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No, it doesn’t. At least not to me. I will never apologise and not mean it cause at that point I’m betraying myself. Apologising means you atone for your actions and won’t do it again, if I’m not certain that I’m doing those two things then the apology means nothing and is just empty words

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Because I can’t be smart and upstanding always. I have shit days, I have shit weeks, I’m human like the rest of us. I can’t bottle up my feelings forever and at some point they explode. That day they exploded. It’s not a justification, it’s not an excuse, it’s what happened

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Actually you made my problems go away, my mental health has been improving drastically since you’ve made me realise that social media means nothing and losing friends happens and isn’t the end of the world. So thanks for helping me improve my mental health so I can make others smile ^w^

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

No, I couldn’t have. I can’t apologise without meaning it and I wouldn’t have meant it

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

You didn’t talk or argue with me, you asked what I did and why I did it and when I told you and gave you the reason you just dropped me. You clearly did not care enough about me to actually ask why I did it or to think maybe something was wrong. Why are we even having this conversation?

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

I do actually, I cried every night for like a week and deleted all social media from my phone after you dropped me (and I mean all) I don’t think you understand how much losing you hurt me

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Yes, because you made it clear you didn’t care. If you could drop me that easily then I would do the same. You said don’t interact with me so I stopped interacting and blocked you to make sure I wouldn’t. I simply honoured what you wanted

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

No it was definitely the wrong decision lmao, I lost a friend very close to me and told someone to take their own life, However I don’t regret it at all

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

USED to be. even if you did care I just straight up don’t want to tell you cause we aren’t friends, it doesn’t matter to the argument and it’s not your business

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Lama didn’t tell me to apologise at all actually :\ Lama asked what happened, I told him, he moved on and we’re still friends Admiring something was wrong and regretting doing something are two very different things btw, I can admit stealing is wrong but I wouldn’t regret stealing something

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Why tf would I tell you??? It’s not relevant to our argument, we aren’t good enough friends for me to tell you what’s been happening to me and like overall I don’t think you’d care that much cause it’s pretty basic teen shit :\

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

None of my friends told me to apologise, idk where you got that from, quite a few people said I was justified actually. You’re right, succumbing to your emotions to hurt someone is wrong, that’s a fact I won’t dispute. I already said that what I said was wrong but I’m not going to regret it

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Regret it cause it made me realise I honestly don’t care. I don’t care about other people because I’m not in the right headspace to care about other people. I’ve been over you dropping me for months, I do not care anymore

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Yes Skittle because that is how human emotions work. Did you think I’d be mature? I’m 15 navigating my emotions and the emotions of those around me, I have so much more to care about than some random guy who hurt one of my friends. What I said in the moment wasn’t right but it was said and I don’t

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

I liked it cause it was funny, literally right there in the text. I am upstanding and smart but I also hold no remorse or compassion to those who go out of their way to hurt my friends. I in no way really wanted him to kill himself but in that moment it felt right to say and I stand by my decision

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Awwwww don’t cry, you can have some of my drugs I guess 🙄

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Wibs @sillylilcreature.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

Why would I need to make up to you? I did nothing to you. You dropped me as a friend and that was your choice. I saw a post that mentioned me and liked it cause believe it or not your posts do end up on my timeline, I liked it the second time because it was funny. There’s no ulterior motive here lol

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