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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 6h

Btw, still doing NFL picks this year. I'm gonna need help the rest of the week. Before I got the win on Seattle, my record? ...6-7 Yeah yeah...go ahead

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 6h

Update: this weekend is effectively over. The AC unit was looked at and repaired. Capacitor. Codeword was called last night. This will effectively be different this time.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 11h

My only hope now is as I have released the truth, I can find peace and more importantly... Love...that's really what I want in my life. Peace and Love.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 11h

Daww I see lots of familiar peeps, and even better...more peeps I need in my life!

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 11h

So yeah...the truth has been set free. Will be set free. I don't wish this trauma to be a part of my life anymore. ...I am indeed a victim...as I came out to my mate who was by my side. Take my advice, please, as a victim. Violence, harming your loved ones is NOT THE ANSWER.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 12h

Starting to come back around but it's slow. It's going to take time. The hardest part of the work day is done. Just need to keep this going.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 16h

It's already hard for me today. I feel like it's going to be hard. After yesterday, I just want to work. To be quite honest, I wish I could stay at work. I wish I could have someone with me while I worked as well. I just don't feel good at all

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

So to anyone who ever thought I was a bad person...I'm not perfect. Nobody is. But from all the damage I've ever taken, I've just tried to be the best I could be, even with the social anxiety, the PTSD, the abuse and the fights. I just hope going forward...I find help in wherever I can

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

And today...marks the first time I've ever come out to anyone about my physical abuse as a child. It wasn't just verbal. It was also physical. This PTSD I have, you cannot bring an opened hand up to my head. I flinch, I wince, my lips tremble like I'm gonna be slapped across the mouth again

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

It's just another bad time for me. Depression from past physical and verbal abuse has set in. Crying texting my mate today, feeling like I was pulling my heart out of my chest talking about how I was treated as a child. For 35 years, I just wanted to know what love felt like...

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

He discloses to no one just how bad his social life is because he's afraid at the end of the day, he's just gonna hurt somebody because HE'S been hurt and continues to get hurt. He wears the words on his back like they're a permanent scar or a curse. Yet no one knows why...

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

The only good thing your son did for himself today was walk into his closet and put on clothes. He's wearing the same UNC jersey as he's done all year, even though they'll probably lose today, and he'll have THAT to deal with... And you wonder why your son wants to die? Why he hates life?

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Helped you with chores... Helped you with moving furniture...and right there in that moment, you attacked. You chose his most vulnerable moment to go after him. And all year long he's said how bad his year was...going after your son and his tone of voice just adds to the straw on that camel's back

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

But instead of trying to tackle those problems in your life, you decide to put down your son because he's mad just like you are, and you can't stand it? I'm sorry? So he's in his media room, all alone, no one's talking to him, listening to music on his mp3 player. All he did today was help you...

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Y'know...you're desperate for some sense of self control and some sort of being on top of something...when you go after your own flesh and blood son because of his...tone...of...voice You could have a problem with your own job, and you do. You could have a problem with the AC out, and you do...

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Fuck 2026. There, that's my post for the day. I feel for you for those who have had to go through the same exact amount of unrelenting and unjust bullshit as I've had to My year has been shit since Day Fucking One I'll see myself off. DMs are off. Everything's off...I'll be in Minecraft

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

My mental health means nothing to anyone... Goodnight Bluesky. I'm about to blackout.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

No one cared January 3rd No one cares tonight So while I get drunk listening to Motorhead, nothing improves nothing. No good is being done. We're letting this wolf rot. What has got to happen for things to change!?

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

My last post for the evening. Y'know we talked about this so-called Furry Takeover Event on October 26th. Let's be real, no furry in NC is gonna show up to this. It's just karaoke in a dive bar, no suits allowed. Who the fucks gonna show up for that!? No one cares about this piece of shit furry.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I love how...the most recent message request I've gotten on Facebook is from some scam shit. Like that's all I attract these days...scammers. Heaven forbid someone human, or furry, wanna talk to this piece of trash besides some fucking scammer account Fuck outta here with that shit

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

youtu.be/bAIt20SWzi0 No one understands...that's why I took my first shot of liquor tonight to this song. Knowing no one understands what it's like to live a life in constant struggle and strife and grief while everybody else is happy and no one happens to notice YOU need love more than anyone

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Motörhead – God Was Never On Your Side (Official Lyric Video)

