fear
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 03/11/2025
If i, drunkenly or otherwise, have ever trusted you with a Piece of Myself, please be gentle with it.
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 03/11/2025
I want to learn to be vulnerable without the weird aftertaste, the “why did i say that”
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 17/10/2025
Aughh it is not my week at all. Sorry!
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 16/10/2025
I wonder if this person will ever know how much hurt theyve caused me
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 30/08/2025
think i got a form of crippling anxiety where its hard for me to feel happy or satisfied with anything i do and i interpret most praise an insincere but i will carry on, create and try to enjoy the moments anyways
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 27/08/2025
*in the most condescending tone i can muster* ah, i see that you were Visibly Inspired by a piece of media. this talk devalues your artwork you know. real artwork is obviously when your inspirations and influence are things i Dont recognize
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 29/07/2025
“I want to be friends with this person” is a sickeningly anxiety inducing feeling or is that just me
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 18/07/2025
the only solution is to keep making art
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 13/07/2025
im soo proud of me for resisting the temptation to do artfight
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 09/07/2025
kind of not really doing ok right now if i had to be honest
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 07/07/2025
its fine i just hope everything’s alright
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 06/07/2025
waow dude you are like… such a lainpilled schizoposter… thats so cool
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 18/06/2025
and the hypervisors, how hyperly they vise
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
i have to get even gayer
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 08/06/2025
lately much more willing to drop like a hundred on a “retro” game for my ps2 or smth than a new one because at least with the older game i actually own it and it will be complete and playable offline
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 07/06/2025
listening to a lot of i_o lately because i really like his music but when i think about his death i get legitimately pretty upset. shit’s not fair man, i hate it
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 26/05/2025
capitalism and grindset culture suck but i think it remains true of a lot of people that theyd be happier if they found a sense of purpose or locked in on something. it doesnt have to be a job. can be activism, exercise, art, tinkering
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 22/05/2025
*clippy appears in the corner of ur screen* you seem to be reacting emotionally as a result of experiencing cognitive dissonance. would you like any help working through that?
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
was offput bc i tried to talk to some rhythm gamers in line for popn at acen (mistake probs), they were standoffish. felt embarrassed, totally beefed my credit after, failed all three songs. mix of trying to jump into hard stuff too fast and felt like i couldnt even get the muscle memory to work.
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
experience the heat death of the universe
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 17/05/2025
Living my con ribbon dreams. It will grow longer. I’ll keep you posted
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 16/05/2025
im like if a boy and a girl had a kid
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 13/05/2025
me on this acct with aren
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 10/05/2025
i aim to answer important questions like how many schnitzelsemmeln a man can reasonably eat on a short trip to austrua
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 01/05/2025
to the tsa agent who was mean to me today i hope you rethink how you treat other people
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 01/05/2025
I feel like not a soul on earth takes me seriously and I’m doomed to always be treated like I’ve no clue what I’m talking about even when i know i do
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 30/04/2025
it kind of sucks getting to know someone and then realizing theyre a compulsive liar and a lot of shit they told u is just not true haaaaah
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 29/04/2025
I really really like the new No Mana EP like a lot
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 24/04/2025
i tend to think of myself as someone unremarkable or forgettable and thus am always surprised when an acquaintance or someone ive met once or twice remembers who i am
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 23/04/2025
shaking the sadness out by reminding myself that i will be in poland soon and i will see my friends
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 21/04/2025
“schranzgender” im really feeling this one. is this anything
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 19/04/2025
i guess i should follow some # oomfies on this account but since it’s accidentally turned into venting/braindump im scared lololol
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 19/04/2025
impostor syndrome goes crazy but I’m gonna make something good anyways
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Claire, Boo Haver @progesteronipizza.bsky.social · 17/04/2025
And so...

They were both convinced they were bothering the other person
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 17/04/2025
anyways I’m making my gf who has never played a jrpg play .hack//imoq, i expected her to be bothered by the jank and grinding but it’s going surprisingly well. she Gets It
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 17/04/2025
there are no bad artists (ai fuckers are not artists) but there are idiots who squander their potential on pettiness, drama, and comparing their Numbers instead of focusing on making things that bring them joy and connecting with others over it.
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 17/04/2025
If you ever see me making mocking Postes about a kind of art that doesn’t serve me personally just take me out back get it over with
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BLADE BIRD @skarmory.bsky.social · 17/04/2025
I think I really hate the way a lot of people talk about art on the internet
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