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👹 Sarky 🐻🆖 @sarkyfancypants.bsky.social · 6h

Living for the russian data center that got blown up killing thousands of maga bots and AI accounts. Can we have some more of that?

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 14h

confused what’s the joke here , am I not tapped into politics enough or

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

U are very real too me and u r not a joke, ur a friend of mine even if we dont talk as much

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

🙁 I hope you feel better about yourself very soon, If anything while I don’t know what u look like, I’m sure it isn’t as bad as u think.. Pls…. 🙁🫂🫂🫂🫂

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

reminded me of this . made this in a rush .

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

pork soda wip this isn’t ship art either lmao these mfs straight up hate eachother however Clark is obsessed with Thomson #1437art #fnfoundation

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

NEVER KILL YOURSELF MY GRADE WENT FROM A C+ TO A B #1437talk

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

??? So a grown ass man told me that I have a diseased mind and that I can never recover and that I’ll forever be a monster for having para disorders ??? Dude I am a fifteen year old I am not a fucking predator ?? he’s also against recovery ???????? #1437paratalk

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

legit for a second I couldn’t understand who I was looking at in the mirror. dumbass I was looking at MYSELF. jokes aside I really felt detached for some odd reason around my surroundings it takes a hot minute to remember “oh this is irl and im an actual living this” #1437talk

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shy's video folder @shyvideos.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

wow what a night I had yesterday wonder what that was all about #1437talk

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Going to sleep and hoping I don’t wake up I accept whatever happens to me it is all fate #1437talk

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

If I was a little more fucked up I probably would have attempted by now

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Mat didn’t do anything wrong I’m just so pathetic that I just want to tell him my stupid insecure issue and I’m just. Projecting my wish. I’m so tired of everything I want to disappear so fucking bad

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

My head hurts so much form dis I want to vent to a friend soooo bad but no I can’t fucking do that I cannot Let this happen I can’t let bullshit win over me I hate everything so bad Mat if you ever see this I’m crying

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I don’t care if I’m dragging it and venting on main I’ve been so sad and I finally just broke and snap and my emotions came spill over a stupid art price I posted . I’m a mess I hope I never come back anymore I want to quit everything I want to cut everyone off I want to cut myself

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Dude I think I pissed off my friend today ooh my god slit my throat slit my wrist stab my eyes stab my stomach kill me kill me kill meeee. Pls I can’t do it anymore I need to die I need to vanish no one loves me And I am the Antichrist

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Is my art not good enough)? Do I need to change it to be good? what do I need to fucking do so that people can ALCNLOWDGE ME AND LIKE MY ART IN THIS GOD FORSAKEN DEAD EMPTY UNPOPULAR Unkonwnfucking community what do you fucker pieces of shit want from me I hate all of you SO MUCH

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

banging my head against glass. I’m so fucking scared I hate this server so much I hate everything everyone hates me I hage it all I’m a fucking broken record they want me to slit my wrists open and make me bleed out. I believe they all hate me I’m fucking. anxious and paranoid over a DISXOF SERVER

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I want to disappear from it all I want to disappear from it all they hags me and they hate me they hate me and they hate me and they hate me and they hate me Andy they hate Gene sure they and me he an and Teheran amdbev

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I decided to be a FUCKWAD and let my anger speak through bc I couldn’t understand someone’s tone correctly AND they wouldn’t fucking stop rage baiting me??? Ohhh my God I willl genuinely HNAG YOU WITH A NOOSE AND REXORD YOUR DEATH TO YOUR LOVED ONES. IMSSO ANGRY. I’m hate everything and evehrkne

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Ughhhhhh I still feel like mat hates me for that one time a like. Sorta “argument” broke out in another server . That he was a mod for. I feel so painfully angry and guilty at him saying “giving out spiels in 2026, but I’ll let it slide” or something like that. Ohh my god I’m so stupid

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I HATER FUCKING HAVING TO BE HUMAN I DONT WAAAANT THESE WMOTIONS!!!! I DONT WANR THEM!!!!!! I HATE RHIS!!!!!!!!! I knew today would be. A bad day. Am I still redeemable

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Why can’t I be normal whydo I have to fucking feel these emotions. I don’t matter whatever my friends need me more than I need myself

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I’m such a fucking loser for crying and spiralling over not getting enough attention. I’m not happy anymore from fnfoundation I seriously am so sad because I loved this community so much genuinely I want to keep smiling from this I want to keep being happy because of this .

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I know vapor probably hates me a lot I’m so fucking. ? I’m don’t even know. I swear he probably hates me too from how berry told me the times he complained about me I seriously want to fucking kill myself so I’m not a burden or a complaint anymore I am in a hell of my own making

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I want to tell mat So bad but I also don’t want too. he’s a grown ass adult with a fucking job on the other side of the world he doesn’t care about a stupid kid like me I’m a burden to everyone around me

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I keep telling myself that “oh this’ll be gone by the next day, I won’t think like this anymore” but that’s a fucking lie. I still feel that they all hate me and that everyone thinks I’m a stupid freak and what me gone from the server. I’m so scared

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

And now I’m scared no one loves me anyone I feel so paranoid about everyone Bc they all hate me and They want me to die and hurt myself . I will disappear one day and they will All cry

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I just want to fucking tell mat already seriously I’m gonna cry over a stupid small server for no reason because I don’t feel special and loved enough for a community I have fucking loved dearly for so fucking LONG. God. Parasocial final boss he hates me he hates me he hates me

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

what am I doing wrong????? Tell me what to fix so I’m likeable. I beg I can’t handle this torture I just want to disappear from the server so people care and wonder about me. I want to cut off everyone and spiral into hell

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I’m not blaming mat or anyone else but I feel sorta hurt when he hearts others peoples work that barely post even fucking though I POST MOSTLY DAILY. I’m very selfish and self centered if u couldn’t tell. I swear he’s tired of me no one likes me in this stupid server of a dead mod

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

GENUINELY WHEN I SAY THIS. This is persistent and I have been feeling horrible and paranoid for WEEKS about that server. I genuinely start to hate it so much when I post art I hate it I hate it a lot I hate it when I post art now. It doesn’t make me happy anymore

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I feel like people think I’m weird or hate me cuz I like to headcanon characters and draw certain characters more than others. pls. This server is so dry and like . GENUINELY ITS SLIGHTLY BIG BUT NO ONE TAAALKS BRUH.

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Seriously anytime I get SOMETHING weong in the lore or ask something stupidly obvious I want to hurt myself very badly and I get bad intrusive thoughts of killing myself and hurting myself. Idk what to do. I hate this soo much

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Holy parasocial final bossBut. Genuinely. and I feel so embarrassed for getting some parts of the lore wrong cuz of my bad memory 🙁 I think he hates me but I don’t think he does. I seriously just want to ask him if the server is behind my back and if he hates me for getting the smallest things wrong

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I seriously want to bring up my issue to mat since honestly that’s legit the only guy I actually talk to cuz of lore updates that he publishes . I don’t wanna bother him for with useless crap like this but I honestly feel so paranoid that I think he hates me too

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I feel like everyone is talking behind my back and I feel like all the devs hate me and I feel like all the cool people I look up to hate me and I feel like they’re excluding me from something big even tho genuinely no one fucking talks in the server BUT ME

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

i wonder if the people in the fnfoundation server hate me and want me killed because of how much I actually talk and engage with the media unlike how they don’t talk shit and take up space in the server because of how old and unpopular fnfoundation is Pls I will kill myself and everyone

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🐾 шеликс 🌈🌺 @shelix.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Dude I have two closeted gay friends What a Week #1437talk

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