YouTube video by Motörhead Official

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Day 2? First real angry day. Woke up already in pain in my hip, and it had been with me, even now. And since I've been home, the anger is worse. Just wanted to say that before the liquor starts flowing tonight. I'll see myself offline.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

This tickles my inner pinball wizard. Also Pac Man machine...is it bad I would prefer the arcade cab with the built in mini pinball mechanism so it's like you're playing two styles of cabs in one

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I need to remember to mute both the con acronyms AND the year/number or else it REALLY sets off my anger

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

My hip might as well be utterly shattered, torn, destroyed etc... But I'm still alive. I'm still here and I'm still walking out, victorious because I survived the day. Victorious because I know a few people are having a ball without me...I know my time will come back around again really soon

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I needed this this weekend. Thank you so much 🖤❤️

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Horse music @fiddleback.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Thrive in your own queer way because your mere existence upsets the worst people. Outlive the ignorance. Horsey believes in you 💜

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Yup. Plus to be this close to the weekend and time off it's like "man can I just get through this so I can give my body a chance to rest"

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

There's got to be a hell of a lot of pain for me to be struggling to sit down. The anger I'm in is almost unsalvageable. But the speed at which I am moving today, the ridiculous amount of work I've done is...insane How much does a werewolf have to hurt today?

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Just gonna try and make it through today. Hip doesn't want to cooperate already and I've only just gotten to work. 28 days

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Here's your friendly reminder, now with custom enhancements! #fursuit

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Welp...that's how it gets started...Porn. I'm being sent porn. Sitting here reading a book and now my mate has my cock throbbing in my shorts. Can I just be a good boy and read my Garfield comic strips THEN bury the bone!?

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I'll cut a comment short, yes Raine, your holes are first and ONLY priority So everyone! Let's all enjoy this month, remember werewolves are your friends...and much more if pet us just right. Mind our howls, the stains, the mystery puddles, your furniture...aw hell just give everything to us

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Welcome to October! aka Time Of The Werewolf...yeah, I know, I'm one to talk about all different types of September like a million different varieties and cuts of cheese. Simply put, this is where I fully embrace the half-were, fuck shit up, fuck holes, and go absolutely feral.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

We're finally in October? You mean all the 1,000,000 renditions or nicknames for September are done!? Btw...29 days

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

It got buried in the lag...so...restart the countdown 30 days

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

"You should never have to ask for your seat at the table if it's a place where you belong"

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

No shame in that. As bad as 2026 has been, egg nog sounds like a pleasant little sign of good things to come hopefully

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

If I had to define the word "weird", would lying flopped out across my chair flat on my back with a Minecraft foam sword in my mouth fit that definition? That is hell on my neck by the way. Would not recommend #fursuit

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I have one of these and mmm...not saying it's the best buuut...it's rather close. It spins rather smoothly, rather fast. I'll meddle with this or the V-Cubes

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I tried the same thing with Duck Duck Go. No matter what I searched, I just got result after result of chickens. Wouldn't recommend asking Jeeves. He's just not been the same...and not sure what everyone's so excited about Yahoo.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

The reality is, I haven't shown my own boy enough love like he needs. I think a few others are actually giving him more love than I am. This is at a point where last night I realized "damn, I'm really not giving myself more love than I should"

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

That was a rather good feeling last night, just getting that off my chest. I'm realizing some things, future events, that sorta shit. And you know what? I'm at work this morning having my coffee, work is light, and I got struck with a good feeling again. I kinda want to get in suit today.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Lastly, where you belong? That will be tested. Don't focus on fitting in. This world needs more people who do shit differently, who do things their own way and are not afraid to say "no this is not for me". Embrace this, and more importantly...be true to yourself You've got this, Lone Wolf. GET IT

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

But look, you're an amazing wolf. You're strong. You look at challenges, laugh and make them cakewalks. You have an amazing talent for singing and that's gonna REALLY get out there. Take the mic. Wear that vest, because the only one who loves you most for who you are...should be you.

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Self from the future. Hi. Listen, it got bad. WAAAY bad. One year from here, you'll be questioning your job, you'll wind up in the hospital, getting stitches from a self inflicted wound on your wrist, a deer is gonna faceplant into your passenger side, you're gonna feel really negatively fandom wise

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☠️Shadow🔫🔜Howling Con @shadowwolf6.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Like the saying goes, one door closes another one opens. Save long standing traditions for the holidays. Focus on the Bash, self. Your fur hasn't gotten you anything, but your willingness/bravado to sing before people you don't know...the want to BE BETTER...you can't prove this Lone Wolf wrong.

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