iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 31/07/2026

考慮換個方式與社群平台互動：更專注在輸出內容（部落格），而非讀別人的內容。有點像推播發文通知。這一年半我喜歡在自己的部落格上記錄（/log），因為我不會看到他人的反應，而這些反應（或不反應）會讓我焦慮。但有些比較長的文章我還是希望更多人看到——想與人交流想法。近期會重新在這裡發文（正在研究自動發文）。若想聊我的生活，歡迎從 Gmail / Telegram 找我。 English: will autopost blog post link (Chinese), adjusting my way of interaction with social apps.

ZollsWolf(佐魯斯) @zollswolf0815.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

Reposted by :: shu

[Animation Commission] Thanks @shuthegreyfox.bsky.social Commission me~~ Art by @azuza.bsky.social Animation by me

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 20/02/2025

I reckon that it’s better for my headspace to only post my stuff on my blog and my furaffinity page. I feel like it takes me forever to pull my mind back to reality (and work) after I swipe on any social media platform. I still see friends update on weekly basis so am not deleting account. *yip*

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 25/01/2025

Say hello to my v2 ref sheet by the awesome @edesk.bsky.social <3 Am really loving the entire piece, and it feels more positive and confident to me. More thoughts below:

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 23/01/2025

This can not be stressed enough. I actually can feel that my overall well-being is improving when I make myself the top priority. There are still rooms for improvement, but I think I handle myself pretty well. Friends are still essential to me, so I’ll see what I can do with it next.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 30/12/2024

Feeling offended from a bot account insta-like + follow. Glad I’ll be migrating to my blog later.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 30/12/2024

Not having much energy to socialize in furry fandom tbh. I still enjoy hanging out / chatting with furs that I know well, I just feel a bit aimless and felt meh meeting new fur friends. I feel that it’s enough to just stay connected with known / close fur friends, and spend most time with myself.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 17/12/2024

I have been wondering about one thing for so long: Many furries seem to be okay with creating (or commissioning) a fursona that doesn’t resemble them, whether body type, height, outfit, personality, expression, etc.. While I have Fidget fox and yes I enjoy suiting them, Fidget is not me. Shu is. 🧵

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 02/12/2024

Just trying to figure out exactly how many are actually reading my posts so feel free to press the like to trade for a bit more of me 👀 (Might skip questions that are irrelevant / unimportant to me or don’t wanna answer)

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 26/11/2024

It’s so easy for me to focus on the pessimistic side of my life: what I once had but lost now, what I am having but will lose later, what I don’t have but others seem to have. Instead, perhaps I should practice more on reminding myself what I have and will have, to remind myself how lucky I am.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 14/11/2024

Post a pic YOU took (no description) to bring some zen to the timeline.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 14/11/2024

I very much love the idea of connecting with people worldwide(ish, mostly western let’s be honest, and given the fact I’m using English) through the internet, and even some of the connection became very meaningful to me. But really, being physically present makes lots of diffs, especially the hugs.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 06/11/2024

You’re doing great shu. You handle yourself well.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 05/11/2024

The ultimate question would be: what are the {things, people, mindset} that you would like to keep around for a little longer until you’re unable to? My answer for now would be like (in order): 1. shuthegreyfox 2. Physically and mentally healthy 3. My cozy den …

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 04/11/2024

I don’t like the idea of letting the emotion come and go like they’re passengers of my life. I own my emotion and they are part of me. I know it’s better to just let go the feelings (learned in a hard way tho), but I guess I just want to grasp on something that I cherish but do not own.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 29/10/2024

Adding new friends on social media and pending for approval kinda eat up my attention. Should just leave it be and clear up my mind.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 21/10/2024

Picking a hiking route on-the-fly is a new concept to me. It requires me to be open to unexpected and be adaptive. Hiking with a friend like that further requires empathy. I’m a meticulous planner. I *need* things act as planned. But yeah trying my best to be flexible. Need more practices for sure.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 17/10/2024

Hey folks, old and new, just so you know for now I use this place for jotting my thoughts, so nothing exciting here. If you’re looking for fursuits or artworks, or photos of me, then you’re following the wrong fox. Unfollow me at your will. Nothing else to say here so I’m going to do my own thing.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 08/10/2024

“Whenever feeling down, work on the abs and core.” This technique surprisingly works for me and improves my mental health aaand my physical body, though only tried a few times. Breathing works too but workout is easier for me to focus on one thing.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 03/10/2024

Speaking of, haven’t been playing drum set for a long while, and I finally had enough energy to grab my drumsticks and play along the drum cover of some funky anime music 👀✨ Man it feel so good playing a song which gives me good learning curve. Always accomplish something every time I practice.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 01/10/2024

