⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 10/05/2025⠀i’m almost never serious , and i’m always too serious . too deep , too shallow . too sensitive , too coldhearted . i’m like a collection of paradoxes . 030
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 09/05/2025⠀yes , yes , yes , i do like you . i am afraid to write the stronger word . 002
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 08/05/2025⠀i wake up like a stray dog belonging to no one . cold , cold , and the rain . friendships outgrown or ruined . 032
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 05/05/2025⠀ask me to stay , and i will . i will drop everything else if you ask me to stay . 010
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 04/05/2025⠀you’re my favorite friend , i’m sorry that i want you like a lover . 023
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 03/05/2025⠀they tell me , shaking their heads : ‘ you should be kinder . you’re somehow furious . ’ i used to be kind . it didn’t last long . 000
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 02/05/2025⠀why can’t you see me .ᐣ why can’t i stop needing you to see me .ᐣ 020
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 02/05/2025⠀i belonged to no one . not the right daughter . not the right sister . not the right friend . not the right lover . 010
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 30/04/2025⠀crawl inside this body— find me where i’m most ruined , love me there . 044
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 30/04/2025⠀i have a feeling you got everything you wanted , and you’re not wasting time stuck here like me . 030
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 28/04/2025⠀whatever our souls are made of , his and mine are the same . 074
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 28/04/2025⠀come on , don’t leave me , it can’t be that easy , babe . 012
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 27/04/2025⠀the songs on the radio are okay , but my taste in music is your face . 011
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 23/04/2025⠀how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine .ᐣ 011
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 22/04/2025⠀you’re just thinking it’s a small thing that happened . the world ended when it happened to me . 023
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 20/04/2025⠀scared of my own image . scared of my own immaturity . scared of my own ceiling . scared i’ll die of uncertainty . 032
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 19/04/2025⠀but i always knew that in the end , no one was coming to save me . 030
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 17/04/2025⠀i need a father . i need a mother . i need some older , wiser being to cry to . i talk to god , but the sky is empty . 011
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 14/04/2025⠀between your name and a prayer , is there a difference .ᐣ does it matter .ᐣ the stars in the sky can never compare . 034
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 12/04/2025⠀i feel like i’m the worst , so i always act like i’m the best . 010
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 09/04/2025⠀you can lean on my arm as you break my heart , just don’t leave me wondering where you are . 001
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 07/04/2025⠀i am prone to being forgotten , i have learned that i am relatively easy to leave . 032
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 05/04/2025⠀this is not where i belong , you’re gonna miss me when i’m gone . 012
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 04/04/2025⠀i don’t want another lesson learned , could you please be gentle with me .ᐣ 045
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 02/04/2025⠀anger was better than tears , better than grief , better than guilt . 021
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 01/04/2025⠀i kneel into a dream where i am good & loved . i am good . i am loved . 063
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 31/03/2025⠀ah , who will save me from existing .ᐣ it’s neither death nor life that i want . 021
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 28/03/2025⠀forgive me father , for i have sinned . and as i kneel here now ; hands red with blood , i know deep down , that i’ll do it again . 031
⠀ @sidereumnoxe.bsky.social · 28/03/2025⠀you want so badly to be pure again , you call yourself a doll , a lamb , an innocent little thing . but the color pink doesn’t wash away sin , and rosaries don’t make you any less scared of god . 021