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@sekaitism.bsky.social
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hourly 🫧 @rustedcutlery.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
before you get tired of me , don't hold back , do what you want / eventually , if you lose it all / i weave this melody , to leave no regrets behind / now , let me dance with you ! the best preparation is -
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hourly 🫧 @rustedcutlery.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
an empty kitchen , an annoying sunset , and a drain . / a 100 - yen cream bun / can't help me memorize what love is . / i trace the lines on your cheek . / i'll be your magic , i'll be your reason
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hourly 🫧 @rustedcutlery.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
i'll surrender my body , which turns indigo , / even if i end up forgetting as a result . / the cutlery is rusted , as if it has been used often . / i want you to end it / in the worst case . . .
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blue omurice 🪼 @sekaitism.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
evil
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hourly 🫧 @rustedcutlery.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
you're so nice / what should i do if i end up weeping in your chest ? / at last , i dreamed such a dream / i'll just be staying like this
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hourly 🫧 @rustedcutlery.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
' teacher , i want to talk about my life / what should i do from now on ? are you just going to tell me ' no one knows that ' or something ? / look , it’s not that i want to suffer / i just want to live without doing anything / is it selfish to just want to look at the blue sky ? '
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hourly 🫧 @rustedcutlery.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
why do we mess up / and make mistakes so easily ?
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hourly 🫧 @rustedcutlery.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
there’s no doubt that the falling rain will wet my cheeks , / and although i love even the colors that have dried up , / they'll grow dimmer as they recede into the distance when i shut my eyes . / the sound of raindrops is annoying , but laugh it off for me !
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hourly 🫧 @rustedcutlery.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
the morning sun pierced my back , and from behind the closed door , a frightening voice spoke : / ' even though my true feelings cannot be expressed , ' / ' even though i'll only fall to hell in the end . . . '
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blue omurice 🪼 @sekaitism.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
made a bot for my niigo oc too . HAHAH
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
for your sake , i shall sing my weaknesses / for your sake , i shall realize my hopes / for your sake , i'm laughing today / may these words of ours will reach someone
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
from the farthest distance , the two of us encountered each other / blame it on karma , because of it we'll meet over and over
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
someday , even artificial flowers will bear fruit
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
one day i will disappear / i wonder if i'll remain in someone's memory / just this snippet of a moment
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
' aa - nevertheless i wanna meet you . . . ' i loop around many times , i loop / my heart is crying with you , that alone is certain / that alone . . . is all i need
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
in this one and only lifetime of mine / it's up to me whether i choose to love / if i do , i'll give it my all
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
i'll come to your side right away , so you just stay there and wait , as you are .
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
i hugged you tight as you were crumpling down , as i have found your loneliness . . .
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
i didn't want anyone to find me , and yet , being together with you . . . i have yet to tell you how happy it made me , so . . . so , please . . !
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
all of it , all of it , they're me / the fears , the sorrows , they're me / so let's embrace them all in our arms / and take a little nap
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
i'm sorry for being weak ! i'm sorry for being selfish ! / even so , please remember be sometimes / please don't forget me , please remember me
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
you gave me love so much that it seems to overflow from my hands , where shall i throw it away ? something like a finite expendable item is what i don't need
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
even though i feel so miserable and pathetic / i still can't seem to change myself
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blue omurice 🪼 @sekaitism.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
WHAT THE FUCK . OKAY . UTAKOTOBA JUMPSCARE
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
i've destroyed it yet again ! i didn't want to lose it , i didn't want to forget it , but i lost my strength and let go of your hand , even though i knew how dear you are to me !
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
you gave me love so much that it seems to overflow from my hands , where shall i throw it away ? something like a finite expendable item is what i don't need
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
in this one and only lifetime of mine / it's up to me whether i choose to love / if i do , i'll give it my all
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
living our unscripted days / we find ourselves flustered by unfamiliar feelings / even if we get hurt , or even if we hurt others again / i want to stay here just as I am
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
i well up with ' it's so hard ' , ' it hurts so much ' , / but i can't say it , so i just drag myself along , unable to heal / when i feel like i want to run away or i want to cry , / my words always catch up only after i've wandered about unsteadily
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
i don't want to hide even the most insignificant things / even if we stick out , even if we don't match / our distorted words made us get out of sync with each other / the fact that i hurt someone else hurts me / even so , i won't let go of this hand
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
drowning in waters too blurry to see , i'm in agony , unable to breathe . i was hoping to hear someone's voice for just a moment . . . ( i really am weak , aren't i ? )
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
is this called ' i loved you ' ? / where i struggle to cling to you / what's wrong with killing me , / me who you hate
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
but the two laughed , yes , they laughed still / la la la - it's such a wonderful curse / even if we die tomorrow , we can easily treasure the ' now ' . . .
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
the sunset is pretty , and dogs are cute / getting offended together , at the boorish news / laughing at a bad movie , watching variety shows and crying / going round in high spirits , was a slightly lonely pair / i'm glad the two of us , i and you , are just as evil as each other
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
tell me , why are you so secretive ? tell me , are you afraid of being laughed at ? tell me , do you miss seeing anyone ? is that really so ?
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
if it was going to be this painful , i wish i had never known / how much better would it have been to abandon my feelings of love for you / even so , i'm happy that i met you .
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
ah , how many times do i have to worry like this , / just by being alive ? / i'm only human , so at least for today , / it's fine if i look down , right ?
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
' i can't seem to capture your real self / with this out - of - focus blur ' / you smile with a lonely face
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
even if we're lost , i'll never leave you my whole life long
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
the moment our eyes met , the moment i called your name / the moment we became friends / the moment we fought , the moment we made up , / their footprints look like a constellation !
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
the words i couldn't say . . . are still words i want to reach you !
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
in this one and only lifetime of mine / it's up to me whether i choose to love / if i do , i'll give it my all
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
i didn't want to hurt anyone , i didn't want us to be separated like this ! what should i do ?
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
yet , ' i love you '
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
i can't say it , i'm afraid to say it , / so i keep my mouth shut / set my heart free now !
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
with just the sound of beating hearts deep in the night , / the two of us shared our loneliness
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
someday , even artificial flowers will bear fruit
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
is this called ' i loved you ' ? / where i struggle to cling to you / what's wrong with killing me , / me who you hate
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
it's not a mutation ; it's just the way i am . / whether that's X or Y
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hourly 🪼👓 @1lluminatedst4r.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
if it was going to be this painful , i wish i had never known / how much better would it have been to abandon my feelings of love for you / even so , i'm happy that i met you .
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