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@sewerdenizen.bsky.social
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
leaving my vibrator in kansas i feel like a rabid animal i know this orgasm im gonna feel when i get backs is gonna b explosive
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
MY PASSENGER SEAT IS EMPTY MY BED IS EMPTY MY HAND IS EMPTY AGHHHH
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 16/04/2025
one post on their ig and its us i know i shouldnt put too much merit but i cant help but feel stupid happy thinking ab it
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 12/04/2025
jacked off dor 2 hours straight last night came 7 times. maybe there is a god
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
man why am i feeling so terribly. by all accounts i should be doing fine. i have a great job now, friends who care about me and a family that loves me.
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
#cringeposting
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
am i just not worthy of a healthy love?
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
///he/// makes the other one look like a saint. why am i not deserving of that kind of love again
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
i want to be loved like my previous relationship, he wasnt a good person but he loved me deeply and passionately. He doted over me when i was sick and loved myself for more than just my body. Why did i convince myself that being loved only for my body was enough
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
i dont want to die alone.
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
what the fuck is wrong with me. am i loyal or am i clingy, am i concerned or am i overbearing. am i loving or am i obbsessive. why cant i be loved without someone being annoyed at my existence
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
"you cant love others until you love yourself" WRONG i am //THEE// LOVER I HAVE SO MUCH TO GIVE TO OTHERS
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
no because genuinely what do you do when you can see the problem and see how annoying youre fucking being. like i see what my issue is why do i have to project it onto the world when i could just keep quiet and push through it
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
keeping quiet also as a form of self harm because im convinced confiding on people is attention seeking 💔
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
double majoring in college as a form of self harm
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
the days are alllll blending together
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 06/04/2025
started hyperventilating at work and everything was closing in and on the verge of tears and had to do the "5 things to touch, see, taste, smell" thing and then kept working #boss #hustle #onthatgrind
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 05/04/2025
ezra keep this shit to yourself noooone wants to hear this
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 05/04/2025
ive been clean for 2 yrs now but fuck relapse looks good idfk
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 05/04/2025
terrible habit i have where i cannot accept my own reason of "i dont want to" as valid, i always have to justify it. I know exactly where it comes from though
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
i want to cry actually
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
i hate how foreign orgasms are to me and now that ive actually experiemced one im obbsessed
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
chained up, collared, tied to bed, blindfolded,
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 04/04/2025
FUCK MAN FUCK FUCK FUCK
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
*someone i intend to be serious with lets say that actually
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
ive been thinking a lot ab a conversation where i was told i need a sexless relationship and like tbh i think ab that alot. Idk if i agree,i think its more like i need to not bone someone max date 3 min within 30 minutes of first meeting them irl
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
im trying so hard to not want to wish death upon that evil twink but its hard
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
maybe its time to dip back into starvation
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
blow my brains out
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Get Your Pooh On GIF
ALT: Get Your Pooh On GIF
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
sometimes i wonder if theres anything even more to me other than my body/looks
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
swinging between feeling super pretty and insanely ugly yayyy
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
may
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 02/04/2025
the cycle is cruel is there ever an end?
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 02/04/2025
orgasmic experiences listening to ghost, actually
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 02/04/2025
took me out of the mood so fast i wanna kms
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 02/04/2025
touching myself turning into yearning for sex FUCK
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 31/03/2025
convincing myself im okay with aging so that i actually am okay with aging and that each new gray hair i find doesnt scare me at all
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 28/03/2025
back to needing to be touched this is such a cruel world
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 27/03/2025
updating my redflags list lmk what yall think: -avid dragonball fan -music taste of a 15 year old incel
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 23/03/2025
ik a big part of why i kept going back to dating apps was the validation of people lusting over my appearance and it definitely does feel nice but man i am NOT joking when i say its an addiction
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 23/03/2025
me n my vibrator against the world man
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 23/03/2025
went to a hook up, and then got icked out so bad about the thought of a stranger touching me in any capacity that I backed out. this arc is over.
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 22/03/2025
tranvestigation is so funny "do you have a dick" all because i got a lil mustache move along buddy
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025
guys a cute girl called me gumball watterson coded
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025
maybe ill kms thatll solve everything right? right?
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a cartoon character is standing on a blue carpet in a dark hallway
ALT: a cartoon character is standing on a blue carpet in a dark hallway
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025
man this is so fucking fucked i think im a lot more fucked up sexually than i ever realized
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025
sent the dude a "this isnt healthy for me and im fucking off" and blocked him everywhere immediately
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025
canceled a fucking hookup on friday and yobi rewarded me w ice cream :3
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 18/03/2025
looking at past relationships and "friendships" maybe ive been groomed to be hypersexual from the start
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ezzy @sewerdenizen.bsky.social · 17/03/2025
sex is a disease and needs to be eradicated
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