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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 11h

Hey, chat. It's been a while. I've been doing just fine, really. I've been dating an absolute dream of a man for a while now. I am exactly where I want to be...

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

AAA! One day before my move to my own place my @dandypuppeteer.bsky.social Carnival Puppet items came in! I cannot wait to be able to coord everything after moving, but the carousel bag is truly impeccable! I got the full set with both the bonnet and the headbows and I am so happy with my past self!

Black and white leather handbag shaped as a carousel with black and white bows, white trimmed details over a black base

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

I forgot to post my February reads! Here they are, and they were stunning all around!

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

Last month a day after my 33rd birthday I went to see Florence + the Machine live. This was my coord Headdress: Antique Beast Blouse: AatP Jacket & skirt: Moitie Petticoat: Melikestea Tights: Pikupajku Shoes: Buffalo #egl #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #gothiclolita #lolitafashion #moimememoitie

Wearing an Elegant Gothic Lolita coord. A red and white bat Antique Beast headdress. A white Alice and the Pirates blouse. A red velvet jacket and skirt set by Moi-Même-Moitié, white tights with several torture instruments printed on it, and black Buffalo shoes. Posed in front a castle.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

Two weeks ago my Meta Gobelin Bouquet order got delivered to me. I tried it on and love it so much. I really miss wearing coords, and I will probably wear it for my birthday on the 24th. So, have a preview #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #lolitafashion #lolitacoord #egl #metamorphosetempsdefille

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

I am alive. Been escaping from my heartbreak through books. These are the ones I've read in January. Ever since a friend of mine recommended Anathema by Keri Lake to me I've been back into my reading era.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 13/12/2025

If @boiraplushies.bsky.social has a million fans, then I am one of them. If they have ten fans, then I am one of them. If they have only one fan then that is me. If they have no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against them, then I am against the world.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

Thank you for coming to my TED talk, and thank you HYDE for making me forget about my broken heart, and making me feel a little bit lighter again. He will never know how much this evening really meant to me. A bright light in one of my darkest days. x

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

To think that I almost did not go because I was feeling so broken. I cried my eyes out the entire commute from my work to my home. Drowning in sorrow, ready to just wilt away in bed instead. Then I put on his music which gave me the motivation to pull my miserable self together, and I am glad I did.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

If HYDE has a million fans, then I am one of them. If HYDE has ten fans, then I am one of them. If HYDE has only one fan then that is me. If HYDE has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against HYDE, then I am against the world.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

I lied. Midnight celebration is my fave... For the music... Of course...

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

I wish I had half of this mans energy for real...

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

This mans crowd control and interactions. 🥺

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

Mad Qualia will forever be one of my faves. But I have very many faves.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

From here on it really became a party to be there. Lowkey wished he did the Welcome to the Black Parade cover too, because that would've truly been my two childhood worlds colliding.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

I don't even know what to say anymore at this point.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

Sloppy camera skills because at this point I was breaking down. When I stopped filming I just started sobbing my eyes out during the rest of On my Own. It just resonated so much with me, it was truly a Cathartic experience for me.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

Being 32 years old myself, I really appreciated that there were no openers. Just HYDE. I had to work the day after, and did not need to skip the encore and enjoyed the full set because of it.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

Since I went to see Kamijo live by myself last year, I realised that going to concerts alone is actually really fun. At first it scared me very much, but my taste in music is very unique within my group of friends. Sometimes there is some overlap, but this show was really something purely for me.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

I filmed more than I usually do during concerts. Mostly because when I thought of Florence + the Machine I realised that when my brain was in survival mode it blocked out any memory from when I last saw them in 2019. I only know I went because of some photos I retrieved. I want this memory to stay

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/11/2025

HYDE thread with the videos I took in Tivoli. Utrecht, the Netherlands. How exactly is this man 56!? Some people are just put on this earth to BE performers. I am over the moon to finally experience one of his performances myself, after 18 years of listening to his music. #HYDE #HYDEINSIDE

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 20/11/2025

I went to see Hyde tonight, and forgot my zoom was on. So enjoy this gem. This man has had me in a chokehold since I was 14 years old. Being able to see him live for the very first time in all those years felt magical. I want to thank him for making me forget about my heartache for a brief moment.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

