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first impression: man i hate it LMAO usually i get it when im a healer and im helpless against the sprout dps who wont lb3 so i wasn't expecting it AGAIN HAHA. nice to see u around tho!! im usually in aether for raiding LOL

WAITT IT WAS /THE/ YON OF ALL TIME....HOW DID I MISS YOU </33333333333 i was so bummed out being in the chrysalis that i wasn't even paying attention LMAO 😭

jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

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crunchy pencil brushes mmmm #ocg:sidapa | #ffxivart

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jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 20/10/2025

#ocg:sidapa forgot i left him like this 😳

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jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 31/10/2025

the non-bunnaries 😌 #ocg:sidapa / #ocg:lus'midhe

A sketch of two of my buns: Lus'midhe (they/them) on the left, and Sidapa (he/him) on the right. Lus'midhe is gently smiling while Sidapa looks annoyed af.

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tw: self harm ||| he hates the raen part of himself so he removed off the scales himself but they keep growing back so it becomes excoriation atp

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jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

old art while trying to figure out what scales i wanted for him but i ended up removing most of it except for his back. #ocg:sidapa | #theferality | #rkgk

A sketch/practice of my FFXIV OC, Sidapa (he/him), posed looking over his left shoulder, mouth covered by it. Next to him is a the reference pose I used for him.

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i spent a whole ass month thinking of seiji and romantic sisei so i need this guy to be a palate polluter

jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

declaring it be sidapa week 🙂‍↕️ #ocg:sidapa | #theferality | #gpose

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jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

wip of the guy of all time #ocg:sidapa #theferality

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jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

im so happy u did the in heat one i was panic finding it for you bc i saw it in passing. thank you for peepaw food 👐

RU / ADON. 🩸🐊 @thecrocofkugane.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

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I am suddenly cured of all illnesses. [ #ru:altan ]

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jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

sitan is 6'9 because i thought it'd be funny

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i had lots of fun being able to write these. thank you ever so much to Moen for the fun prompts!! ♥♥♥ #ocg:sitan #ocg:seiji #theenmity #theblossom

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x. cast of characters i've written short snippets of all the characters that appear in his journal entries! there are lots of them surprisingly. i also included some exposition due to the altered timeline of when Lord Kaien falls. ellipsus.com/read/4xTMv1V...

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i forgot to tag the most important thing... sob #FFxivWrite2026

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i had lots of fun being able to write these. thank you ever so much to Moen for the fun prompts!! ♥♥♥ #ocg:sitan #ocg:seiji #theenmity #theblossom

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Kingdom Hearts: Melody of Memory OST - Musique pour la tristesse de Xion (from KH 358/2 Days)

AND IT'S DONE!! late by a few days but I felt a need to polish it just a bit. i got some of the timing of events way off :') if you made it this far THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING. i leave you with the despair that Seiji is left with at the end alongside an ending theme! youtu.be/BQfuISGD8Q0

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30. vestige #FFxivWrite2026 "I will continue our work. I am duty-bound no longer by an oath made to my lord, but by blood and the dreams of the dead." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/4UCIoLI...

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29. layer #FFxivWrite2026 "The next time I write, I hope it is in a sunnier place than the dreary, humid confines of Doma Castle. I want to be able to walk the streets of my home and see it rebuilt." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/5ctvjLC...

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28. on thin ice #FFxivWrite2026 [ cw: descriptions of physical abuse ] "He was petrified, locked into a gaze that revealed to him the heartlessness that allowed Ayato to kill their father. And now, it was fixated on him." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/36cMElg...

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27. ( father ) #FFxivWrite2026 "I love you so dearly, my son, and I know I would be proud of you." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/2UfqKAI...

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26. susurrus #FFxivWrite2026 "I found where the key leads to. It was Father’s room, tucked away in the labyrinth of halls behind doors upon doors. The actual door was plain and unassuming, which was odd." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/7bsxQzF...

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25. cynosure #FFxivWrite2026 "I simply believed it was because he was my older brother. Our father was gone and our stepmother only cared about how much gil we were making. We had to take care of each other." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/o57QM9M...

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24. drift #FFxivWrite2026 "He told me that red thread has the power to tie people’s fates together—bind them. Once the red thread falls off, the bond had solidified and now nothing, not even Fate, could separate him from us." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/7m1ctv1...

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dev! 🧡🤍🩷 @dravania.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

"suggested they werent wearing undergarments" i cannot make this up!

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23. egress #FFxivWrite2026 "My desire is to live a life shared with someone, of a life where there is no war, no battle to be won. After all of that, there must be something after it, right? A future." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/19PdOxm...

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22. train #FFxivWrite2026 "I miss him. I don’t know what else to do with my time." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/5R6CkwL...

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21. better late than never #FFxivWrite2026 "I see now what was taken from me; my trust in other people." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/41ZuZV0...

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20. ( self less ) #FFxivWrite2026 "Am I the one who is being selfish and ungrateful? I’ve gone behind his back and lied to him multiple times about continuing Father’s work..." 🌸 ellipsus.com/read/2diTOlv...

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🎨 Pb @pillowboat.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

im behind xivwrites by so many days but im big chilling.... i am hitting the end point of what i was trying to tell in the entries so im trying to cook with what i have.... i eventually want to do a small drawing for each entry! i think it'd be a fun project :>

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Desperately need help to climb out of the hole I've gotten myself into. Truly anything helps, even if it's just sharing this post 💖 Thank you! ko-fi.com/pillowboat

Ko-fi goal titled staying afloat, with a goal of $700. Description reads: Due to mental health, Im struggling to keep up with commissions, and with top surgery in about a month, Im unable to finish them in time to open up again, and surgery recovery will delay this even further. I am afraid to try medication for my mental health this close to surgery as I almost always have a negative reaction to them. All of this to say, my life is kind of on hold until I recover from surgery, but my bills will not wait for me, and my parents rely on me for help. Anything helps ❤. The text is overlaid on a dark doodle of a messy room.

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idk if its the fight itself or the nature and those within pf rn but its been really hard. spending 2 almost 3 months in P3 has been hellish

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it sucks but i think i rly just need to let it go. things can be left unfinished to be picked up back again. no shame in it.

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jasper 💤 @sitan.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i honestly think i will give up progging more umad. waiting in PF and counting on the randomness on it has eaten so much of my time. i really want to be doing other things... 😔

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it is so in character for him to be doing this 😭 nothing going on inside his head..just wiggles.

im so cute aggro'd at him rn

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mm yes...the blood halo is perfect on him

i love the color palette for this andi!! silviu looking real cool 🫪

he's gone from being a guy who just didnt want to follow his dad's expectations to a guy with anger towards those that wont/cant understand him and trying to find his way 🥹 i wanted an oc who wasnt always nice or justified. i wanted him to be an asshole and be wrong

i've rewritten sitan's backstory to fit more with the xiv lore since originally, before i knew anything at all, he was from gridania living in the forest LOL (hence the green hair....) stormblood then enraptured me #ocg:sitan #xivqhcs