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I have not stopped ruminating on Canto X's messaging. There have been so many subtle cues including the intervallo before it, critiquing society/culture establishment through several disciplines, one notably from Camus's Absurdism.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 14h

OH WAIT I MESSED UP THE OTHER ONE. And there's 14 of them >_> Yeah same thing, missing other games from console/handheld and other aforementioned games. I miss Xfire for the hours lmao

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Honestly Limbus Company keeps reminding me it's not about the destination, it's the journey leading to its destination. And this Canto really really solidified it. Also holy fucking shit what in the flying fuck Canto XI is going to be ridiculous.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I am so fucking glad I read the Stranger before Canto X. Holy shit.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

The moment Part 3 of Canto X patches I'm immediately streaming it. I didn't stream Part 2 unfortunately, as I was in a very low social and mental state. I still am, but this time I want to get through it.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

The impulsive idea of cooking to feel better again a modified approach to 酸菜鱼

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Gina Pupperino @shesborked.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Everything is in motion but I may need some help. It took a really hard conversation but @babyjack.bsky.social convinced me to make a gofundme to help with the first few weeks of surgery recovery. The date is Oct. 21st and it will be 6 months till I can go back to SW. 😵‍💫 gofund.me/67e69abdf

gofund.me

Donate to Regina's Post Surgery Recovery Fund, organized by Gina Pupperino

I’m starting this fundraiser because I’m having bottom surgery on October 21, and … Gina Pupperino needs your support for Regina's Post Surgery Recovery Fund

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Mom help they put me in the anime bleached Anor Londo area again... I remember all of the scary things there ;-;

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Was bored in my isolation phase and decided to boot up Code Vein again and create my VRC avi to the best I could.

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Psaio .: QUIXOTIC RE:SONANCE :. @psyoptima.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

-chapter 9!! 😁 (QUIXOTIC RE:SONANCE) -

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Mutuals - Going to give away my ticket/pass to Book Club Radio Fest #2. Please dm me on discord if you want it.

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Psaio .: QUIXOTIC RE:SONANCE :. @psyoptima.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

-one of the wallpapers for QUIXOTIC RE:SONANCE 😁-

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m0b1 @m0b1.dev · 29/09/2026

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Know that... the pressure I've placed onto myself are just echoes of my past that have chained me so firmly from forgetting my mistakes. I forgot when I once floated so freely without care.

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LittleMissTina @littlemisstina.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

smoking behind the supermarket WIP

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neo @neorarty.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

frieren

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I'm trying to keep a lot of my Limbus Company Canto X spoilers to myself, but there's two themes that heavily resonates to this melancholy I've been experiencing. What is eerie yet comforting that do not belong to the world, like a stranger birthed from this absurdity.

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WispyWoo @wispywoo.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Stuff in the worlds sphere sucks atm, SO If you havnt YOU SHOULD GO CHECK OUT Sensory Rooms by KewlBunny in vrchat! There isnt a world like it in all of vrchat, has been my fav world for years and years at this point, its always updated, and is such a labour of love!!! PLZ see it

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Kaerun @bastkaerun.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

It's been quite a long time but #TTD_VRC was finally back! I had the honor of joining the team again to take photos! Please enjoy! You can find the Google drive links in the replies. #VRChat #VRChatPhotography

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

#TTD_VRC 9.26.26 was fun. Thank you again for the amazing event Maru-17 and TTD team!!

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

My tough coworker from my last job called to ask if I still had the link to the payroll system xD. He reminded me to be more kind to myself, and said that I was really missed at the center. It was really really good to hear and be reminded of his advice and message.

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FISKKI ☄️ QUIET COMET @fiskki.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

it's my birthday today!!! if you'd like, please take a moment today to give a listen to my band and art project, @quietcomet.art i made the art and animation for this song and i'm still very proud of it, it's some of my favorite work :3 more to come very soon..! www.youtube.com/watch?v=3h3y...

youtube.com

Quiet Comet :: Forget Me

YouTube video by Quiet Comet

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I'm not sure what are the right words to best express how I feel as of late. Do the words dictate and identify my thoughts and emotions? And are they of my own? ... At times, I've felt more akin to a doll and role-playing as my baseline autonomy. How my disconnect diminishes my authenticity.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Hmm. I do regret getting a year of VRC+ a month ago. A hubris of my optimism against the hubris of nihilistic choices.

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J5daigada | COMMS OPEN @j5daigada.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

modeus (she won one of my patreon polls)

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Yeah my fucking dick is look at big mute list is growing augh yeah i'm fucking stroking it.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I still haven't begun the EMDR sessions, but even identifying patterns is just already... eyeopening. Everything is a fucking internal mess that's become entangled with everything and everywhere.

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vehicular and car @cat.dogst.ink · 20/09/2026

even if you suck

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SushiFerret @sushiferret.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Heya nyall! With Star Party Blackout being such a leap from our usual events, I made this video to talk a bit more about the project, what it means, and to show a little preview of the world! This project means an unimaginable amount to me and I cant express how happy I am to share it with yall 💙💙💙

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Starheart VR @starheart.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

NEW STARHEART MUSIC ON SUNDAY WAHHH I'm releasing my debut EP "Wonderful Girl" on Sunday Sept 27th 5pm PT!!! Join me for a cozy listening party in VR or on Twitch! - 5 of my favorite original songs I've written that tell the story of how I became Starheart. vrc.group/STRHRT.9135

Poster on cloudy night painting:
Starheart's Debut EP
"Wonderful Girl"
release party!
Sunday, 5pm PT September 27th 2026
- 5 original songs
- New outfit
- Cover art illustration by Nebufaye
Join in VR or watch on Twitch
VRChat group plus instance STRHRT.9135

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BabyJack @babyjack.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

World Commissions slots are closed till mid-Oct. Please reach out if you would like to reserve a slot for any world work by DMing me Logos and Posters are fully open Logos ($70-120 *depending on level of complexity) Posters ($20)

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

... Suppression is the only action I can take to preserve the connections I have left. No matter the harm it does onto me. No matter the manifesting cracks that appear. Until I fade towards oblivion's embrace. Ceasing permanence and reminiscence. Among the forgotten. Where I belong.

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m0b1 @m0b1.dev · 21/09/2026

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Psaio .: QUIXOTIC RE:SONANCE :. @psyoptima.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

-working on chapter 9 of QUIXOTIC RE:SONANCE 😁 while also making progress with the various Kickstarter rewards for the first volume ^^ -

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Goodbye Lara once again reinforcing the Yuri anime trope.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

This is one of those weekends where a lot is happening, but I'm unavailable for my own health and wants. This might be something crucial for my own recovery. Everyone, please have fun and stay hydrated tonight. Good luck to everyone - venue organizers, community leaders, peformers, and attendees.

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Sayorain @sayorain.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Hehe Master's face tracking is so adorable I can see him looking at me heheheeeeeee My days are also numbered if the Steam Frame also has face and eye tracking..

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BabyJack @babyjack.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

pixelframe.design/ocarina-of-t...

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