ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 19/05/2025leaving my vibrator in kansas i feel like a rabid animal i know this orgasm im gonna feel when i get backs is gonna b explosive 000
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 16/04/2025MY PASSENGER SEAT IS EMPTY MY BED IS EMPTY MY HAND IS EMPTY AGHHHH 110
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 16/04/2025one post on their ig and its us i know i shouldnt put too much merit but i cant help but feel stupid happy thinking ab it 120
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 12/04/2025jacked off dor 2 hours straight last night came 7 times. maybe there is a god 210
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025man why am i feeling so terribly. by all accounts i should be doing fine. i have a great job now, friends who care about me and a family that loves me. 110
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025///he/// makes the other one look like a saint. why am i not deserving of that kind of love again 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025i want to be loved like my previous relationship, he wasnt a good person but he loved me deeply and passionately. He doted over me when i was sick and loved myself for more than just my body. Why did i convince myself that being loved only for my body was enough 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025what the fuck is wrong with me. am i loyal or am i clingy, am i concerned or am i overbearing. am i loving or am i obbsessive. why cant i be loved without someone being annoyed at my existence 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025"you cant love others until you love yourself" WRONG i am //THEE// LOVER I HAVE SO MUCH TO GIVE TO OTHERS 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025no because genuinely what do you do when you can see the problem and see how annoying youre fucking being. like i see what my issue is why do i have to project it onto the world when i could just keep quiet and push through it 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025keeping quiet also as a form of self harm because im convinced confiding on people is attention seeking 💔 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025started hyperventilating at work and everything was closing in and on the verge of tears and had to do the "5 things to touch, see, taste, smell" thing and then kept working #boss #hustle #onthatgrind 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 05/04/2025ezra keep this shit to yourself noooone wants to hear this 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 05/04/2025ive been clean for 2 yrs now but fuck relapse looks good idfk 110
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 05/04/2025terrible habit i have where i cannot accept my own reason of "i dont want to" as valid, i always have to justify it. I know exactly where it comes from though 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 04/04/2025i hate how foreign orgasms are to me and now that ive actually experiemced one im obbsessed 110
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025*someone i intend to be serious with lets say that actually 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025ive been thinking a lot ab a conversation where i was told i need a sexless relationship and like tbh i think ab that alot. Idk if i agree,i think its more like i need to not bone someone max date 3 min within 30 minutes of first meeting them irl 110
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025im trying so hard to not want to wish death upon that evil twink but its hard 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025blow my brains outmedia.tenor.comGet Your Pooh On GIFALT: Get Your Pooh On GIF 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025sometimes i wonder if theres anything even more to me other than my body/looks 110
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025swinging between feeling super pretty and insanely ugly yayyy 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 31/03/2025convincing myself im okay with aging so that i actually am okay with aging and that each new gray hair i find doesnt scare me at all 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 28/03/2025back to needing to be touched this is such a cruel world 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 27/03/2025updating my redflags list lmk what yall think: -avid dragonball fan -music taste of a 15 year old incel 430
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 23/03/2025ik a big part of why i kept going back to dating apps was the validation of people lusting over my appearance and it definitely does feel nice but man i am NOT joking when i say its an addiction 020
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 23/03/2025went to a hook up, and then got icked out so bad about the thought of a stranger touching me in any capacity that I backed out. this arc is over. 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 22/03/2025tranvestigation is so funny "do you have a dick" all because i got a lil mustache move along buddy 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025maybe ill kms thatll solve everything right? right?media.tenor.coma cartoon character is standing on a blue carpet in a dark hallwayALT: a cartoon character is standing on a blue carpet in a dark hallway 110
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025man this is so fucking fucked i think im a lot more fucked up sexually than i ever realized 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025sent the dude a "this isnt healthy for me and im fucking off" and blocked him everywhere immediately 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025canceled a fucking hookup on friday and yobi rewarded me w ice cream :3 010
ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025looking at past relationships and "friendships" maybe ive been groomed to be hypersexual from the start 010