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my fiancé got more bandages for me because i used my last one today. :( he got me eurax cream too, for the flare up. i don't deserve him.

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i've been recording healing updates, but i'm simply unable to post them currently. i'm in an immense amount of pain, the shingles are currently blistering and burning and i have lost so much mobility in my dominant hand because of the nerve pain. i hope you can understand.

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i cast a protection spell for my health. i banish all infection, illness and disease. blessed be.

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it's burning so badly. it's on my elbow and palm, and of course it's on my dominant arm. this is awful.

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lasko 🫀 @savagegard3n.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

so. i have shingles. what the fuck.

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i think my recent cuts have made that arm develop eczema. is that even possible? i've never had it before and suddenly it's flaring up in multiple places by the hour, and it started four days ago. this is hell.

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lasko 🫀 @savagegard3n.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

we all know crisis hotlines are horrendous but holy fuck lmfao. i just had one of the worst experiences with them.

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lasko 🫀 @savagegard3n.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

so i have a horrible, humiliating suspicion. i'm going to go to the doctor tomorrow to see if i am right or wrong. gods, i hope i'm wrong.

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healing update - day 5. not nearly as much exudate as usual, although i'm not entirely sure if that's a positive, negative or neutral thing. nerve pain is still there, nothing unusual. #sh #shbsky #selfharm #988sky #988twt #slitsky #slittersky #shtwt

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brahms tsarnaev 愛 @jahartsarnaev.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

i wonder if i should post ns/fw audios. i used to do that on my old ns/fw twt. :)

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cannibalism and necrophilia take my mind up a lot

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i'm jealous of people who get horny when they cut. when can that be me? 💔

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ns/fw. thinking about my wounds being fucked. tearing the flesh apart for your own pleasure, forcing yourself deeper into my viscera. i'll die with you inside me, come coating my organs and my blood cooling around your cock.

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i feel like i make up for being fat by self harming as severely as i do. perhaps that's why i strive to get worse. i want to prove that i have control over this, whereas i lack control with food. just something i've been thinking about.

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healing update - day 4. gross. nerve pain is becoming much worse, especially at night for some reason, and specifically in my fingers. #sh #shbsky #selfharm #988sky #shtwt #988sky #slitsky #slittersky

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Luuucas @zllsk77.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

the pain in my arm is getting worse. i feel aches and pains everywhere, like the beginnings of a cold, but i'm not feverish, so it's probably just exhaustion from the healing? i don't know.

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𝑺𝒉 <3 #shtwt #sh

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i got my fiancé a kindle recently because he's slowly been getting into reading over the last few months, which is a huge achievement for him! he struggles with dyslexia and never knew that reading could be fun. we're both reading iwtv and he's loving it so far. i'm so proud of him.

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