I don’t have an elegant solution for now for browsing social media content on my own terms (like email digest). Now I’m kind of aiming for organizing a list of links of profiles (friends and artists etc.) that I’m interested in, and then just go through them 1 or 2 times per week.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 26/09/2024

Getting Things Done is my happy place.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 24/09/2024

shuthegreyfox.com/2024/09/25/p... Haven't been writing blog for a long while, but this one has to be done. I hope that I will never experience these extreme emotions again, even though those emotions were kind of addictive, almost like playing a tragic role and devoting myself into the character.

shuthegreyfox.com

剎那即永恆／Paralyzed in Infinitesimal

〈剎那即永恆〉這幅 Edesk 所繪畫的作品，投射出我這段時間裡的內心世界。因為是由許多淚水與絕望所堆砌而成的…

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 17/09/2024

453841 = 73 x 6217 kinda cool

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 09/09/2024

It’s just so easy to hit the follow button, but then it’s equally easy to be messed up by the platform algorithm who decide what to read in what (shuffled) order. Trying to be more active choosing what to read, like being on a diet.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 05/09/2024

Reclaim attention = Control dopamine trigger

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 29/08/2024

*calmly observing the grey fox* Can sadness and happiness coexist? Over these months it’s more likely that the sadness trumps the happiness, even though both emotions are real. It’s almost like a tendency that I “enjoy” more in sadness than in happiness.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 24/08/2024

It’s Take My Attention From Internet Back time. *nods nods in fops*

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 14/08/2024

슬픔은 늘 떼로 온다 기쁨은 늘 스쳐 간다 슬픔은 늘 떼로 온다 기쁨은 없다 youtu.be/Js67kofnQw0

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[AAA] HYUKOH(혁오), Sunset Rollercoaster - Young Man (Official MV)

YouTube video by HYUKOH

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 09/08/2024

Color filter do have some positive impact on my swiping time. I still swipe Twitter and Facebook, but spend less time during the day. On the other paw, I convinced myself to wait for a few months and focus on something else at the mean time. Not much progress, but am calmer than before.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 31/07/2024

Grayscalize my iPhone. Sounds like a thing that a certain grey fox would do. Also now the images below and the bsky app and everything are all grayscale to me until night time.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 29/07/2024

It’s Feeling Insecure And Self-Conscious time. Which means I need to ignore the elephant in my brain again and leave it to my therapist this weekend.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 25/07/2024

It’s Away From Internet time.

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 15/07/2024

So many things to tidy up. Personal to-do list, taking care of my own health with cooking and workouts, career planning, things regarding to friends and family, financing, travel plans, errands and houseworks, etc.. The hardest part is to be mentally ready to take actions.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 15/07/2024

Unable to do paragliding due to strong wind, had a fun motorbike trip nevertheless.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 11/07/2024

Physically away from Internet helps me focus on present when I’m on the cruise ship. Feels good.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 30/06/2024

Haven’t been driving for a long while. Turns out to be okayish. (Driving for hours is still stressful tho) I guess I’m kinda into driving a smol car in Taiwan because you know everything in the city is crowded. Road is narrow, parking place is extra smol, motorbikes swarm, traffic interweave, etc.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 21/06/2024

Having eventful weekends is nice. Staff meeting, ferry trip, motorcycle trip, trip with friends. Maybe will plan more things to do later. Pic unrelated.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 14/06/2024

I might post more things on bsky instead of X. The X browsing experience is just getting worse. So yeah have a recent human me pic fixing stuff here. I guess it could be one of the rare irl pics I post online for a while.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 30/05/2024

Never try connecting dots you dumb brain. Just ask them (and I’m so glad you did afterwards).

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 24/05/2024

I think I get emotional very easily. A song, a news clip, or some furry I like, and then I get triggered. I don’t act it out though. I know how to deal with it, just that I still believe I’m able to make a change so that I would be emotionally satisfied. But I guess I should instead take a nap.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 07/05/2024

I had a weird dream. I still remember at the end of the dream I was wearing a gown with my fluffy grey tails. After flying for a bit I appeared in a Chinese style banquet (round tables), and I met my family while my gown is still on me. My mom and brother seems to be happy and took me a picture.

:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 06/05/2024

I don’t wanna give a shxt about political opportunists who just hijack our attention and spread hate and just yell at everything without solving any real problems. *frowns in fox*

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:: shu @shuthegreyfox.com · 03/05/2024

Always feel numb and gives a *sigh* when reading recent news happened in Legislative Yuan. I also aware that possessing such feelings instead of acting on it is exactly what the enemy of Taiwan wants to see, so doubles the frustration 😓