Last Saturday my dad brought me a bed so I no longer have to sleep on an air mattress. Of course I had to bring my Pumpkaboos from @aniroseart.bsky.social and Trubbish from @sewpoke.co.uk as my emotional support squad while going through this era of heartbreak.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 12/11/2025

Lift selfie while on my way to Hanabie. Really wanted to mix my other pairs of @dandypuppeteer.bsky.social otks with this OP. Headdress: Antique BeasT Necklace and ring: Alchemy Gothic OP: aatp Petticoat: Melikestea #egl #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #lolitafashion #gothiclolita #jfashion

Lift mirror selfie while wearing a white Antique Beast bat cat headdress. Long red hair worn in twin tails framing the face. Devil cat and the hourglass OP by Alice and the Pirates in the red colourway. A silver coloured Alchemy Gothic bat winged heart pendant with a sword. The heart is made from a red gemstone. 2 pairs of Dandy Puppeteer otks on different legs. A black and white diamond pattern one on the right leg, and a black and white vertical striped one on the left.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

No fancy edits, but I did manage to put on a coord today. Headdress: Skresk vision Blouse: Meta Jsk: Shiroi Tsubasa Petti: Melikestea Bloomers: Summertales Boutique Socks: @dandypuppeteer.bsky.social Shoes: Crocs #egl #eglfashion #lolitafashion #elegantgothiclolita #gothiclolita #jfashion

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

I want to thank @chantillycat.bsky.social for inspiring me to use the worn pattern as a background so you don't have to stare at my cluttered room anymore. I love circus inspired coords. If only I had a jester hat. #egl #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #gothiclolita #lolitafashion #jfashion

Mirror selfie with the background replaced by a black and white harlequin diamond pattern which matches the monochrome black and white lolita coord. Wearing a white Antique Beast bat cat headdress. Black and white Moi-Même-Moitié jsk with cross appliques. A black and white knitted sweater with a harlequin diamond pattern, black and white vertical striped tighs and lace-up leather shoes.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

Ok but can we talk about how well this coord matches the interior of the cathedral? How can I go back to crusty mirror selfies now? Headdress: Blouse and jabot: Moitie Jsk: AatP Bloomers: SummerTales Boutique Shoes: Dr. Martens #egl #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #lolitafashion #jfashion #aatp

Photo of a classic gothic lolita coord with the interior of the Cologne cathedral. Wearing a black headdress with bows on the sides. Long natural red hair frames the face. A mocha coloured satin Motie blouse with matching jabot with black laces which covers the neckline of a black Alice and the Pirates jsk. The skirt has a beige/brown windowed print, picturing scenes from Romeo and Juliet. Frilly black bloomers are visible from underneath the skirt. Holding a black purse in the right hand, and black otk socks and pointed toe Dr. Marten lace up shoes are also worn.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

Today my Goth dream was fulfilled. I asked my fiancé for coord photos at the Cologne cathedral Headdress: AP Blouse: Meta Jsk: Shiroi Tsubasa Petticoat: Melikestea Bloomers: SummerTales Boutique Shoes: Buffalo #egl #elegantgothiclolita #eglfashion #gothiclolita #kurololita #jfashion #lolitafashion

Photo in front of the Cologne cathedral. A fully black gothic lolita coord is worn. The black veiled headdress has pearls on top which match the buttons on the blouse. Long natural red hair frames the face. The bodice of the dress has a black velvet cross applique. Black frilly bloomers are showing from underneath the skirt. Black knee length socks and strappy platform shoes complete the look. The skirt is held in both hands on both sides to add volume.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 28/09/2025

This veil was made for this coord! I feel very bonita. Headdress: AP Blouse: Meta Jsk: Shiroi Tsubasa Petticoat: Melikestea Bloomers: Summer Tales boutique Petticoat: Melikestea Boots: Buffalo #egl #eglfashion #lolitafashion #elegantgothiclolita #gothiclolita #kurololita #jfashion #japanesefashion

Mirror selfie while wearing an all black gothic lolita coord with a veiled headdress with pearls attached on top from Angelic pretty, a black blouse with quarter length princess sleeves and pearl buttons from Metamorphose, a jsk with velvet cross on the bust and a bustled chiffon overskirt from Shiroi Tsubasa, black ruffled bloomers from Summer Tales Boutique, and knee length boots from Buffalo.

