iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Sunlight when I'm finishing work. I love daylight savings!

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Proof that hair makes 90% of my gender. Look how beautiful my hair was before I lost it. It'll take years to look normal again. Wedding hats is just a bandaid

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Living with so much guilt, so much regret, I miss certain people so much...

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

There was a time when I actually liked looking in the mirror... Now I just cry when I see my reflection...

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Well well well... Guess who has a gf now ❤️

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

My hair was my greatest pride. My best feature. It'll take literal years to get it back. Years to look like myself again. I can't cope like this. I've lost all pride in my appearance now

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Bit by bit I'm realising on my own the amount of people I've hurt or used or mistreated. Even in cases where people may not have realised I was mistreating them or using a situation for my own pathetic or selfish needs. I need to change.

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Omg no more football crowds on trains for a few months 🎉

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I wish I could go back. There was a time in my life when I wasn't a toxic person. But this year, as fun as life has been, Ive done alot of harm and toxic stuff. What has happened to me. How'd I become this bad...

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Finally realising just how toxic I've been at times. Realising some things I've done genuinely don't deserve forgiveness, I certainly wouldn't forgive me if the roles were reversed. I feel terrible, Ive become something I never wanted to be. I'm not looking for pity.

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Genuinely stressed about money problems...

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Ahhhhh what the heck do I do when I have a strong crush on two different people

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I think I'm realising I'm getting burned out on these ambiguous situations. I think I need stability and commitment.

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I've lived my life I've learned my lessons I know who my true friends are I'm happy with how things are currently tbh

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I really hate myself. It's my fault. I ruin everything

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Can I just say how amazing my friends are! ❤️ Been having a down day due to what happened with my hair. Dysphoria hitting hard. Trying to stay positive. My friends have been constantly spreading positivity to me today. It really does mean alot.

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Bye bye hair. You will be missed. Hello beanies and hats for now

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Seriously considering shaving my head and starting over...

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Recently a friend gave me some advice: "if someone makes you hate yourself, don't keep being around them" I should learn to stick by that.

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Realising I've started rejecting the concept of monogamy cause I just don't see it happening. It isn't that I don't want it. I just tell people I'm just being casual, cause casual is the only thing I seem to get. Of course I want monogamy but that's unrealistic

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

First time meeting the girl I've been flirting with on discord from a dating app tonight. Nervous, wish me luck.

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

Hindsight is absolutely hilarious right now 😁

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

I'm such a nerd that I enjoy filling in the census. Anyway I just found out my dad and sister did the census for this house without me. Now I won't get to fill in census for another five years 😤

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Lol I joked my two sets of friends are like an angel and devil in my ear.

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

One of my biggest fears is hurting the people I care about...

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Guess who just tried weed for the first timeeee

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Hate myself. Hate life. World's biggest reject. Hope really is stupid concept I should give up on.

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I have answers. Even if it did hurt a bit, I'm glad I have the truth.

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Shout out to the elderly Asian woman watching iCarly at full volume on her phone on the train

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

I need to get my teeth fixed literally asap. Unfortunately I'm a pathetic loser who forgot previous appointments. So everything will be pushed back. Make my life take longer until I'm a normal person.

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Humans are such a dumb species. Why do we get crushes on people? What benefit does that serve us? It just leads to pain.

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Maybe I'm not ace. Still can't figure that one out.

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Imagine if my past self could see how much I drink now

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

What a wild spontaneous day. Spontaneous gunzel event

Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

I'm in a great mood! Had a great night with friends yesterday and got some much needed affection. I've missed that so much.

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Chloe (ShadowStar) @shadowstar58.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Ugh. Brush my hair, step outside, wind ruins it. I hate wind.