Selfie to showcase the black veiled headdress with pearls on top by Angelic Pretty. Long natural red hair is framing the face, and large round glasses are framing the eyes. The black velvet cross on the bodice of the jsk is also seen more clearly in this photo.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 22/09/2025

When I started to rebuild my Lolita wardrobe for the second time in 2024, I've only kept 2 main pieces from my past wardrobes. An oldschool Moitie OP from 2001, and this custom made JSK from Shiroi Tsubasa. I was so focused on rebuilding, that I completely forgot how dear this JSK was to me. (1/3)

Mirror selfie while wearing a black headdress with black bows, a black Metamorphose blouse, and a black Shiroi Tsubasa JSK with black velvet cross on the bodice and black chiffon fabric draped on the skirt. Shoes are knee height Buffalo platform boots.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 21/09/2025

Integra is the baddest baddie! The manga is so good. Hellsing will forever be my fave. I started collecting the manga back in the day but Dark Horse stopped producing it; volumes became rare and expensive. I got 1-5 and never was able to complete it. Then they came through with this omnibus release!

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

I sold some items through Vinted and then found this headdress. Which I bought using the credit in my Vinted wallet. So, according to my girl math, it was free.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

The witch and her companion. Magic Amulet by Angelic Pretty is such a good print. Headdress: Antique BeasT OP: Angelic Pretty Captain Chris as my companion Tights: Snag tights Petticoat: Melikestea Studded Crocs #eglfashion #egl #lolitafashion #elegantgothiclolita #jfashion #angelicpretty

Mirror selfie while wearing:
Black velvet bat cat Antique Beast headdress
Red contact lenses
Loose natural face framing red hair, which is almost knee length
Magic Amulet OP in the red colourway by Angelic Pretty
Captain Chris "blood" with red eyes
Black and white horizontally striped tights
Black platform Crocs covered in studs

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 10/09/2025

Just realised I never posted this coord from a few weeks ago! The last time I wore this Moitie set was last year at the Kamijo concert. Not reaching for it since is very illegal of me. Bow, jacket & skirt: Moitie Blouse: Violet Fane Petti: Melikestea #egl #eglfashion #lolitafashion #jfashion

Mirror selfie wearing a red velvet headbow, jacket, and high waisted skirt set by Moi-même-Moitié, a white Violet Fane blouse with a ruffled collar and cuffs. Captain Chris is worn as a crossbody bag. The white trimmed underskirt peeks from underneath the skirt. White Snag tights into Bordeaux offbrand loafers as leg and shoewear.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

I want to get comfi black footwear to wear with my lolita coords. The black shoes I have so far will hurt my feet when walking long distances. Do I either get the Buffalo Aspha ballerinas OR the studded Crocs to truly embrace the lazy gemlin that I am?????

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 23/08/2025

Hung a metal wall panel onto the inside of my closet door so that I could hang my headdresses on there. Such a galaxy brain move of me, if I do say so myself... #lolitafashion #egl #elegantgothiclolita #eglfashion

Photo of a closet door with a black grid wire wall panel mounted onto it. The panel hangs full with lolita headdresses and two headbows of various colours.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

Of course, I could not let my Chris be lonely... So I ordered him a sibling with red eyes...

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 11/08/2025

When it's too warm to wear a blouse, wear a capelet instead 🤓 Headdress: Distant Melody Capelet: Meta Jsk: Wirehead Petticoat: Melikestea Bag: Heart E Tighs: Snag tighs Shoes: Underground #lolitafashion #egl #eglfashion #ロリィタ #ロリータファッション #elegantgothiclolita #jfashion #japanesefashion #ゴシックロリータ

Mirror selfie while wearing a red jsk with tartan print, white lace, and black ribbon trims. Holding a matching heart-shaped tartan print handbag with a large black bow on it. A black capelet with white lace trims covers the shoulders, and the headdress is also in matching red tartan print, white laces, and black ribbons. The white trimmed bloomers are peaking from underneath the skirt. Black vertical striped fishnets are covering the legs with a pair of black and white creepers worn as shoes

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

Yesterday, I went to see DOGMA live. These baddies were an absolute blast live, and I had the perfect excuse to pull out this Moitié collar and JSK out of my closet again. #ロリィタ #ロリータファッション #lolitafashion #egl #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #jfashion #japanesefashion #gothiclolita

Two members of the band DOGMA (Rusalka and Lamia) in their nun attire and corpse paint with me in the middle, wearing a black and white nun inspired coord with cross appliques putting up devil horn signs with both hands.

Coord details
Headdress: Antique BeasT
Collar and jsk: Moi-même-Moitié
Blouse: Metamorphose
Ring and belt: Vivienne Westwood
Petticoat: Melikestea
Tighs: Snag tighs
Shoes: Underground UK

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

Went to eat Soufflé pancakes and eggtoast, roamed around the city, and ended the day with Japanese food. I was very glad I brought a pair of flats Headdress: Antique BeasT Necklace: Alchemy gothic OP & plush bag: AATP Ring: Vivienne Westwood #egl #eglfashion #lolitafashion #gothiclolita #jfashion

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

On my way to have lunch with the girlies. It's been a hot minute since I last did my makeup properly. I kinda feel like a vampire right now, but I think this look really elevates my coord!

Selfie on the train. Wearing Antique BeasT bat/cat headdress in white and white contacts. Long red hair is worn in 2 long pigtails. Soft smokey red eyeshadow look pairwd with wine red lipstick.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

How do we feel about this, gang? I do like the white headdress! I am so used to wearing the black one that I never know when to reach for the white one... Headdress: Antique BeasT OP and bag: AATP Petticoat: Melikestea Shoes: Angelic Imprint #egl #eglfashion #gothiclolita #lolitafashion #jfashion

Mirror selfie while wearing a white bat/cat ear Antique BeasT headdress, Devil Cat and the Hourglass of Ending OP in the wine colourway, and Captain Chris Jade pochette from Alice and the Pirates. Black fishnets with cross motives and Angelic Imprint platform heels with heart buckles and bows on the back.

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

I am planning my spooky coord and need opinions on which colour headdress to wear? I feel like the black one would match the overall dark vibes and black cats, but the white one would match the white in the skirt, which might tie it all together... (Note: My black headdress is in velveteen)

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

I finally got a Captain Chris pochette! He's been on my wishlist for a long time. I've always loved Usakumya, but they don't really match my vibe. (Apart from the black one, or the brown kumakumya for my more classic coords, maybe) But this little wolfie is just my style, and I love how goofy he is

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

I am so excited! I rarely get brand new items for myself, as I enjoy scavenging the internet for second-hand items, which often are more within my budget. But this time, I decided to splurge and get the OP, capelet, and bow headdress of the gobelin bouquet series 🥹

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 16/07/2025

Pfffff, I found this one 2nd hand just now... Do I stay strong to fulfil my gobelin dreams... Or do I cave and get the spooky cats, which is one of my dream prints too....

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 16/07/2025

I have an important question... Which one would suit me better? Wine or brown??? I am so indecisive 🙃

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

Almost put together a Shiro coord, but then remembered I was going to eat Korean fried chicken with my fiancé, so opted for Kuro instead. Headdress: Antique BeasT Blouse: Meta Skirt: Offbrand Petticoat: Me Likes Tea Socks, shoes: Dr. Martens #egl #eglfashion #kurololita #lolitafashion #jfashion

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🌿 Swamp hag 🦎 @scaleesi.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

Today, I finally managed to put together a coord again! It is lowkey giving Nun Kuromi vibes. Headdress: Antique BeasT Collar, OP, and skirt: Atelier Boz Petticoat: Me likes Tea Armour ring: Vivienne Westwood #egl #eglfashion #lolitafashion #gothiclolita #jfashion #antiquebeast #viviennewestwood

Mirror selfie in a Lolita coord. Coord details:
Headdress: Black velvet Antique BeasT cat headdress. OP: Black and white Atelier Boz Clarissa dress. The zipper is halfway zipped up and unclasped, showing off the white Atelier Boz skirt, which originally belongs to the Christina set. The armour ring on the right index finger is from Vivienne Westwood.

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